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  1. Cover
  2. Praise for These Nameless Things
  3. Books by Shawn Smucker
  4. Title Page
  5. Copyright Page
  6. Dedication
  7. Epigraphs
  8. Contents
  9. Anytime to Three Months
  10. I’m Afraid Not
  11. The White-Haired Woman
  12. The Emptiness
  13. Looking for You
  14. Closer Than They Might Appear
  15. The First Drowning
  16. The Tea Party
  17. The Field
  18. My Own Flesh and Blood
  19. Crossing Over
  20. A Place in This World
  21. Leaving
  22. The Man in the Hotel
  23. Driving Away
  24. Gone Again
  25. No Trespassing
  26. Into Nysa
  27. No Cares in the World
  28. You Should Turn Around
  29. When Everything Started Happening
  30. An Unexpected Encounter
  31. Night Swimming
  32. Shirley
  33. The Woman at the Window
  34. What’s Real?
  35. The Question
  36. The End of Me
  37. She Went Under
  38. Desecrated
  39. The Carpet
  40. The Boat
  41. Sinking
  42. The Weight of Memory
  43. Photographs
  44. Was It You?
  45. A Wedding and a Ring
  46. Dreams and Open Windows
  47. New Developments
  48. The Door
  49. Going Under
  50. The Loss of You
  51. The Glassy Sea
  52. Following Her Down
  53. Something Beyond Us
  54. Let’s Not Leave Her Alone Anymore
  55. Too Many Secrets
  56. Heavy Things
  57. She’s Gone
  58. Our Future Spelled Out
  59. Screams at the Cabin
  60. So Close
  61. When You Arrive at the End, Keep Going
  62. It’s True
  63. The Other Side
  64. Reality
  65. Swimming Underwater
  66. Only the Deepest Pools Remain
  67. The Open Window
  68. When I Knew
  69. The Clouds Bear Down
  70. The Far Green Country
  71. Gone
  72. The Fly
  73. The Nesting Doll
  74. Two Months Later
  75. Floating Away
  76. Another mesmerizing story from Shawn Smucker
  77. Prologue
  78. Acknowledgments
  79. About the Author
  80. Back Ads
  81. Back Cover

I shake my head, but before I can get a word out, you turn around and declare that no, we are not from around here.

His gaze turns to you, and something in him softens, though he tries to hide it.

“And who is this?” he asks no one in particular, looking around the room. When he talks, it’s like he’s speaking to an invisible person, someone behind me.

“I’m Pearl,” you tell him, walking over to him with three large strides and offering your hand. “And you are?”

Now you’ve completely unsettled him. He reaches a hand forward hesitantly, as if concerned you might have a communicable disease.

“Yes, yes,” he says in a quiet voice to himself, and as you take his hand and pump it vigorously, he tells you his name.

“Pearl,” I whisper in a gentle correction. “Not so hard.”

But the old man has clearly turned the corner into being amused. His eyes still squint, but there is a glint of mischief in them. “What brings someone like you to this place in the middle of nowhere?” he asks you.

“Someone like me?” you ask abruptly, in an accusatory tone.

“Someone small,” he mumbles. “Someone glittery.”

You laugh and say, “My Grampy. He’s going back to the town where he was born. And he’s taking me with him, to show me around. We might stay there forever.”

I wince, but I’m not sure why. Your honesty is sharp.

“That’s a good Grampy,” the old man says with astonishment. “And what town is that?”

“It’s a small town,” I interject. “I’m sure you haven’t heard of it.” But you jump in, as you always do.

“There’s a lake and a cabin,” you say, excitement flashing in your eyes. “Right, Grampy?”

I nod.

The man finally turns toward me. “Try me.”

“I’m sorry?”

“Try me. Where are you from?”

“Nysa,” I say. “We still have a little ways to go.”

He frowns to himself, nodding. “I know Nysa. Anyone within a hundred miles of Nysa’s heard of the place.”

“Really?” I ask. That seems strange to me. When I was younger and we left town, we didn’t have to go far before finding people who had never heard of Nysa their entire lives.

“It’s a wonderful place,” you say. “I drew a map of it.”

“That’s not what I heard,” he mumbles.

“What have you heard?” I ask, curious.

“Oh, all sorts of odd things. Something about the lake. Drownings. Heard recently the whole place is basically a ghost town.”

“No,” you insist, your voice chirpy and innocent. “Nysa is wonderful. A friend told me about it.”

“Your Grampy?”

“No, a different friend. Besides, Grampy’s not my friend. He’s my Grampy.”

“Of course,” he says, suddenly serious, but in that mock-serious tone that adults take with children. “Who is this friend?”

I sigh. Here we go.

“A woman with silver-white hair came to me and told me where to put everything on the map. Well, not everything. Some of the things she asked me to put on. She’s very nice. She cares very much about me and Grampy. And she needs my help. She lost something very important to her, and I’m going to help her find it.”