Chapters (128)
- Cover
- Title Page
- Dedication
- PART ONE
- Orion Pagan
- Valentino Prince
- Orion
- Valentino
- Orion
- Valentino
- Orion
- Valentino
- Orion
- PART TWO
- Joaquin Rosa
- Orion
- Valentino
- Orion
- Joaquin Rosa
- Valentino
- Joaquin Rosa
- Valentino
- Orion
- Joaquin Rosa
- Rolando Rubio
- Andrea Donahue
- Valentino
- Orion
- Valentino
- Orion
- Valentino
- Orion
- Valentino
- Orion
- Valentino
- Joaquin Rosa
- PART THREE
- William Wilde
- Joaquin Rosa
- Valentino
- Orion
- Frankie Dario
- Valentino
- Frankie Dario
- Orion
- Valentino
- Scarlett Prince
- Captain Harry E. Pearson
- Scarlett Prince
- Orion
- Scarlett Prince
- Naya Rosa
- Joaquin Rosa
- Naya Rosa
- Frankie Dario
- Gloria Dario
- Naya Rosa
- Rolando Rubio
- Dalma Young
- Valentino
- Rolando Rubio
- Frankie Dario
- Valentino
- Scarlett Prince
- Valentino
- Orion
- Valentino
- Naya Rosa
- Valentino
- Férnan Emeterio
- Orion
- Rolando Rubio
- Valentino
- Captain Harry E. Pearson
- Orion
- Clint Suarez
- Gloria Dario
- Orion
- Scarlett Prince
- Valentino
- Gloria Dario
- Orion
- Valentino
- Joaquin Rosa
- Orion
- Joaquin Rosa
- Valentino
- Scarlett Prince
- Orion
- Valentino
- Gloria Dario
- Rufus Emeterio
- Mateo Torrez Jr.
- Orion
- Valentino
- Orion
- Valentino
- PART FOUR
- Orion
- Frankie Dario
- Valentino
- Orion
- Gloria Dario
- Valentino
- Frankie Dario
- Valentino
- Paz Dario
- Frankie Dario
- Dalma Young
- Orion
- Dalma Young
- Gloria Dario
- Orion
- PART FIVE
- Orion
- Dalma Young
- Scarlett Prince
- Gloria Dario
- Orion
- Dalma Young
- Orion
- Joaquin Rosa
- Orion
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Books by Adam Silvera
- Back Ad
- About the Publisher
“They’re all just drafts,” Orion says, drawing the curtain and allowing light in.
“It’s still a lot.”
“I just get in and get out. I don’t even correct typos.”
“Only your eyes have been on them. Do you think . . . Are you still only wanting your eyes on your stories? It’s okay if so.”
Orion smiles. “I’d love for you to be my first reader.”
I squeeze his hand before looking back at the laptop. “Thanks. That’ll be a nice reward for getting through this call.”
“You sure you don’t need anything else? I can hang around if you want, I don’t have to appear on camera or anything like that. I can just be close if you want me close.”
I get up and pull Orion into a hug; I like that I’ve lost count of how many times we’ve hugged. It means we’re making up for lost time and time that will be lost. “You’ve been here with me every step of the way today. I need to walk this path myself.”
Orion kisses me. “You got this, Valentino.”
He returns downstairs as I sit back at the desk and log on to Skype. It always takes forever to start up, but my call to Scarlett manages to get through.
Scarlett is back in her bedroom, using our mother’s Dell laptop with the blurry webcam since her own belongings are still stuck on the first plane. Her mascara has stained her cheeks, but she’s not crying at the moment. “Hey, Val.”
“Hey, Scar.”
We don’t say anything for a while. We’re too lost in how unbelievable this is.
I look at her scars, so grateful she’s still alive, and I hope it stays that way.
“Do they know why you’re home?” I ask.
“Only that I couldn’t get a flight out because of Death-Cast.”
“I’m sure they loved that.”
“They called the pilot’s heart attack a coincidence. I’m still hoping they’re right.”
It’s telling that I could die on this webcam and my parents still wouldn’t believe Death-Cast predicted my fate the same way Scarlett will ultimately come to terms with it. Thankfully, I’m not trying to convince anyone that I’m going to die today. I just need to get some things off my chest. There’s also the matter of the morbid segue about how I need to get something out of my chest too.
“Scar, there’s something else you should know.”
She’s immediately alarmed as if I finally have some medical diagnosis that will lead to my death. “What?”
“It’s a good thing. If I die, my heart will be donated to Orion.”
Scarlett has the saddest smile. “That’s really beautiful.”