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  1. Cover
  2. Praise for These Nameless Things
  3. Books by Shawn Smucker
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright Page
  6. Dedication
  7. Epigraphs
  8. Contents
  9. Anytime to Three Months
  10. I’m Afraid Not
  11. The White-Haired Woman
  12. The Emptiness
  13. Looking for You
  14. Closer Than They Might Appear
  15. The First Drowning
  16. The Tea Party
  17. The Field
  18. My Own Flesh and Blood
  19. Crossing Over
  20. A Place in This World
  21. Leaving
  22. The Man in the Hotel
  23. Driving Away
  24. Gone Again
  25. No Trespassing
  26. Into Nysa
  27. No Cares in the World
  28. You Should Turn Around
  29. When Everything Started Happening
  30. An Unexpected Encounter
  31. Night Swimming
  32. Shirley
  33. The Woman at the Window
  34. What’s Real?
  35. The Question
  36. The End of Me
  37. She Went Under
  38. Desecrated
  39. The Carpet
  40. The Boat
  41. Sinking
  42. The Weight of Memory
  43. Photographs
  44. Was It You?
  45. A Wedding and a Ring
  46. Dreams and Open Windows
  47. New Developments
  48. The Door
  49. Going Under
  50. The Loss of You
  51. The Glassy Sea
  52. Following Her Down
  53. Something Beyond Us
  54. Let’s Not Leave Her Alone Anymore
  55. Too Many Secrets
  56. Heavy Things
  57. She’s Gone
  58. Our Future Spelled Out
  59. Screams at the Cabin
  60. So Close
  61. When You Arrive at the End, Keep Going
  62. It’s True
  63. The Other Side
  64. Reality
  65. Swimming Underwater
  66. Only the Deepest Pools Remain
  67. The Open Window
  68. When I Knew
  69. The Clouds Bear Down
  70. The Far Green Country
  71. Gone
  72. The Fly
  73. The Nesting Doll
  74. Two Months Later
  75. Floating Away
  76. Another mesmerizing story from Shawn Smucker
  77. Prologue
  78. Acknowledgments
  79. About the Author
  80. Back Ads
  81. Back Cover

The booths are tucked up against the wall, and the large sheets of glass that make up the upper half of the outer wall let warm sunshine in. A handwritten sign propped on a folding table says, “Please Seat Yourself,” and beside the sign is a large pile of sticky notes made specifically for the diner with a watermark on each page: “Nysa Diner.” I see that you’ve taken a booth in the far corner, the same one the four of us always used to sit in. Of course you did.

I walk over and sit down. The booth’s seats have that same brittle plastic feeling. There is a jukebox between us and the server’s area behind the bar, but I can see the cord has been unplugged and the selector buttons are coated in dust.

A waitress comes out from the kitchen, the door swinging behind her. She’s about my age, I think, wearing jeans and a red T-shirt. Her gray hair is pulled up in a ponytail, and she speaks through a throat tuned by years of cigarette smoking. She drops a few sticky menus down on the table in between us.

“You ever plug that old thing in?” I ask, smiling, trying to be friendly.

She stares at me like I’m speaking a foreign language. “Anything to drink?” she asks.

“Hi,” you say with a smile.

Mild surprise shows on her face.

“I’ll have a water,” I say. “Pearl?”

“Do you have lemonade?”

“We do, but it’s not very good.”

“Oh. Root beer?”

The waitress stares at you. “Coke, Diet Coke, Sprite,” she says, listing them off in tart fashion.

“I’ll have a water,” you say, still smiling at her like you’re expecting some kind of gift or surprise.

“You ready to order food?”

“I think we’ll need a minute,” I say. You nod.

The woman scribbles something on her notepad, although seeing as how we only ordered two waters, I’m convinced she’s writing down all the ways we’ve annoyed her so far. Thinking that makes me grin, and I smile at you as she walks away.

“This is where you grew up?” you ask in a hushed voice. Your eyes are wide.

“This is it.”

“Is this how it was when you were little?”

“Yes and no,” I reply. “Everything seems a lot older. But the diner is the same. Actually, my friends and I used to sit in this very booth.”

“Really?”

I nod. “We’d better figure out what we want to eat before our waitress comes back.”

You smile, and your eyes scan the large menu. I glance over at the men at the bar, and they barely move. Every so often one of them will turn the newspaper page, and it makes a crinkling sort of wispy sound. I look longingly at the jukebox. It’s much too quiet in here.

The bell above the door rings again, and we both turn to see who is coming in. Another older man, but he seems friendly. He catches my eye and nods, gives a half smile, walks over to the bar, and sits beside the man wearing the ball cap.