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Chapters (72)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Anishinaabe Terms and Pronunciation Guide
  5. CHAPTER 1
  6. CHAPTER 2
  7. CHAPTER 3
  8. CHAPTER 4
  9. CHAPTER 5
  10. One Year Later
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. CHAPTER 64
  70. CHAPTER 65
  71. ACKNOWEDGMENTS
  72. RESOURCES

Feng thought maybe Bugz didn’t actually like him that much. Or at least not the way he liked her. She was really going after him.

“Well, talking to women has never been my strong suit.”

They both exhaled. A crow called in the tree branches overhead.

“You know how to talk to me.”

“What do you mean?”

“You know what I mean. You’re just fishing for a compliment.” Bugz paused.

“Well?”

“Well, grow up.” She looked away.

“I like talking to you,” Feng said.

“And I like it when you talk to me.” Bugz’s demeanor softened. “There.”

“Hey.” Feng stopped and took Bugz’s hands in his own. “We’re getting caught up on the wrong thing when there’s something way more important I want to tell you.”

“Yeah?” Bugz looked back at him expectantly.

“Yeah.” Feng broke into a grin. “The squirrel’s still right behind us!”

Feng took off running and Bugz gave chase for a few dozen yards. She caught up to him and gave him a good-natured push on the shoulder. They walked together.

“So, you gonna tell me your other secret now?” Bugz asked. Feng stayed silent. “Why did you leave China if you love it so much?”

“You want the long answer, or the version I tell everyone?”

“Tell me whichever one is true,” Bugz said with a smile, “but make it snappy.”

“Well, I was doing some work for the government. Volunteering, I guess. Going after people online, comment sections, you know.”

“Sounds like real tough guy stuff.”

Feng shrugged. “They had it coming. There are a lot of extremists where I lived in Xinjiang.”

“Wait, is this where those children are being taken away?”

“Yeah, well, I’m one of them. I’m Uyghur.”

“Whoa, I had no idea.”

“Yeah.” Feng paused before deciding to bare some of his past to Bugz. “But some people can’t let go.” He sucked his teeth. “When I was little, the government took me away from my family.” He sighed. “I went to a boarding school, got educated, and left the old ways behind.”

Bugz was silenced. Feng heard crickets striking up a chorus. He watched her throw a stick she’d been playing with to the ground. “They did that to my great-grandparents here too. They were taken to residential boarding schools by the government.” She breathed deeply. “They hated it there.” She looked to Feng. “How do you feel about the one you went to?”

“Honestly? It was tough.” Feng found trust in Bugz’s eyes. “But I think it was good. We had to change, get with the times of today.”

“But it’s wrong to take kids away like that,” Bugz said. “What they did here was called genocide. Cultural genocide, they tried to destroy our identity.”

“I know who I am.”

“Do you?”