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Chapters (72)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Anishinaabe Terms and Pronunciation Guide
  5. CHAPTER 1
  6. CHAPTER 2
  7. CHAPTER 3
  8. CHAPTER 4
  9. CHAPTER 5
  10. One Year Later
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. CHAPTER 64
  70. CHAPTER 65
  71. ACKNOWEDGMENTS
  72. RESOURCES

“I’m sorry, Bugz,” Feng said. He wheeled his bike closer.

“I searched it up online,” Bugz replied. “I read up about symptoms and stuff. It said he might have a chance if they found it early…but they didn’t.”

Feng nodded his head and looked to the ground. Bugz buried her face in her hands. She didn’t want Feng to see her cry. She wasn’t sure why. Sniffing quickly, Bugz wiped her nose and cheek with her sleeve. “I was thinking about the fact that he passed out, though. And after watching some videos on that…he’s really sick. I don’t think he’ll…” Bugz couldn’t finish her sentence. Feng laid his bike down, hesitated for a breath, and then put his arms around her.

“My parents won’t even tell me what’s going on.” Bugz pulled away from Feng and wiped her eyes again. “I mean, they told me he has cancer. But I know they know more.”

“Maybe they don’t know anything else.”

“No, they do, that’s how Anishinaabe people are. Proud. Private. Whatever. They won’t tell me how long he has.”

“I could ask my aunt. She’s treating him, right? She’ll know.”

“Can you?”

Feng opened a video chat screen on his phone and reached Liumei, still at the hospital, stethoscope around her neck and a trace of redness in her dewy eyes.

“Hey, Feng.”

“Hey, Auntie, I got Bugz here…” Feng tilted his phone to include Bugz in the video chat window. Bugz waved, sniffling again as she did.

“Aw honey, I’m so sorry. I just want you to know this isn’t because of something he did or something he didn’t do. This just happens sometimes.”

“That’s actually why we’re calling, or sort of,” Feng jumped in. “Bugz was wondering, or I guess we were both wondering, if you could tell us more about what’s happening with him.”

“I know you want to know. But you should really talk to your parents.”

“I did,” Bugz responded. “They won’t tell me anything.”

“Well, I should leave it up to them—”

“C’mon, Auntie.”

“It’s not my place to intervene in a family’s business.”

Bugz shook her head, more tears welling in her eyes. “Please!” Bugz’s shouting seemed to hit Liumei hard. Bugz saw it on her face.

Liumei blinked once or twice on the screen. “Let me get somewhere more private.” She ducked into what appeared to be a supply room. Bottles of disinfectant lined the shelves along the wall behind her. “Alright, so you know your brother has cancer. You know it’s advanced, yes?” Bugz nodded over the video link. “Okay, so what else would you like to know?”

“How long does he have?”

“We can’t say for sure. There are always exceptio—”

“Just tell me.”

“Okay,” Liumei hesitated. “A few months, maybe, but then again…could be less than that.”