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Chapters (128)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. PART ONE
  5. Orion Pagan
  6. Valentino Prince
  7. Orion
  8. Valentino
  9. Orion
  10. Valentino
  11. Orion
  12. Valentino
  13. Orion
  14. PART TWO
  15. Joaquin Rosa
  16. Orion
  17. Valentino
  18. Orion
  19. Joaquin Rosa
  20. Valentino
  21. Joaquin Rosa
  22. Valentino
  23. Orion
  24. Joaquin Rosa
  25. Rolando Rubio
  26. Andrea Donahue
  27. Valentino
  28. Orion
  29. Valentino
  30. Orion
  31. Valentino
  32. Orion
  33. Valentino
  34. Orion
  35. Valentino
  36. Joaquin Rosa
  37. PART THREE
  38. William Wilde
  39. Joaquin Rosa
  40. Valentino
  41. Orion
  42. Frankie Dario
  43. Valentino
  44. Frankie Dario
  45. Orion
  46. Valentino
  47. Scarlett Prince
  48. Captain Harry E. Pearson
  49. Scarlett Prince
  50. Orion
  51. Scarlett Prince
  52. Naya Rosa
  53. Joaquin Rosa
  54. Naya Rosa
  55. Frankie Dario
  56. Gloria Dario
  57. Naya Rosa
  58. Rolando Rubio
  59. Dalma Young
  60. Valentino
  61. Rolando Rubio
  62. Frankie Dario
  63. Valentino
  64. Scarlett Prince
  65. Valentino
  66. Orion
  67. Valentino
  68. Naya Rosa
  69. Valentino
  70. Férnan Emeterio
  71. Orion
  72. Rolando Rubio
  73. Valentino
  74. Captain Harry E. Pearson
  75. Orion
  76. Clint Suarez
  77. Gloria Dario
  78. Orion
  79. Scarlett Prince
  80. Valentino
  81. Gloria Dario
  82. Orion
  83. Valentino
  84. Joaquin Rosa
  85. Orion
  86. Joaquin Rosa
  87. Valentino
  88. Scarlett Prince
  89. Orion
  90. Valentino
  91. Gloria Dario
  92. Rufus Emeterio
  93. Mateo Torrez Jr.
  94. Orion
  95. Valentino
  96. Orion
  97. Valentino
  98. PART FOUR
  99. Orion
  100. Frankie Dario
  101. Valentino
  102. Orion
  103. Gloria Dario
  104. Valentino
  105. Frankie Dario
  106. Valentino
  107. Paz Dario
  108. Frankie Dario
  109. Dalma Young
  110. Orion
  111. Dalma Young
  112. Gloria Dario
  113. Orion
  114. PART FIVE
  115. Orion
  116. Dalma Young
  117. Scarlett Prince
  118. Gloria Dario
  119. Orion
  120. Dalma Young
  121. Orion
  122. Joaquin Rosa
  123. Orion
  124. Acknowledgments
  125. About the Author
  126. Books by Adam Silvera
  127. Back Ad
  128. About the Publisher

Dr. Emeterio appears with a team, surprised to see Valentino in this state when we were all hoping for something more peaceful. She directs her nurses to rush Valentino away. They’re going to try to save his life, like she said they would, but if they can’t, I better get ready for surgery. I’ve had all day to prepare for this, but now that everything is getting really real, real fast, I’m not ready. Death-Cast was supposed to eliminate these fears, but they messed up and now I have no idea if we’re both destined to die at the end. I’m taken into the ER. Floyd is bossy with my nurses to make sure I’m not hemorrhaging; I can tell Floyd is unofficially preparing me for the surgery we’ve wanted for years.

I’m told my heart is fine even though I feel dead inside.

People swear they’re going to live perfect lives when you get the chance to say everything you need to say, but the truth is: death is faster than you.

Even when you’re warned.

There are things I never got to tell Valentino, things he never got to tell me.

Whole lives of stories we never got to share with one another.

Whole lives we didn’t get to live together.

I breathe out his sister’s name, the person who did get to spend her life with Valentino, but she won’t be here to see him through his death.

“I have to call Scarlett,” I say.

I dig my phone out my pocket, and the screen is shattered.

I know why.

The end began when that fucking bastard kicked Valentino down the stairs. I don’t know what happened with those bullets, but you won’t catch me grieving that son of a bitch if he’s dead. Good fucking riddance, I don’t give a shit. No matter how much I get to live because of that fucker’s crime, I’ll never be grateful for how he did Valentino dirty.

I call Scarlett.

“Finally, Val,” she says with all the relief and confidence in the world that it’s her brother on the line.

“It’s Orion,” I say weakly.

“Oh.”

My silence does some of the speaking for me.

Scarlett breathes. “Can I talk to my brother?”

“He’s currently being treated by doctors. He’s alive, but . . . it’s not looking good, Scarlett.”

There’s no silence on her end, only anguished cries. “What happened?”

I didn’t see everything, but I tell her everything I know. Dalma stays close as I keep cracking through this story. Dayana and Dahlia find us, and Floyd hugs them tight.

“Valentino was being a hero,” I say. I stop myself from saying that he died as one.

I stay on the phone, and we cry together.