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Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for the previous work of
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. 24 April 2018
  6. Part 1: Subject
  7. 15 June 1968
  8. 20 June 1968
  9. July 1968
  10. 2 February 2018
  11. Part 2: Light
  12. 20 November 1970
  13. 20 November 1970
  14. 21 November 1970
  15. November 1970
  16. 19 February 2018
  17. Part 3: Focus
  18. 15 April 1977
  19. 18 April 1977
  20. 15 May 1977
  21. July 1977
  22. 26 February 2018
  23. 8 March 2018
  24. 8 March 2018
  25. Part 4: Distance
  26. 15 May 1979
  27. 15 May 1979
  28. 16 May 1979
  29. June 1979
  30. 29 March 2018
  31. 29 March 2018
  32. 27 March 2018
  33. Part 5: Movement
  34. 18 October 1981
  35. 10 April 2018
  36. 18 October 1981
  37. 10 April 2018
  38. 18 October 1981
  39. 10 April 2018
  40. 18 October 1981
  41. 10 April 2018
  42. 10 April 2018
  43. 18 October 1981
  44. 10 April 2018
  45. October 1981
  46. Part 6: Exposure
  47. July 1984
  48. 5 September 1984
  49. 24 April 2018
  50. 25 April 2018
  51. Part 7: Developing
  52. 26 April 2018
  53. Vee, in the lost place, 1984
  54. 26 April 2018
  55. Epilogue
  56. 5 February 2019
  57. Author’s Note
  58. Acknowledgements
  59. Letter from Author
  60. Stephanie Butland’s Readers’ Club
  61. For your Reading Group
  62. For discussion
  63. Select bibliography
  64. About the author
  65. Also by Stephanie Butland

Erica’s hand goes to her face, and she traces the bridge of her straight, unassuming nose with her finger. ‘Absolutely,’ she says, making steady eye contact with Vee. There’s a smile in her voice, a glint in her eye, and Vee feels a grudge of admiration for Erica’s style, even if she doesn’t approve of her actions. ‘And you would have done too, if you had my aunt Leonie’s nose.’

Vee nods, stops her tongue.

It’s busier than she would have thought a gallery would be on a Tuesday afternoon. There’s a constant stream of people interrupting Vee’s view of the media wall. It’s showing a piece about the nipple, how we hide it and eroticise it.

She still always arrives everywhere early, even though it’s a long time since that mattered, much. She wished she’d waited somewhere else. She’s not really likely to be recognised, now, but, if she was, the Photographer’s Gallery would be the place it would happen. Strange, how she fears to be spotted, and at the same time burns for the recognition that should have been hers.

While Erica unwinds the long navy scarf from her neck, Vee takes a sideways look at her. She must be nearly forty. Though Vee finds it harder to tell how old people are, these days, because they all seem young. Erica is wearing boots with heels high enough to tip her off balance, jeans, and an emerald-green coat, new-looking, but with a crust of something spilled and dried near the hem.

‘I’m sorry you had to wait,’ Erica says.

‘You’re not late. We said two, and it’s two.’ This generation apologising for everything is something the sisterhood of Vee’s younger days wouldn’t have believed. Along with the heels. Women of 2018 still crippling themselves for the sake of a patriarchal notion of beauty? It beggars belief.