Chapters (128)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Dedication
- PART ONE
- Orion Pagan
- Valentino Prince
- Orion
- Valentino
- Orion
- Valentino
- Orion
- Valentino
- Orion
- PART TWO
- Joaquin Rosa
- Orion
- Valentino
- Orion
- Joaquin Rosa
- Valentino
- Joaquin Rosa
- Valentino
- Orion
- Joaquin Rosa
- Rolando Rubio
- Andrea Donahue
- Valentino
- Orion
- Valentino
- Orion
- Valentino
- Orion
- Valentino
- Orion
- Valentino
- Joaquin Rosa
- PART THREE
- William Wilde
- Joaquin Rosa
- Valentino
- Orion
- Frankie Dario
- Valentino
- Frankie Dario
- Orion
- Valentino
- Scarlett Prince
- Captain Harry E. Pearson
- Scarlett Prince
- Orion
- Scarlett Prince
- Naya Rosa
- Joaquin Rosa
- Naya Rosa
- Frankie Dario
- Gloria Dario
- Naya Rosa
- Rolando Rubio
- Dalma Young
- Valentino
- Rolando Rubio
- Frankie Dario
- Valentino
- Scarlett Prince
- Valentino
- Orion
- Valentino
- Naya Rosa
- Valentino
- Férnan Emeterio
- Orion
- Rolando Rubio
- Valentino
- Captain Harry E. Pearson
- Orion
- Clint Suarez
- Gloria Dario
- Orion
- Scarlett Prince
- Valentino
- Gloria Dario
- Orion
- Valentino
- Joaquin Rosa
- Orion
- Joaquin Rosa
- Valentino
- Scarlett Prince
- Orion
- Valentino
- Gloria Dario
- Rufus Emeterio
- Mateo Torrez Jr.
- Orion
- Valentino
- Orion
- Valentino
- PART FOUR
- Orion
- Frankie Dario
- Valentino
- Orion
- Gloria Dario
- Valentino
- Frankie Dario
- Valentino
- Paz Dario
- Frankie Dario
- Dalma Young
- Orion
- Dalma Young
- Gloria Dario
- Orion
- PART FIVE
- Orion
- Dalma Young
- Scarlett Prince
- Gloria Dario
- Orion
- Dalma Young
- Orion
- Joaquin Rosa
- Orion
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Books by Adam Silvera
- Back Ad
- About the Publisher
I check the time on my watch. “Scarlett should be boarding by now. Mind if I call her?”
“No need to ask,” Orion says, sliding his phone across the floor. “Just go for it.”
I used his phone right before we left the hospital so I could text Scarlett how best to reach me since Dalma was no longer along for the ride. She responded quickly, which had me nervous because I don’t want her texting and driving, but she had responsibly parked before checking the new notification from another unidentified number. Even distressed, Scarlett is still playing it safe, which is great because we still have about twenty minutes before we’re certain that she’s not also dying today.
I go to his call history and click Scarlett’s newly saved name. She answers my FaceTime in seconds.
Scarlett’s face and eyes are red, and she exhales immediately upon seeing me. “I was so nervous it wasn’t going to be you.”
“I’m home,” I say, angling the camera so she can see the apartment with what little I have unpacked and Orion in the corner.
“Good. Make sure there’s nothing in there that can kill you. Like the stove or sharp surfaces. Does the window lock? Lock the window so no one can sneak in.”
If this were an ordinary call, I might just tell her that everything is fine. But I want to calm her nerves as much as I’ll need her to calm mine, so I go around the apartment and make sure it’s death-proofed.
“All done,” I say.
“Thank you. Don’t hang up yet.”
“I won’t.”
I sit on the air mattress, which is firm enough to help me sleep for a couple hours. I watch Scarlett as she checks in at her gate and takes a deep breath. She’s only flown twice before and she’s not a fan. Now more than ever I regret leaving early. The cell service gets weaker the deeper she goes down the jet bridge because despite all the reports of in-flight Wi-Fi becoming a thing, I don’t know anyone who’s been on a plane with one yet.
“Scar,” I call as she keeps lagging, her face frozen in ways she would hate.
I hang up and send her a text, hoping it goes through: Service sucks. Let me know when you’re about to take off. I love you, Scar.
“She’s boarding,” I tell Orion. “I should probably go to bed. I want to be rested when she arrives.”
“You got to get that beauty sleep too before the photo shoot,” he says.
“I have enough concealer to hide my shadows and cut.”
“So do you have any bedsheets?” Orion asks.
I shake my head. “I was more concerned with packing a million shoes apparently.”