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Chapters (72)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Anishinaabe Terms and Pronunciation Guide
  5. CHAPTER 1
  6. CHAPTER 2
  7. CHAPTER 3
  8. CHAPTER 4
  9. CHAPTER 5
  10. One Year Later
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. CHAPTER 64
  70. CHAPTER 65
  71. ACKNOWEDGMENTS
  72. RESOURCES

After a pause, a feminine voice snuck through the door. “It’s me, Stormy.” Stormy waited another moment and spoke again, gently but firmly. “Open up.” She rapped softly on the door one final time before Bugz stood and opened it a crack. She knew Stormy could see her red, swollen eyes, but she didn’t care.

“Can I come in?” the girl asked.

“I’m not going to hurt myself.”

“Well, that’s good.” Stormy smiled. “But I actually just wanted to ask how you’re feeling.”

Bugz stepped back from the door and Stormy slid through the opening. Bugz noted Stormy’s skinniness.

“That was harsh, bro,” Stormy said. “That’s why I hate guys our age…so immature. Like, you’re arguing and they just bring up random stuff to make you feel bad?”

“Yeah…,” Bugz responded. She turned and stared into the mirror above the sink. She fiddled with her hair before running the water, splashing it on her face, and checking herself again. She looked like a mess.

“He went crazy on you.” Stormy paused for a second and smiled. “Chalice was all ‘I told you so!’ ” Stormy’s laugh filled the room. “I’m sorry, but it was funny. Anyway, don’t let it get you down. He’s not thinking straight. I mean, how could he? Your brother’s in the hospital, and he pulls this?”

Bugz nodded. Stormy stood behind her and smiled into the mirror. “Here, let me.” She took over from Bugz’s fiddling and started pulling Bugz’s hair into tight French braids. “Yeah, he went off on you. He must be really mad. Who knew games were so important?”

“It’s more than just a game,” Bugz said emphatically. She searched Stormy’s eyes for understanding.

“It’s the money, right?”

“No. I still have everything I saved up.” Bugz paused. “You don’t understand. It’s not just a game. It’s my life.”

Stormy scrunched her forehead.

The wounded girl continued, “All the time I spent building myself up in the game, everything I created, everything I cared for in there—that’s the part you don’t understand.”

“No, I do understand,” Stormy said, still deep in concentration over Bugz’s hair. She wet her finger under the faucet and corralled a few stray wisps along Bugz’s hairline. “I lost my beadwork in a fire two years ago. All of my fancy shawl regalia, actually.” She shook her head and went on. “But it was the beadwork that really got to me. I cried so hard!” Stormy smiled again. “Girl, I cried so hard I’d make your little meltdown here look like a pregame show!”

Bugz grinned.