Chapters (93)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- Also by Charlotte Philby
- About the Publisher
Through the glass arch that revealed the staircase to the upstairs hall, she saw them, on the other side of the glass – Tom and Harriet, their faces inches apart. It was as if she was watching the scene from far away, but the detail was clear. Even from here, she could almost feel the urgency that rang between them, their voices evidently strained, her hand on his arm.
It must only have been a few seconds, but it felt so much longer, and when he looked up and saw her, Tom’s face fell. Instantly turning away from Harriet, he moved down the stairs, bursting through the doors a moment later and walking towards them.
‘For God’s sake, Callum. Where the hell were you?’
Instinctively, Gabriela held her arm in front of her son. ‘Don’t you speak to him like that.’ Her voice was trembling.
Over Tom’s shoulder, she saw Harriet emerge through the door and her whole body rang with an emotion she couldn’t quite fathom.
‘Harriet was helping me look for Callum,’ Tom said and she said nothing, feeling her son’s grasp tighten in hers.
‘Well, glad you found him,’ Harriet said, her voice brittle. ‘Nice to see you again, Gabriela.’
She turned and as the sound of her heels faded, leaving the three of them in the hall, the crescendo of the performance emanating from the hall upstairs gave way to applause.
‘We’d better get back up there,’ Tom’s eyes held Gabriela’s as he spoke, with an authority that she hadn’t seen for so long that it made her stand straighter and then follow them both towards the staircase.
Not now, his eyes had warned. Not in front of Callum.
‘Mum!’ Sadie ran towards her with a childishness that made her want to cry. For a moment she hugged Gabriela’s waist but then she pulled away, neatening her hair with her fingers as her peers filed past.
Looking up, Gabriela saw Harriet moving towards them on her way to the exit, their eyes locking briefly and instantly snapping away again as she moved past.
Harriet and Tom, the words swam in Gabriela’s mind. So it was true. She wasn’t mad.
When she turned to pick Tom out in the crowd, he was on the other side of the room with Callum, collecting the belongings he had left on his chair.
She struggled with her emotions, overwhelmed, until in the end all that was left was a quiet numbness.
‘Darling, you were amazing,’ she said to Sadie, leaning in to her, trying to keep the trembling out of her voice.