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Chapters (128)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. PART ONE
  5. Orion Pagan
  6. Valentino Prince
  7. Orion
  8. Valentino
  9. Orion
  10. Valentino
  11. Orion
  12. Valentino
  13. Orion
  14. PART TWO
  15. Joaquin Rosa
  16. Orion
  17. Valentino
  18. Orion
  19. Joaquin Rosa
  20. Valentino
  21. Joaquin Rosa
  22. Valentino
  23. Orion
  24. Joaquin Rosa
  25. Rolando Rubio
  26. Andrea Donahue
  27. Valentino
  28. Orion
  29. Valentino
  30. Orion
  31. Valentino
  32. Orion
  33. Valentino
  34. Orion
  35. Valentino
  36. Joaquin Rosa
  37. PART THREE
  38. William Wilde
  39. Joaquin Rosa
  40. Valentino
  41. Orion
  42. Frankie Dario
  43. Valentino
  44. Frankie Dario
  45. Orion
  46. Valentino
  47. Scarlett Prince
  48. Captain Harry E. Pearson
  49. Scarlett Prince
  50. Orion
  51. Scarlett Prince
  52. Naya Rosa
  53. Joaquin Rosa
  54. Naya Rosa
  55. Frankie Dario
  56. Gloria Dario
  57. Naya Rosa
  58. Rolando Rubio
  59. Dalma Young
  60. Valentino
  61. Rolando Rubio
  62. Frankie Dario
  63. Valentino
  64. Scarlett Prince
  65. Valentino
  66. Orion
  67. Valentino
  68. Naya Rosa
  69. Valentino
  70. Férnan Emeterio
  71. Orion
  72. Rolando Rubio
  73. Valentino
  74. Captain Harry E. Pearson
  75. Orion
  76. Clint Suarez
  77. Gloria Dario
  78. Orion
  79. Scarlett Prince
  80. Valentino
  81. Gloria Dario
  82. Orion
  83. Valentino
  84. Joaquin Rosa
  85. Orion
  86. Joaquin Rosa
  87. Valentino
  88. Scarlett Prince
  89. Orion
  90. Valentino
  91. Gloria Dario
  92. Rufus Emeterio
  93. Mateo Torrez Jr.
  94. Orion
  95. Valentino
  96. Orion
  97. Valentino
  98. PART FOUR
  99. Orion
  100. Frankie Dario
  101. Valentino
  102. Orion
  103. Gloria Dario
  104. Valentino
  105. Frankie Dario
  106. Valentino
  107. Paz Dario
  108. Frankie Dario
  109. Dalma Young
  110. Orion
  111. Dalma Young
  112. Gloria Dario
  113. Orion
  114. PART FIVE
  115. Orion
  116. Dalma Young
  117. Scarlett Prince
  118. Gloria Dario
  119. Orion
  120. Dalma Young
  121. Orion
  122. Joaquin Rosa
  123. Orion
  124. Acknowledgments
  125. About the Author
  126. Books by Adam Silvera
  127. Back Ad
  128. About the Publisher

“They’re all just drafts,” Orion says, drawing the curtain and allowing light in.

“It’s still a lot.”

“I just get in and get out. I don’t even correct typos.”

“Only your eyes have been on them. Do you think . . . Are you still only wanting your eyes on your stories? It’s okay if so.”

Orion smiles. “I’d love for you to be my first reader.”

I squeeze his hand before looking back at the laptop. “Thanks. That’ll be a nice reward for getting through this call.”

“You sure you don’t need anything else? I can hang around if you want, I don’t have to appear on camera or anything like that. I can just be close if you want me close.”

I get up and pull Orion into a hug; I like that I’ve lost count of how many times we’ve hugged. It means we’re making up for lost time and time that will be lost. “You’ve been here with me every step of the way today. I need to walk this path myself.”

Orion kisses me. “You got this, Valentino.”

He returns downstairs as I sit back at the desk and log on to Skype. It always takes forever to start up, but my call to Scarlett manages to get through.

Scarlett is back in her bedroom, using our mother’s Dell laptop with the blurry webcam since her own belongings are still stuck on the first plane. Her mascara has stained her cheeks, but she’s not crying at the moment. “Hey, Val.”

“Hey, Scar.”

We don’t say anything for a while. We’re too lost in how unbelievable this is.

I look at her scars, so grateful she’s still alive, and I hope it stays that way.

“Do they know why you’re home?” I ask.

“Only that I couldn’t get a flight out because of Death-Cast.”

“I’m sure they loved that.”

“They called the pilot’s heart attack a coincidence. I’m still hoping they’re right.”

It’s telling that I could die on this webcam and my parents still wouldn’t believe Death-Cast predicted my fate the same way Scarlett will ultimately come to terms with it. Thankfully, I’m not trying to convince anyone that I’m going to die today. I just need to get some things off my chest. There’s also the matter of the morbid segue about how I need to get something out of my chest too.

“Scar, there’s something else you should know.”

She’s immediately alarmed as if I finally have some medical diagnosis that will lead to my death. “What?”

“It’s a good thing. If I die, my heart will be donated to Orion.”

Scarlett has the saddest smile. “That’s really beautiful.”