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Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for the previous work of
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. 24 April 2018
  6. Part 1: Subject
  7. 15 June 1968
  8. 20 June 1968
  9. July 1968
  10. 2 February 2018
  11. Part 2: Light
  12. 20 November 1970
  13. 20 November 1970
  14. 21 November 1970
  15. November 1970
  16. 19 February 2018
  17. Part 3: Focus
  18. 15 April 1977
  19. 18 April 1977
  20. 15 May 1977
  21. July 1977
  22. 26 February 2018
  23. 8 March 2018
  24. 8 March 2018
  25. Part 4: Distance
  26. 15 May 1979
  27. 15 May 1979
  28. 16 May 1979
  29. June 1979
  30. 29 March 2018
  31. 29 March 2018
  32. 27 March 2018
  33. Part 5: Movement
  34. 18 October 1981
  35. 10 April 2018
  36. 18 October 1981
  37. 10 April 2018
  38. 18 October 1981
  39. 10 April 2018
  40. 18 October 1981
  41. 10 April 2018
  42. 10 April 2018
  43. 18 October 1981
  44. 10 April 2018
  45. October 1981
  46. Part 6: Exposure
  47. July 1984
  48. 5 September 1984
  49. 24 April 2018
  50. 25 April 2018
  51. Part 7: Developing
  52. 26 April 2018
  53. Vee, in the lost place, 1984
  54. 26 April 2018
  55. Epilogue
  56. 5 February 2019
  57. Author’s Note
  58. Acknowledgements
  59. Letter from Author
  60. Stephanie Butland’s Readers’ Club
  61. For your Reading Group
  62. For discussion
  63. Select bibliography
  64. About the author
  65. Also by Stephanie Butland

When Leonie heard how Vee had left her job, after Dagenham, she had been that friend to Vee in her turn. Vee had written her a letter, tried to make the argument with her boss sound funny, and as though she hadn’t minded being told to stay in her place. She’d left out the part about her dad going to see Bob behind her back and asking him to give her another chance, or Barry’s ‘maybe it’s for the best’ attitude. Leonie had seen through her bravado and written back to say she should come and have lunch with her and they would see what they could do. She had put money in the envelope for her train fare. Vee thinks the official word for this sort of thing is ‘patronage’. Leonie says sisters help their sisters, and it’s just what men have been doing for each other always, and that’s how the patriarchy keeps itself strong. Vee’s father calls it ‘it’s not what you know, it’s who you know’, which Vee thinks is unfair. Because Leonie wouldn’t be much use to her – or she to Leonie – if she couldn’t take a decent photograph. Leonie had introduced her around, and she’s always the one who’s invited to take photographs at protests, meetings and marches. She doesn’t get paid for being there but she sometimes gets published: her photographs, grainy, in The Times and the Daily Express, make her the happiest she has been, and the fees puff her up with pride.

‘I’m going to write my next column about makeup, perception of beauty, how we should be enough without being expected to slap all that on our faces,’ Leonie says, and Vee thinks guiltily of the lipstick in the bottom of her bag. Old habits die hard, but she’s learning, sometimes the hard way. She wore a skirt to one of the first marches Leonie took her to. Leonie didn’t seem to notice, but another woman hissed at her. She always wears jeans now, when she’s going to do something with the women. She’s bought some dungarees but she doesn’t feel brave enough – or maybe qualified enough – to go out in them yet. She nods. Leonie adds, ‘So if you get any shots of anything I can use—’

‘I’ll give you first pick.’ Vee holds up her camera, grins. She loves the thought that she is going to be here, for this, and has a shiver of anxiety that adds to the excitement. She indicates her camera bag. ‘I’m ready.’

Leonie laughs. Her moods come and go, fast flares of misery and brightness. The trick is to take each one as it comes. ‘You call that ready?’ She opens her handbag – it’s bigger than the one she usually carries, more old-fashioned, plain black leather with a metal zip across the top – and Vee peers inside.