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Chapters (72)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Anishinaabe Terms and Pronunciation Guide
  5. CHAPTER 1
  6. CHAPTER 2
  7. CHAPTER 3
  8. CHAPTER 4
  9. CHAPTER 5
  10. One Year Later
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. CHAPTER 64
  70. CHAPTER 65
  71. ACKNOWEDGMENTS
  72. RESOURCES

Bugz lost the ability to speak; she simply nodded at the image of Liumei she saw on-screen. Bugz avoided Feng’s gaze.

“Thanks, Auntie,” he said. “I’ll see you later.” Feng hung up and reached to pull Bugz close again. Leaning into his chest, she felt the eagle whistle rubbing against her arm. She reached into the collar of his hoodie and pulled the whistle out by its lanyard. She giggled through tears. Feng smiled.

“I like it,” Bugz said.

Bugz fumbled with the whistle and brought it to her lips. She blew on it gently. A soft, hollow sound emerged from the thin bone cylinder. She smiled and sniffled before shaking her head. “Not supposed to do that,” she whispered.

“What?”

“You’re not supposed to whistle at night.”

Feng listened. Bugz took his silence as an invitation to continue.

“They say if you whistle at night, the northern lights will come and take you away.”

“Is that bad?”

Bugz looked at Feng as if he were an innocent child. She smiled just the same. “Yeah, it’s bad. The northern lights are our Ancestors. They’re dancing in the happy hunting grounds, in heaven, the Spirit World.” She paused as she thought of the Floraverse.

“Spirit World, right?” Feng echoed her thought, though she wondered if the automatic translator had conveyed her true meaning. She stepped back, looked at Feng, and wondered how something as ugly as Clan:LESS, and everything they stood for, could befoul a place as beautiful as the Spirit World. She couldn’t understand how a person who seemed as good as Feng could fall into their neo-alt-right orbit. She shook her head and stepped further away from him.

“Anyways, it’s not good because we’re supposed to keep the living and the dead separate. If you invite the northern lights here, you’re inviting death. If they take you away, it means they take you away to heaven.”

“I don’t know. Why would you be afraid of your Ancestors or your loved ones? I mean, isn’t that what we’re hoping for—to be reunited?”

Bugz wanted to say yes, but tradition tugged her in the opposite direction. “I don’t know.” She looked to the rocks beneath her feet. “All I know is my brother is here now. And I want him to stay with us. Here. On this side.” She studied the beadwork on the whistle again. “Waawaate. His name means ‘northern lights.’ ”

“Really?”