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Chapters (128)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. PART ONE
  5. Orion Pagan
  6. Valentino Prince
  7. Orion
  8. Valentino
  9. Orion
  10. Valentino
  11. Orion
  12. Valentino
  13. Orion
  14. PART TWO
  15. Joaquin Rosa
  16. Orion
  17. Valentino
  18. Orion
  19. Joaquin Rosa
  20. Valentino
  21. Joaquin Rosa
  22. Valentino
  23. Orion
  24. Joaquin Rosa
  25. Rolando Rubio
  26. Andrea Donahue
  27. Valentino
  28. Orion
  29. Valentino
  30. Orion
  31. Valentino
  32. Orion
  33. Valentino
  34. Orion
  35. Valentino
  36. Joaquin Rosa
  37. PART THREE
  38. William Wilde
  39. Joaquin Rosa
  40. Valentino
  41. Orion
  42. Frankie Dario
  43. Valentino
  44. Frankie Dario
  45. Orion
  46. Valentino
  47. Scarlett Prince
  48. Captain Harry E. Pearson
  49. Scarlett Prince
  50. Orion
  51. Scarlett Prince
  52. Naya Rosa
  53. Joaquin Rosa
  54. Naya Rosa
  55. Frankie Dario
  56. Gloria Dario
  57. Naya Rosa
  58. Rolando Rubio
  59. Dalma Young
  60. Valentino
  61. Rolando Rubio
  62. Frankie Dario
  63. Valentino
  64. Scarlett Prince
  65. Valentino
  66. Orion
  67. Valentino
  68. Naya Rosa
  69. Valentino
  70. Férnan Emeterio
  71. Orion
  72. Rolando Rubio
  73. Valentino
  74. Captain Harry E. Pearson
  75. Orion
  76. Clint Suarez
  77. Gloria Dario
  78. Orion
  79. Scarlett Prince
  80. Valentino
  81. Gloria Dario
  82. Orion
  83. Valentino
  84. Joaquin Rosa
  85. Orion
  86. Joaquin Rosa
  87. Valentino
  88. Scarlett Prince
  89. Orion
  90. Valentino
  91. Gloria Dario
  92. Rufus Emeterio
  93. Mateo Torrez Jr.
  94. Orion
  95. Valentino
  96. Orion
  97. Valentino
  98. PART FOUR
  99. Orion
  100. Frankie Dario
  101. Valentino
  102. Orion
  103. Gloria Dario
  104. Valentino
  105. Frankie Dario
  106. Valentino
  107. Paz Dario
  108. Frankie Dario
  109. Dalma Young
  110. Orion
  111. Dalma Young
  112. Gloria Dario
  113. Orion
  114. PART FIVE
  115. Orion
  116. Dalma Young
  117. Scarlett Prince
  118. Gloria Dario
  119. Orion
  120. Dalma Young
  121. Orion
  122. Joaquin Rosa
  123. Orion
  124. Acknowledgments
  125. About the Author
  126. Books by Adam Silvera
  127. Back Ad
  128. About the Publisher

“I like knowing my work is out there. That I was seen.”

Laverne nods slowly. “I hear you. Fortunately, I’ll have a new photographer by Monday. Tuesday at the latest. We can make your dreams come true then.”

Orion is about to fight for me, but I grab his hand. We both stop and exchange a look.

I got this, I say with my eyes.

If you don’t, I will, Orion seems to say back.

Then I look at Laverne, and she can’t seem to read my mind even though she once said she could see my soul through my gaze. “I will be dead by Monday,” I say.

Laverne sits beside me. “You’re scared. I understand why. Our president has lied to us about Death-Cast and is creating hysteria. But I lived through this already with Y2K back in 2000. We were told that this millennium bug was going to affect all computer systems and result in banks shutting down and government records being exposed and people getting stuck in elevators and technology turning against us. I was terrified . . . until the clock hit midnight and we were all fine. You will be too because Death-Cast isn’t real.”

I’m so disappointed. It was one thing seeing people in Times Square not believing in Death-Cast, but it’s another to see it coming from someone I trusted with my career—with my life. “Moments after getting my Death-Cast call, I was almost killed in Times Square. Probably by the same person who killed William.”

“A nearly tragic coincidence,” Laverne says. “I’m relieved you lived—and that you will. We’re going to do incredible work at the photo shoot next week.”

We’re not going to change each other’s minds. The only way I can prove her wrong is by dying, and I don’t want to do it any sooner than I already will to make a point.

“Is there really nothing we can shoot today? My sister will be arriving in New York really soon. Scarlett’s a photographer. You loved her work. So did the RainBrand team.”

I don’t know which stage of grief bargaining is, but I know that’s what’s happening here. I’m desperate to make this work, any way I can.

“Scarlett has a wonderful eye, but she’s not here,” Laverne says.

“I can do it,” Orion says. “How hard can it be?”

“Exceptionally,” Laverne says. “The RainBrand campaign will need a veteran to helm it nonetheless. I’m looking forward to introducing you to whoever that turns out being in the coming days.”

I’m fighting a losing battle, so I’m going to step out of the ring.

“Thanks for seeing me,” I say. “I’m sorry this didn’t work out today.”

“I am too. Is there a new number we should take down until you replace your phone? Maybe Scarlett’s?”