Chapters (72)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Anishinaabe Terms and Pronunciation Guide
- CHAPTER 1
- CHAPTER 2
- CHAPTER 3
- CHAPTER 4
- CHAPTER 5
- One Year Later
- CHAPTER 6
- CHAPTER 7
- CHAPTER 8
- CHAPTER 9
- CHAPTER 10
- CHAPTER 11
- CHAPTER 12
- CHAPTER 13
- CHAPTER 14
- CHAPTER 15
- CHAPTER 16
- CHAPTER 17
- CHAPTER 18
- CHAPTER 19
- CHAPTER 20
- CHAPTER 21
- CHAPTER 22
- CHAPTER 23
- CHAPTER 24
- CHAPTER 25
- CHAPTER 26
- CHAPTER 27
- CHAPTER 28
- CHAPTER 29
- CHAPTER 30
- CHAPTER 31
- CHAPTER 32
- CHAPTER 33
- CHAPTER 34
- CHAPTER 35
- CHAPTER 36
- CHAPTER 37
- CHAPTER 38
- CHAPTER 39
- CHAPTER 40
- CHAPTER 41
- CHAPTER 42
- CHAPTER 43
- CHAPTER 44
- CHAPTER 45
- CHAPTER 46
- CHAPTER 47
- CHAPTER 48
- CHAPTER 49
- CHAPTER 50
- CHAPTER 51
- CHAPTER 52
- CHAPTER 53
- CHAPTER 54
- CHAPTER 55
- CHAPTER 56
- CHAPTER 57
- CHAPTER 58
- CHAPTER 59
- CHAPTER 60
- CHAPTER 61
- CHAPTER 62
- CHAPTER 63
- CHAPTER 64
- CHAPTER 65
- ACKNOWEDGMENTS
- RESOURCES
“You’re right about that,” Stormy murmured. She sighed.
“What?” Bugz noticed something in the other girl’s demeanor.
“Nothing.”
“No, you look like you’re thinking of something.”
Stormy paused for too long to be able to dismiss the idea. The dread crept closer.
“What is it?” Bugz asked.
“Do you believe what the old people say about onjine? About patai’itiwin?”
“What do you mean?”
“Like onjine means karma, right? And patai’itiwin is karma too, except what goes around comes back around to your kid instead of you?”
“What are you getting at, Stormy?”
“Just…I heard my grandma and some others talking about Waawaate being sick. They were saying it’s because your dad used to be pretty bad when he was younger. Fights and stuff. Drinking. Do you ever wonder if…” Stormy slowed as a scowl settled on Bugz’s face. “Never mind. Forget I said anything.”
Bugz thought for a moment. “That’s messed up, Stormy. My dad would never do anything to hurt Waawaate.” In spite of the defense she mounted, a seed of doubt had been planted in Bugz’s mind. “I’m gonna go for a walk. Sorry to waste your time.”
“No, I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have said anything.” Stormy scanned Bugz’s expression. “I’ll wait here for a bit in case you want to talk some more.”
Bugz walked across a gravel parking lot opposite the picnic table. She noticed her father’s empty truck parked with the windows rolled down. Her memory of how he’d counseled her brother about making his final journey played on the raw wound Stormy had just inflicted.
“Hey, Buggy,” her father’s voice called out behind her.
She turned to face Frank.
“Don’t call me that. You know I hate it.” She glared at her father, wishing her eyes were capable of shooting lasers.
“I’m sorry.”
“Everything was bad and you made it worse.” Bugz seethed. The look of bewilderment on Frank’s face only made her angrier. “And instead of helping, you’re talking to Waawaate about dying?”
“I…I didn’t say that.”
“Why did you say anything?” Bugz turned and stomped off. She heard Frank’s footsteps behind her. “Stay the hell away from me.”
“I know you’re mad, but can we just talk?”
“Talking ain’t going to help the way I’m feeling right now!”
Bugz bolted for the tree line at the edge of the parking lot. But her father chased after her and, when he caught up, wrapped her in a bear hug. She thought of the Clan:LESS horde that had cornered her in the forest. She struggled against him furiously and broke free.
“Get off, get off, get off!” she shouted. Her father glanced nervously at Stormy, who was watching from a distance. “Get away from me!” Bugz shouted again. “I hate you!”