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Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Chapter 67
  72. Chapter 68
  73. Chapter 69
  74. Chapter 70
  75. Chapter 71
  76. Chapter 72
  77. Chapter 73
  78. Chapter 74
  79. Chapter 75
  80. Chapter 76
  81. Chapter 77
  82. Chapter 78
  83. Chapter 79
  84. Chapter 80
  85. Chapter 81
  86. Chapter 82
  87. Chapter 83
  88. Chapter 84
  89. Chapter 85
  90. Acknowledgements
  91. About the Author
  92. Also by Charlotte Philby
  93. About the Publisher

‘I thought it would be good to meet you, put a face to a name. I was in the area anyway.’

Why do I suddenly feel like I am the one who is being investigated? Yet I would have done the same thing in her position. It’s always helpful to try to connect the dots as and when they arise, even if you don’t know yet which ones connect, or how.

My eyes move back to the girl, who drags self-consciously on a cigarette. Finally, Dana clears her throat and looks cautiously towards Maureen before starting to speak.

‘You know, I wonder why you want to do this,’ she says quickly, her eyes locking onto mine. ‘This world that you are prodding at, it is no joke.’

Maureen looks encouragingly at Dana. ‘Isobel just wants to help …’

Sniffing again, Dana flicks her ash into a glass bowl and my eyes catch her tiny wrists; there is a trail of scars along her arm, red and scabbed over. When she catches me looking, she quickly pulls her sleeve back down and I wonder what Madeleine offers her in return for help.

‘There is a woman who meets girls like us in London. She looks after us.’ Dana spits out the final words. ‘Gordana, that’s her name, I don’t know who she is. All I know is that she lives in a flat in Elephant and Castle. They send the girls to her on the promise of work – as a nanny or a cleaner, or maybe in the hope of studying at college.’

Dana’s gaze moves to her hands, her expression unreadable behind thick layers of mascara. ‘But for girls like us there is not such a job. The day I landed in England, he said I’m going to work as a nanny with children …’

‘Who is he?’ I ask.

‘A man,’ she says, holding my look. ‘I met him in Tirana while I was waitressing at a restaurant. He came in every day for two months and we became friends.’

Dana’s voice grows quieter as she speaks. ‘I was hoping to study and he told me he could help me. He said he had friends in England who ran an agency for nannies and that he could help me get a job.’

When she pauses, Maureen leans across and puts a reassuring hand on Dana’s arm. ‘That was a long time ago now.’ Her voice fades out and she picks up the packet of cigarettes and taps it absent-mindedly against the table.

‘After the day I left Albania I never saw him again.’

I leave what I hope is a respectful amount of silence before I speak again. ‘And when you got here, you were met by this Gordana woman?’