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Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for the previous work of
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. 24 April 2018
  6. Part 1: Subject
  7. 15 June 1968
  8. 20 June 1968
  9. July 1968
  10. 2 February 2018
  11. Part 2: Light
  12. 20 November 1970
  13. 20 November 1970
  14. 21 November 1970
  15. November 1970
  16. 19 February 2018
  17. Part 3: Focus
  18. 15 April 1977
  19. 18 April 1977
  20. 15 May 1977
  21. July 1977
  22. 26 February 2018
  23. 8 March 2018
  24. 8 March 2018
  25. Part 4: Distance
  26. 15 May 1979
  27. 15 May 1979
  28. 16 May 1979
  29. June 1979
  30. 29 March 2018
  31. 29 March 2018
  32. 27 March 2018
  33. Part 5: Movement
  34. 18 October 1981
  35. 10 April 2018
  36. 18 October 1981
  37. 10 April 2018
  38. 18 October 1981
  39. 10 April 2018
  40. 18 October 1981
  41. 10 April 2018
  42. 10 April 2018
  43. 18 October 1981
  44. 10 April 2018
  45. October 1981
  46. Part 6: Exposure
  47. July 1984
  48. 5 September 1984
  49. 24 April 2018
  50. 25 April 2018
  51. Part 7: Developing
  52. 26 April 2018
  53. Vee, in the lost place, 1984
  54. 26 April 2018
  55. Epilogue
  56. 5 February 2019
  57. Author’s Note
  58. Acknowledgements
  59. Letter from Author
  60. Stephanie Butland’s Readers’ Club
  61. For your Reading Group
  62. For discussion
  63. Select bibliography
  64. About the author
  65. Also by Stephanie Butland

‘What is that?’ There’s a strange smell, half-sweet half-dead, that makes her pull back her head in a hurry.

‘Probably the rotten tomatoes. The lettuce doesn’t really smell, but it’s slimy. I’ve had it in a plastic bag on the windowsill for two weeks.’

Vee approaches the bag again, more cautiously, and puts in a hand, picking up a small paper bag. ‘And what are these?’

‘Have you never seen a flour bomb?’ Leonie laughs again, ‘You should see the look on your face. I bet you’ve never even had detention, have you?’

Vee shakes her head. ‘I was a proper goody-two-shoes,’ she says, ‘until I met you. You’ve led me astray.’

‘That’s what I like to hear,’ Leonie says, ‘that is cool.’ She kisses Vee, corner of the mouth: she often does it, and Vee has learned that it means nothing to Leonie, though it cannot help but feel sexual to her. Leonie is the only person who kisses her, now, and she’s ashamed by how much she treasures something Leonie does without thought.

Leonie feels around in the side pocket of the handbag, then slaps two tickets down on the table: Miss World Pageant 1970. ‘We’re near the front. The signal is a football rattle.’

For a moment Vee wants to get up, go home, put on some lipstick, knock on Barry’s door. She reminds herself that this is important work. They need to get noticed. They need to make people see what’s wrong with the world.

‘I don’t know if I’ll be able to get any decent shots inside, especially if there’s flour,’ she says, ‘but if not, we can look around outside, afterwards.’

Leonie nods. ‘Bound to be a postman somewhere,’ she says, with a smile, and Vee feels the pleasure of this friendship like a stab. ‘There’s the protest outside the Albert Hall, and then outside the Café de Paris afterwards.’ She says it ‘Par-ee’, so it takes Vee a moment to work out where she means. Leonie is on the WLF committee, and always knows everything that’s planned. ‘And are you going to crash at mine?’

‘If that’s still . . . cool,’ Vee says, the word unwieldy on her tongue. Her father tells her off for using what he calls ‘hippie talk’, but she wants to fit in. It’s another way to move through the world without being noticed. And not being noticed is how you take a decent photograph. And taking decent photographs is what gets you noticed. Life is like taking photographs: to do it well, you have to understand it. Film, exposure and darkroom are easier to manage, and have more predictable results.