Chapters (128)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Dedication
- PART ONE
- Orion Pagan
- Valentino Prince
- Orion
- Valentino
- Orion
- Valentino
- Orion
- Valentino
- Orion
- PART TWO
- Joaquin Rosa
- Orion
- Valentino
- Orion
- Joaquin Rosa
- Valentino
- Joaquin Rosa
- Valentino
- Orion
- Joaquin Rosa
- Rolando Rubio
- Andrea Donahue
- Valentino
- Orion
- Valentino
- Orion
- Valentino
- Orion
- Valentino
- Orion
- Valentino
- Joaquin Rosa
- PART THREE
- William Wilde
- Joaquin Rosa
- Valentino
- Orion
- Frankie Dario
- Valentino
- Frankie Dario
- Orion
- Valentino
- Scarlett Prince
- Captain Harry E. Pearson
- Scarlett Prince
- Orion
- Scarlett Prince
- Naya Rosa
- Joaquin Rosa
- Naya Rosa
- Frankie Dario
- Gloria Dario
- Naya Rosa
- Rolando Rubio
- Dalma Young
- Valentino
- Rolando Rubio
- Frankie Dario
- Valentino
- Scarlett Prince
- Valentino
- Orion
- Valentino
- Naya Rosa
- Valentino
- Férnan Emeterio
- Orion
- Rolando Rubio
- Valentino
- Captain Harry E. Pearson
- Orion
- Clint Suarez
- Gloria Dario
- Orion
- Scarlett Prince
- Valentino
- Gloria Dario
- Orion
- Valentino
- Joaquin Rosa
- Orion
- Joaquin Rosa
- Valentino
- Scarlett Prince
- Orion
- Valentino
- Gloria Dario
- Rufus Emeterio
- Mateo Torrez Jr.
- Orion
- Valentino
- Orion
- Valentino
- PART FOUR
- Orion
- Frankie Dario
- Valentino
- Orion
- Gloria Dario
- Valentino
- Frankie Dario
- Valentino
- Paz Dario
- Frankie Dario
- Dalma Young
- Orion
- Dalma Young
- Gloria Dario
- Orion
- PART FIVE
- Orion
- Dalma Young
- Scarlett Prince
- Gloria Dario
- Orion
- Dalma Young
- Orion
- Joaquin Rosa
- Orion
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Books by Adam Silvera
- Back Ad
- About the Publisher
Dr. Emeterio appears with a team, surprised to see Valentino in this state when we were all hoping for something more peaceful. She directs her nurses to rush Valentino away. They’re going to try to save his life, like she said they would, but if they can’t, I better get ready for surgery. I’ve had all day to prepare for this, but now that everything is getting really real, real fast, I’m not ready. Death-Cast was supposed to eliminate these fears, but they messed up and now I have no idea if we’re both destined to die at the end. I’m taken into the ER. Floyd is bossy with my nurses to make sure I’m not hemorrhaging; I can tell Floyd is unofficially preparing me for the surgery we’ve wanted for years.
I’m told my heart is fine even though I feel dead inside.
People swear they’re going to live perfect lives when you get the chance to say everything you need to say, but the truth is: death is faster than you.
Even when you’re warned.
There are things I never got to tell Valentino, things he never got to tell me.
Whole lives of stories we never got to share with one another.
Whole lives we didn’t get to live together.
I breathe out his sister’s name, the person who did get to spend her life with Valentino, but she won’t be here to see him through his death.
“I have to call Scarlett,” I say.
I dig my phone out my pocket, and the screen is shattered.
I know why.
The end began when that fucking bastard kicked Valentino down the stairs. I don’t know what happened with those bullets, but you won’t catch me grieving that son of a bitch if he’s dead. Good fucking riddance, I don’t give a shit. No matter how much I get to live because of that fucker’s crime, I’ll never be grateful for how he did Valentino dirty.
I call Scarlett.
“Finally, Val,” she says with all the relief and confidence in the world that it’s her brother on the line.
“It’s Orion,” I say weakly.
“Oh.”
My silence does some of the speaking for me.
Scarlett breathes. “Can I talk to my brother?”
“He’s currently being treated by doctors. He’s alive, but . . . it’s not looking good, Scarlett.”
There’s no silence on her end, only anguished cries. “What happened?”
I didn’t see everything, but I tell her everything I know. Dalma stays close as I keep cracking through this story. Dayana and Dahlia find us, and Floyd hugs them tight.
“Valentino was being a hero,” I say. I stop myself from saying that he died as one.
I stay on the phone, and we cry together.