Back A Double Life
Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Chapter 67
  72. Chapter 68
  73. Chapter 69
  74. Chapter 70
  75. Chapter 71
  76. Chapter 72
  77. Chapter 73
  78. Chapter 74
  79. Chapter 75
  80. Chapter 76
  81. Chapter 77
  82. Chapter 78
  83. Chapter 79
  84. Chapter 80
  85. Chapter 81
  86. Chapter 82
  87. Chapter 83
  88. Chapter 84
  89. Chapter 85
  90. Acknowledgements
  91. About the Author
  92. Also by Charlotte Philby
  93. About the Publisher

Through the glass arch that revealed the staircase to the upstairs hall, she saw them, on the other side of the glass – Tom and Harriet, their faces inches apart. It was as if she was watching the scene from far away, but the detail was clear. Even from here, she could almost feel the urgency that rang between them, their voices evidently strained, her hand on his arm.

It must only have been a few seconds, but it felt so much longer, and when he looked up and saw her, Tom’s face fell. Instantly turning away from Harriet, he moved down the stairs, bursting through the doors a moment later and walking towards them.

‘For God’s sake, Callum. Where the hell were you?’

Instinctively, Gabriela held her arm in front of her son. ‘Don’t you speak to him like that.’ Her voice was trembling.

Over Tom’s shoulder, she saw Harriet emerge through the door and her whole body rang with an emotion she couldn’t quite fathom.

‘Harriet was helping me look for Callum,’ Tom said and she said nothing, feeling her son’s grasp tighten in hers.

‘Well, glad you found him,’ Harriet said, her voice brittle. ‘Nice to see you again, Gabriela.’

She turned and as the sound of her heels faded, leaving the three of them in the hall, the crescendo of the performance emanating from the hall upstairs gave way to applause.

‘We’d better get back up there,’ Tom’s eyes held Gabriela’s as he spoke, with an authority that she hadn’t seen for so long that it made her stand straighter and then follow them both towards the staircase.

Not now, his eyes had warned. Not in front of Callum.

‘Mum!’ Sadie ran towards her with a childishness that made her want to cry. For a moment she hugged Gabriela’s waist but then she pulled away, neatening her hair with her fingers as her peers filed past.

Looking up, Gabriela saw Harriet moving towards them on her way to the exit, their eyes locking briefly and instantly snapping away again as she moved past.

Harriet and Tom, the words swam in Gabriela’s mind. So it was true. She wasn’t mad.

When she turned to pick Tom out in the crowd, he was on the other side of the room with Callum, collecting the belongings he had left on his chair.

She struggled with her emotions, overwhelmed, until in the end all that was left was a quiet numbness.

‘Darling, you were amazing,’ she said to Sadie, leaning in to her, trying to keep the trembling out of her voice.