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Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. Praise for the previous work of
  3. Dedication
  4. Epigraph
  5. 24 April 2018
  6. Part 1: Subject
  7. 15 June 1968
  8. 20 June 1968
  9. July 1968
  10. 2 February 2018
  11. Part 2: Light
  12. 20 November 1970
  13. 20 November 1970
  14. 21 November 1970
  15. November 1970
  16. 19 February 2018
  17. Part 3: Focus
  18. 15 April 1977
  19. 18 April 1977
  20. 15 May 1977
  21. July 1977
  22. 26 February 2018
  23. 8 March 2018
  24. 8 March 2018
  25. Part 4: Distance
  26. 15 May 1979
  27. 15 May 1979
  28. 16 May 1979
  29. June 1979
  30. 29 March 2018
  31. 29 March 2018
  32. 27 March 2018
  33. Part 5: Movement
  34. 18 October 1981
  35. 10 April 2018
  36. 18 October 1981
  37. 10 April 2018
  38. 18 October 1981
  39. 10 April 2018
  40. 18 October 1981
  41. 10 April 2018
  42. 10 April 2018
  43. 18 October 1981
  44. 10 April 2018
  45. October 1981
  46. Part 6: Exposure
  47. July 1984
  48. 5 September 1984
  49. 24 April 2018
  50. 25 April 2018
  51. Part 7: Developing
  52. 26 April 2018
  53. Vee, in the lost place, 1984
  54. 26 April 2018
  55. Epilogue
  56. 5 February 2019
  57. Author’s Note
  58. Acknowledgements
  59. Letter from Author
  60. Stephanie Butland’s Readers’ Club
  61. For your Reading Group
  62. For discussion
  63. Select bibliography
  64. About the author
  65. Also by Stephanie Butland

Vee follows. She starts to form a question about how long it’s been since they’ve seen each other, but decides not to bother. To Ursula, she has always been one of Leonie’s feminist friends, a separate category, presumably, to merely ‘friends’, who must be the ones who don’t upset the status quo. Though all of Leonie’s friends are feminists, because Leonie wouldn’t waste her energy on anyone who wasn’t. Ursula steps aside so Vee can make her way in to the kitchen-diner at the back of the house. ‘Let me know if you need anything,’ she says, and then she makes for the stairs.

Her old friend is sitting in a chair by the window; she raises a hand, but doesn’t get up. Vee is filled by an undamed hot rush of love for the woman who put her on the path to where she is now. Leonie is all she has left.

‘Leonie.’ She bends and embraces her; the familiar warm eyes, bright and quick, have never changed, and neither has the smell of lavender, clean and a little antiseptic, which Vee associates not just with Leonie but with the years they spent together in that flat. It’s hard to remember how infuriating Leonie was, now; she remembers only her friend’s generosity, her need to make the world understand how urgently women must be freed, not only from the patriarchal structures they inhabited, but from the ones in their minds.

‘Hey, sister.’ Leonie puts a hand to Vee’s shoulder. ‘It’s good to see you.’

‘It’s good to see you too.’ Vee straightens. It’s strange, to tower over Leonie. ‘And I’m so glad about – about how it’s all worked out.’

‘Yeah, well,’ Leonie says, but there’s a smile there. Vee’s glad. It seems that America has been good for her friend.

‘Yeah well nothing,’ Vee replies, ‘you deserve this.’ She’s looped the camera around her neck now – she’s never seen any reason to move on from her trusty OM-1 – and she’s going to take a few shots just to get Leonie relaxed. There’s a blotch of colour on the side of her neck which suggests she’s embarrassed; sweat on her lip, though it’s anything but warm in here. Vee’s assistant, Annabel, had scouted the location earlier in the week, and come back with a sketched plan of the kitchen-conservatory, and light readings. It looked good on paper and it looks good in person.

‘Does that chair swivel? If you can move so you’re facing the window, we should have everything we need.’

Leonie laughs, ‘From your mouth to God’s ear. Not that she exists.’ She shuffles her feet so the chair is facing towards the window. Spring light and enough cloud to soften the sun: Vee can work with this.

‘When’s publication?’

‘Fifteenth.’

‘How’s it going to go?’