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Chapters (128)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. PART ONE
  5. Orion Pagan
  6. Valentino Prince
  7. Orion
  8. Valentino
  9. Orion
  10. Valentino
  11. Orion
  12. Valentino
  13. Orion
  14. PART TWO
  15. Joaquin Rosa
  16. Orion
  17. Valentino
  18. Orion
  19. Joaquin Rosa
  20. Valentino
  21. Joaquin Rosa
  22. Valentino
  23. Orion
  24. Joaquin Rosa
  25. Rolando Rubio
  26. Andrea Donahue
  27. Valentino
  28. Orion
  29. Valentino
  30. Orion
  31. Valentino
  32. Orion
  33. Valentino
  34. Orion
  35. Valentino
  36. Joaquin Rosa
  37. PART THREE
  38. William Wilde
  39. Joaquin Rosa
  40. Valentino
  41. Orion
  42. Frankie Dario
  43. Valentino
  44. Frankie Dario
  45. Orion
  46. Valentino
  47. Scarlett Prince
  48. Captain Harry E. Pearson
  49. Scarlett Prince
  50. Orion
  51. Scarlett Prince
  52. Naya Rosa
  53. Joaquin Rosa
  54. Naya Rosa
  55. Frankie Dario
  56. Gloria Dario
  57. Naya Rosa
  58. Rolando Rubio
  59. Dalma Young
  60. Valentino
  61. Rolando Rubio
  62. Frankie Dario
  63. Valentino
  64. Scarlett Prince
  65. Valentino
  66. Orion
  67. Valentino
  68. Naya Rosa
  69. Valentino
  70. Férnan Emeterio
  71. Orion
  72. Rolando Rubio
  73. Valentino
  74. Captain Harry E. Pearson
  75. Orion
  76. Clint Suarez
  77. Gloria Dario
  78. Orion
  79. Scarlett Prince
  80. Valentino
  81. Gloria Dario
  82. Orion
  83. Valentino
  84. Joaquin Rosa
  85. Orion
  86. Joaquin Rosa
  87. Valentino
  88. Scarlett Prince
  89. Orion
  90. Valentino
  91. Gloria Dario
  92. Rufus Emeterio
  93. Mateo Torrez Jr.
  94. Orion
  95. Valentino
  96. Orion
  97. Valentino
  98. PART FOUR
  99. Orion
  100. Frankie Dario
  101. Valentino
  102. Orion
  103. Gloria Dario
  104. Valentino
  105. Frankie Dario
  106. Valentino
  107. Paz Dario
  108. Frankie Dario
  109. Dalma Young
  110. Orion
  111. Dalma Young
  112. Gloria Dario
  113. Orion
  114. PART FIVE
  115. Orion
  116. Dalma Young
  117. Scarlett Prince
  118. Gloria Dario
  119. Orion
  120. Dalma Young
  121. Orion
  122. Joaquin Rosa
  123. Orion
  124. Acknowledgments
  125. About the Author
  126. Books by Adam Silvera
  127. Back Ad
  128. About the Publisher

“There’s not a lot to think about,” Valentino says. “At the end of the day, you’ll need a stronger heart and I’ll have one to spare.”

“Yeah, but—”

“But nothing, Orion. You saved my life even though you know I’m dying. There’s no better way to thank you for helping me live longer than by repaying the favor.”

“You get that that’s not why I saved you, right?”

“Of course I know that. You’re not some vulture.”

Seriously, swapping my heart for his hasn’t crossed my mind once. Since Valentino got his End Day call, I’ve been too busy dodging bullets and surviving a massive heart attack and mourning a friend-in-the-making while he’s still alive to even selfishly think about what this could mean for me.

“Just say yes,” Valentino says.

“Look, this is the nicest thing anyone has ever wanted to do for me, but it’s not that simple. First, we need to be matches for blood type and—”

“I’m your match,” Valentino says like he has access to my medical records. “I have blood type O.”

So that makes him a universal donor, aka he’s technically everyone’s match.

“No one ever knows their blood type,” I say. I didn’t even know mine was A+ until I was constantly in and out of the hospital. Seriously, I was so ignorant that the first time I saw that A+ on paper I didn’t read it as A-positive, I thought it was A-plus, like my blood got dope grades even though I have a failing heart. “Why do you know yours?”

“I was preparing for the worst after Scarlett’s accident. I told the doctors I was willing to donate organs and blood if it would save her life.”

I’m upset that the world is about to lose this extraordinary human.

“Okay, but let’s say everything else is good to go for the transplant,” I say, really trying to get it into his head that this is complicated stuff. “It’s not like we’re trading Christmas presents. This is heart surgery. I could—” I shut the fuck up because I don’t need to tell someone who’s about to die that I’m nervous about losing my own life.

“Death-Cast didn’t call you,” Valentino says, shrugging off my stupidity. “If we—or, well, you and the doctors—do this today, then you should be in the clear, right?”

If a cardiologist confirms that we’re legit matches for surgery, then this would be game-changing and lifesaving.

I could finally become a novel instead of a short story.

“This isn’t fair,” I say.

“How you’ve been living isn’t fair either,” Valentino says.

“But that’s not your problem. You deserve to live—”

“I’m not going to!” he shouts, his cheeks flushed.