Chapters (93)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- Also by Charlotte Philby
- About the Publisher
Gordana’s house is several streets away – a purpose-built, one-up, one-down with yellow bricks and a nondescript front garden. On either side the houses are immaculate, the gardens planted with carnations and roses in bright pinks and reds; to the left an old lady scrapes a broom up and down a pristine path. I feel the old woman’s eyes follow me through the gate towards a dark brown door. If it wasn’t for her burning stare, I might have lost my nerve, but under her scrutiny, I find myself pressing the doorbell. When there is no answer, I look up and catch a curtain flickering in the upstairs room.
Invigorated by the sighting, I take up the knocker, this time banging hard, causing the old lady to start.
When there are no footsteps on the stairs I reach for the letterbox and push my mouth against the lightweight tin flap.
‘Hello?’ I clear my throat and then call out again. ‘Gordana?’
A moment later there is a shuffling in the hallway and the door pulls open a crack.
‘Who are you?’
‘I’m a journalist. Can I come in?’ I ask, though it is more of a statement than a question. ‘Or we could talk here.’
The woman’s eyes are like shards of glass. I feel the door press back against my toes as I try to work my way inside, but then Gordana spots the neighbour whose broom has slowed to a hovering position over a spotless front step.
‘Through here,’ she says, ushering me into the kitchen, which is sparsely furnished with a small table and three chairs, a blue highchair pushed into one corner.
Without taking her eyes off me, Gordana backs herself against the counter, pulling at the scarf framing her face.
‘Who are you?’ she says, her voice hard and wary.
When I don’t answer, she repeats herself. ‘I asked you a question. Who are you and what are you doing in my home?’
There is more than a hint of threat in her voice now, and I feel my hands clench. Gordana spots it, and glances warily at the clock above the sink.
‘Expecting someone?’ I ask.
Her eyes flash with a hint of amusement. ‘I’m curious. You are very brave coming to my house. Walking into the home of a perfect stranger. Whoever you are, you are very brave. Or very stupid.’
‘But that’s it, you see; you’re not a stranger to me, Gordana. There’s a lot I know about you. We have a mutual friend. A Gorani girl. Eva is her … sorry, was her name. You remember her, don’t you? I see from your face that you do. It’s admirable really,’ I say, raising my eyebrows. ‘Considering how many girls you’ve helped traffic into this country.’
Gordana hisses, ‘I would choose your words very carefully if I was you …’