Back The First to Die at the End
Chapters (128)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. PART ONE
  5. Orion Pagan
  6. Valentino Prince
  7. Orion
  8. Valentino
  9. Orion
  10. Valentino
  11. Orion
  12. Valentino
  13. Orion
  14. PART TWO
  15. Joaquin Rosa
  16. Orion
  17. Valentino
  18. Orion
  19. Joaquin Rosa
  20. Valentino
  21. Joaquin Rosa
  22. Valentino
  23. Orion
  24. Joaquin Rosa
  25. Rolando Rubio
  26. Andrea Donahue
  27. Valentino
  28. Orion
  29. Valentino
  30. Orion
  31. Valentino
  32. Orion
  33. Valentino
  34. Orion
  35. Valentino
  36. Joaquin Rosa
  37. PART THREE
  38. William Wilde
  39. Joaquin Rosa
  40. Valentino
  41. Orion
  42. Frankie Dario
  43. Valentino
  44. Frankie Dario
  45. Orion
  46. Valentino
  47. Scarlett Prince
  48. Captain Harry E. Pearson
  49. Scarlett Prince
  50. Orion
  51. Scarlett Prince
  52. Naya Rosa
  53. Joaquin Rosa
  54. Naya Rosa
  55. Frankie Dario
  56. Gloria Dario
  57. Naya Rosa
  58. Rolando Rubio
  59. Dalma Young
  60. Valentino
  61. Rolando Rubio
  62. Frankie Dario
  63. Valentino
  64. Scarlett Prince
  65. Valentino
  66. Orion
  67. Valentino
  68. Naya Rosa
  69. Valentino
  70. Férnan Emeterio
  71. Orion
  72. Rolando Rubio
  73. Valentino
  74. Captain Harry E. Pearson
  75. Orion
  76. Clint Suarez
  77. Gloria Dario
  78. Orion
  79. Scarlett Prince
  80. Valentino
  81. Gloria Dario
  82. Orion
  83. Valentino
  84. Joaquin Rosa
  85. Orion
  86. Joaquin Rosa
  87. Valentino
  88. Scarlett Prince
  89. Orion
  90. Valentino
  91. Gloria Dario
  92. Rufus Emeterio
  93. Mateo Torrez Jr.
  94. Orion
  95. Valentino
  96. Orion
  97. Valentino
  98. PART FOUR
  99. Orion
  100. Frankie Dario
  101. Valentino
  102. Orion
  103. Gloria Dario
  104. Valentino
  105. Frankie Dario
  106. Valentino
  107. Paz Dario
  108. Frankie Dario
  109. Dalma Young
  110. Orion
  111. Dalma Young
  112. Gloria Dario
  113. Orion
  114. PART FIVE
  115. Orion
  116. Dalma Young
  117. Scarlett Prince
  118. Gloria Dario
  119. Orion
  120. Dalma Young
  121. Orion
  122. Joaquin Rosa
  123. Orion
  124. Acknowledgments
  125. About the Author
  126. Books by Adam Silvera
  127. Back Ad
  128. About the Publisher

Férnan comes around the corner and the boy—Rufus—crosses his arms. “Go to the back and wait for me.”

“I didn’t do anything.”

“You keep talking back like I’m one of your friends.”

“We’re not friends, Pops?!”

“Stop being a smart-ass.”

“If I can’t be smart, then stop yelling at me when my report cards suck.”

“Rufus, go wait for me in the back. Now.”

There’s a tense stare-down before Rufus sucks his teeth again. To make matters worse, he kicks a crate and sends it flying into a wall. Everything goes quiet. Orion and I don’t move, like we’ve just discovered we’re on a minefield and one wrong step can blow us up. The only explosive in the room is Rufus’s temper. Then before any discipline can happen, Rufus seems to diffuse himself as his eyes light up in wonder.

“Found one!” Rufus shouts. He picks up a camera. Férnan extends his hand, but Rufus skips past him and comes straight to me. “Here you go.”

It’s a digital camera, a Canon PowerShot. I don’t know much about this particular model, but it should do the trick.

“Thanks so much, Rufus.”

“You’re welcome.”

Rufus then peacefully retreats to the back.

Férnan sighs as he returns behind the counter. “Don’t ever have kids.”

“Not a problem,” I say, handing him the camera.

Férnan is inspecting the camera against his records when he looks up, eyes wide. “I’m so sorry, Valentino. I forgot.”

“Don’t worry about it.”

“I didn’t mean it anyway. I love Rufus, and he’s a great kid. His temper sometimes gets the best of him. I was the same way when I was his age. He’ll grow out of it.” Férnan wipes sweat off his forehead. “Am I making it worse? I’m sorry. This is a first for me, and I don’t know how . . . especially with someone so young and . . .”

Orion rests his arm on my shoulder, bringing a casual energy to this moment. “We’re all figuring it out, but mad thanks to Rufus for finding us this camera. We’re going to make some memories on Valentino’s End Day.”

Férnan’s eyes water as he steals glances at me. He sees someone young. Rufus will be my age in a few years, and maybe Férnan is dreading what it would be like to watch his son live his End Day. I don’t wish that on them.

“How long have you two been friends?” he asks.

Orion counts under his breath. “Ten hours–ish.”

Férnan has many questions, but he doesn’t ask any of them. He simply finishes cross-referencing the model of this camera with his records and says, “This was a sale, not a loan. So it’s all yours.”