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Chapters (72)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Anishinaabe Terms and Pronunciation Guide
  5. CHAPTER 1
  6. CHAPTER 2
  7. CHAPTER 3
  8. CHAPTER 4
  9. CHAPTER 5
  10. One Year Later
  11. CHAPTER 6
  12. CHAPTER 7
  13. CHAPTER 8
  14. CHAPTER 9
  15. CHAPTER 10
  16. CHAPTER 11
  17. CHAPTER 12
  18. CHAPTER 13
  19. CHAPTER 14
  20. CHAPTER 15
  21. CHAPTER 16
  22. CHAPTER 17
  23. CHAPTER 18
  24. CHAPTER 19
  25. CHAPTER 20
  26. CHAPTER 21
  27. CHAPTER 22
  28. CHAPTER 23
  29. CHAPTER 24
  30. CHAPTER 25
  31. CHAPTER 26
  32. CHAPTER 27
  33. CHAPTER 28
  34. CHAPTER 29
  35. CHAPTER 30
  36. CHAPTER 31
  37. CHAPTER 32
  38. CHAPTER 33
  39. CHAPTER 34
  40. CHAPTER 35
  41. CHAPTER 36
  42. CHAPTER 37
  43. CHAPTER 38
  44. CHAPTER 39
  45. CHAPTER 40
  46. CHAPTER 41
  47. CHAPTER 42
  48. CHAPTER 43
  49. CHAPTER 44
  50. CHAPTER 45
  51. CHAPTER 46
  52. CHAPTER 47
  53. CHAPTER 48
  54. CHAPTER 49
  55. CHAPTER 50
  56. CHAPTER 51
  57. CHAPTER 52
  58. CHAPTER 53
  59. CHAPTER 54
  60. CHAPTER 55
  61. CHAPTER 56
  62. CHAPTER 57
  63. CHAPTER 58
  64. CHAPTER 59
  65. CHAPTER 60
  66. CHAPTER 61
  67. CHAPTER 62
  68. CHAPTER 63
  69. CHAPTER 64
  70. CHAPTER 65
  71. ACKNOWEDGMENTS
  72. RESOURCES

“You’re right about that,” Stormy murmured. She sighed.

“What?” Bugz noticed something in the other girl’s demeanor.

“Nothing.”

“No, you look like you’re thinking of something.”

Stormy paused for too long to be able to dismiss the idea. The dread crept closer.

“What is it?” Bugz asked.

“Do you believe what the old people say about onjine? About patai’itiwin?”

“What do you mean?”

“Like onjine means karma, right? And patai’itiwin is karma too, except what goes around comes back around to your kid instead of you?”

“What are you getting at, Stormy?”

“Just…I heard my grandma and some others talking about Waawaate being sick. They were saying it’s because your dad used to be pretty bad when he was younger. Fights and stuff. Drinking. Do you ever wonder if…” Stormy slowed as a scowl settled on Bugz’s face. “Never mind. Forget I said anything.”

Bugz thought for a moment. “That’s messed up, Stormy. My dad would never do anything to hurt Waawaate.” In spite of the defense she mounted, a seed of doubt had been planted in Bugz’s mind. “I’m gonna go for a walk. Sorry to waste your time.”

“No, I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have said anything.” Stormy scanned Bugz’s expression. “I’ll wait here for a bit in case you want to talk some more.”

Bugz walked across a gravel parking lot opposite the picnic table. She noticed her father’s empty truck parked with the windows rolled down. Her memory of how he’d counseled her brother about making his final journey played on the raw wound Stormy had just inflicted.

“Hey, Buggy,” her father’s voice called out behind her.

She turned to face Frank.

“Don’t call me that. You know I hate it.” She glared at her father, wishing her eyes were capable of shooting lasers.

“I’m sorry.”

“Everything was bad and you made it worse.” Bugz seethed. The look of bewilderment on Frank’s face only made her angrier. “And instead of helping, you’re talking to Waawaate about dying?”

“I…I didn’t say that.”

“Why did you say anything?” Bugz turned and stomped off. She heard Frank’s footsteps behind her. “Stay the hell away from me.”

“I know you’re mad, but can we just talk?”

“Talking ain’t going to help the way I’m feeling right now!”

Bugz bolted for the tree line at the edge of the parking lot. But her father chased after her and, when he caught up, wrapped her in a bear hug. She thought of the Clan:LESS horde that had cornered her in the forest. She struggled against him furiously and broke free.

“Get off, get off, get off!” she shouted. Her father glanced nervously at Stormy, who was watching from a distance. “Get away from me!” Bugz shouted again. “I hate you!”