Back A Double Life
Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Chapter 67
  72. Chapter 68
  73. Chapter 69
  74. Chapter 70
  75. Chapter 71
  76. Chapter 72
  77. Chapter 73
  78. Chapter 74
  79. Chapter 75
  80. Chapter 76
  81. Chapter 77
  82. Chapter 78
  83. Chapter 79
  84. Chapter 80
  85. Chapter 81
  86. Chapter 82
  87. Chapter 83
  88. Chapter 84
  89. Chapter 85
  90. Acknowledgements
  91. About the Author
  92. Also by Charlotte Philby
  93. About the Publisher

‘Every piece of information we uncovered during that operation he was handing straight back into the hands of his paymasters: traffickers, arms dealers. That is why the FCO needed to get rid of him. But obviously it would be too embarrassing to expose how much they had let slide. And so it was easier to see him off on a more palatable charge.’

‘Serena,’ Gabriela said, swallowing.

Madeleine nodded. ‘I mean, it was kind of genius. To push him out on the grounds of sexual discrimination … no one who had worked under or around Emsworth would ever be suspicious that it was anything but a legitimate case.’

‘How do you know all this?’

Madeleine looked away.

‘OK, then, why didn’t you tell me at the time?’ Gabriela’s voice was little more than a whisper.

Madeleine laughed. ‘Why didn’t I tell you? You think I should have trusted you?’

Gabriela looked down in shame, wondering how much Madeleine knew.

‘And what’s changed?’

Madeleine regarded her, her eyes narrowing.

‘What’s changed is that now I know you weren’t aware of what your boyfriend was up to – and now that you do know, I need to find out if you have anything useful on Popov and Vasiliev. I need to know if you can help us bring them down. Because if you do that, you won’t get dragged through the mud when this all comes out in court. There is still a chance for you to salvage what is left of your life.’

‘Polina?’ She is struck by the silence resonating through the house as she walks through the front door, pushing it closed behind her with a wariness she cannot name.

‘Layla?’

How long has it been since she phoned from the supermarket? It can’t have been more than half an hour, and yet the house is still, her daughter’s changing bag absent from its usual hook in the hallway.

Moving more swiftly now, her heartbeat quickens as she places her keys on the counter in the kitchen and looks out over the garden. The quiet beauty of it never fails to touch her, and yet the sudden lack of leaves and flowers has transformed it into a space she almost doesn’t recognise.

Perhaps her daughter is asleep in the bedroom and Polina is in the bathroom, she tells herself as she moves back towards the stairs, padding up the striped red runners. She is moving from Layla’s bedroom, which is empty, into the master bedroom, the blinds having been pulled back so that the room is flooded with light, making her squint as she looks around the his and hers bedside tables, the recently acquired Matisse hanging above the headboard.