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Chapters (128)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. PART ONE
  5. Orion Pagan
  6. Valentino Prince
  7. Orion
  8. Valentino
  9. Orion
  10. Valentino
  11. Orion
  12. Valentino
  13. Orion
  14. PART TWO
  15. Joaquin Rosa
  16. Orion
  17. Valentino
  18. Orion
  19. Joaquin Rosa
  20. Valentino
  21. Joaquin Rosa
  22. Valentino
  23. Orion
  24. Joaquin Rosa
  25. Rolando Rubio
  26. Andrea Donahue
  27. Valentino
  28. Orion
  29. Valentino
  30. Orion
  31. Valentino
  32. Orion
  33. Valentino
  34. Orion
  35. Valentino
  36. Joaquin Rosa
  37. PART THREE
  38. William Wilde
  39. Joaquin Rosa
  40. Valentino
  41. Orion
  42. Frankie Dario
  43. Valentino
  44. Frankie Dario
  45. Orion
  46. Valentino
  47. Scarlett Prince
  48. Captain Harry E. Pearson
  49. Scarlett Prince
  50. Orion
  51. Scarlett Prince
  52. Naya Rosa
  53. Joaquin Rosa
  54. Naya Rosa
  55. Frankie Dario
  56. Gloria Dario
  57. Naya Rosa
  58. Rolando Rubio
  59. Dalma Young
  60. Valentino
  61. Rolando Rubio
  62. Frankie Dario
  63. Valentino
  64. Scarlett Prince
  65. Valentino
  66. Orion
  67. Valentino
  68. Naya Rosa
  69. Valentino
  70. Férnan Emeterio
  71. Orion
  72. Rolando Rubio
  73. Valentino
  74. Captain Harry E. Pearson
  75. Orion
  76. Clint Suarez
  77. Gloria Dario
  78. Orion
  79. Scarlett Prince
  80. Valentino
  81. Gloria Dario
  82. Orion
  83. Valentino
  84. Joaquin Rosa
  85. Orion
  86. Joaquin Rosa
  87. Valentino
  88. Scarlett Prince
  89. Orion
  90. Valentino
  91. Gloria Dario
  92. Rufus Emeterio
  93. Mateo Torrez Jr.
  94. Orion
  95. Valentino
  96. Orion
  97. Valentino
  98. PART FOUR
  99. Orion
  100. Frankie Dario
  101. Valentino
  102. Orion
  103. Gloria Dario
  104. Valentino
  105. Frankie Dario
  106. Valentino
  107. Paz Dario
  108. Frankie Dario
  109. Dalma Young
  110. Orion
  111. Dalma Young
  112. Gloria Dario
  113. Orion
  114. PART FIVE
  115. Orion
  116. Dalma Young
  117. Scarlett Prince
  118. Gloria Dario
  119. Orion
  120. Dalma Young
  121. Orion
  122. Joaquin Rosa
  123. Orion
  124. Acknowledgments
  125. About the Author
  126. Books by Adam Silvera
  127. Back Ad
  128. About the Publisher

I stare at Orion, whose cheekbones are worthy of every magazine cover and his hazel eyes, which I suspect have seen too much for someone so young. I realize I’m staring too long when he begins blushing. I’m pretty confident that Orion is gay. I guess he could be bisexual, but at the very least I’m sure he likes other boys too. It’s obviously not a bad thing that I can tell. I’m jealous that he seems so open and has been probably given the chance to do so. I should find a way to make it clear that I’m into boys too.

“What’s got you hyped about New York so far?” Orion asks.

I could spend the rest of the night answering that question. “I really want to do everything. Just live like a tourist so I don’t take any day for granted.”

“That’s really smart,” Dalma says. “I love this city, but I’m over so much of it.”

“Like what?”

“Subway showtimes. The first few are amazing, but then you get over it and stay focused on whatever you were doing before the dancers arrived.”

“And praying you don’t get kicked in the face,” Orion adds.

“I hope I don’t stop finding it magical” is all I say.

Orion must see some of the excitement vanishing from my eyes. “Don’t let us kill your buzz, we’re both born and raised here. You’re going to be all in, all the time.”

“That’s the plan.”

“What’s epic about New York is that you’re never going to be able to do it all.”

“That’s epic?”

“Hell yeah. It means there’s always something to do. Some new neighborhood to explore, knowing every street will tell its own story. I’m happy to be your tour guide if you want.”

I smile, excited for Orion’s own stories as he takes me around the city. “That sounds like a lot of fun. Thanks so much.”

“You got it.”

A big group of people in lime-green shirts and headbands pass by. They look like they’ve time-traveled from a St. Paddy’s Day celebration, but I know better. They’re extraterrestrial believers who are certain UFOs will surface at midnight and beam them up; we have a lot of those back in Arizona. These believers are mostly harmless—bad eggs in every group, of course—but they’re all in for reality checks really soon when they’re still grounded here tomorrow with nine-to-fives to work and taxes bleeding them dry.

I’m about to take a picture for Scarlett when Dalma asks me a question.

“Are you switching schools for the fall?”

“I’m actually putting college on the back burner. I’m pursuing my dreams instead.”

“Which are . . . ?” Orion asks.