Chapters (72)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Anishinaabe Terms and Pronunciation Guide
- CHAPTER 1
- CHAPTER 2
- CHAPTER 3
- CHAPTER 4
- CHAPTER 5
- One Year Later
- CHAPTER 6
- CHAPTER 7
- CHAPTER 8
- CHAPTER 9
- CHAPTER 10
- CHAPTER 11
- CHAPTER 12
- CHAPTER 13
- CHAPTER 14
- CHAPTER 15
- CHAPTER 16
- CHAPTER 17
- CHAPTER 18
- CHAPTER 19
- CHAPTER 20
- CHAPTER 21
- CHAPTER 22
- CHAPTER 23
- CHAPTER 24
- CHAPTER 25
- CHAPTER 26
- CHAPTER 27
- CHAPTER 28
- CHAPTER 29
- CHAPTER 30
- CHAPTER 31
- CHAPTER 32
- CHAPTER 33
- CHAPTER 34
- CHAPTER 35
- CHAPTER 36
- CHAPTER 37
- CHAPTER 38
- CHAPTER 39
- CHAPTER 40
- CHAPTER 41
- CHAPTER 42
- CHAPTER 43
- CHAPTER 44
- CHAPTER 45
- CHAPTER 46
- CHAPTER 47
- CHAPTER 48
- CHAPTER 49
- CHAPTER 50
- CHAPTER 51
- CHAPTER 52
- CHAPTER 53
- CHAPTER 54
- CHAPTER 55
- CHAPTER 56
- CHAPTER 57
- CHAPTER 58
- CHAPTER 59
- CHAPTER 60
- CHAPTER 61
- CHAPTER 62
- CHAPTER 63
- CHAPTER 64
- CHAPTER 65
- ACKNOWEDGMENTS
- RESOURCES
After a pause, a feminine voice snuck through the door. “It’s me, Stormy.” Stormy waited another moment and spoke again, gently but firmly. “Open up.” She rapped softly on the door one final time before Bugz stood and opened it a crack. She knew Stormy could see her red, swollen eyes, but she didn’t care.
“Can I come in?” the girl asked.
“I’m not going to hurt myself.”
“Well, that’s good.” Stormy smiled. “But I actually just wanted to ask how you’re feeling.”
Bugz stepped back from the door and Stormy slid through the opening. Bugz noted Stormy’s skinniness.
“That was harsh, bro,” Stormy said. “That’s why I hate guys our age…so immature. Like, you’re arguing and they just bring up random stuff to make you feel bad?”
“Yeah…,” Bugz responded. She turned and stared into the mirror above the sink. She fiddled with her hair before running the water, splashing it on her face, and checking herself again. She looked like a mess.
“He went crazy on you.” Stormy paused for a second and smiled. “Chalice was all ‘I told you so!’ ” Stormy’s laugh filled the room. “I’m sorry, but it was funny. Anyway, don’t let it get you down. He’s not thinking straight. I mean, how could he? Your brother’s in the hospital, and he pulls this?”
Bugz nodded. Stormy stood behind her and smiled into the mirror. “Here, let me.” She took over from Bugz’s fiddling and started pulling Bugz’s hair into tight French braids. “Yeah, he went off on you. He must be really mad. Who knew games were so important?”
“It’s more than just a game,” Bugz said emphatically. She searched Stormy’s eyes for understanding.
“It’s the money, right?”
“No. I still have everything I saved up.” Bugz paused. “You don’t understand. It’s not just a game. It’s my life.”
Stormy scrunched her forehead.
The wounded girl continued, “All the time I spent building myself up in the game, everything I created, everything I cared for in there—that’s the part you don’t understand.”
“No, I do understand,” Stormy said, still deep in concentration over Bugz’s hair. She wet her finger under the faucet and corralled a few stray wisps along Bugz’s hairline. “I lost my beadwork in a fire two years ago. All of my fancy shawl regalia, actually.” She shook her head and went on. “But it was the beadwork that really got to me. I cried so hard!” Stormy smiled again. “Girl, I cried so hard I’d make your little meltdown here look like a pregame show!”
Bugz grinned.