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Chapters (128)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Dedication
  4. PART ONE
  5. Orion Pagan
  6. Valentino Prince
  7. Orion
  8. Valentino
  9. Orion
  10. Valentino
  11. Orion
  12. Valentino
  13. Orion
  14. PART TWO
  15. Joaquin Rosa
  16. Orion
  17. Valentino
  18. Orion
  19. Joaquin Rosa
  20. Valentino
  21. Joaquin Rosa
  22. Valentino
  23. Orion
  24. Joaquin Rosa
  25. Rolando Rubio
  26. Andrea Donahue
  27. Valentino
  28. Orion
  29. Valentino
  30. Orion
  31. Valentino
  32. Orion
  33. Valentino
  34. Orion
  35. Valentino
  36. Joaquin Rosa
  37. PART THREE
  38. William Wilde
  39. Joaquin Rosa
  40. Valentino
  41. Orion
  42. Frankie Dario
  43. Valentino
  44. Frankie Dario
  45. Orion
  46. Valentino
  47. Scarlett Prince
  48. Captain Harry E. Pearson
  49. Scarlett Prince
  50. Orion
  51. Scarlett Prince
  52. Naya Rosa
  53. Joaquin Rosa
  54. Naya Rosa
  55. Frankie Dario
  56. Gloria Dario
  57. Naya Rosa
  58. Rolando Rubio
  59. Dalma Young
  60. Valentino
  61. Rolando Rubio
  62. Frankie Dario
  63. Valentino
  64. Scarlett Prince
  65. Valentino
  66. Orion
  67. Valentino
  68. Naya Rosa
  69. Valentino
  70. Férnan Emeterio
  71. Orion
  72. Rolando Rubio
  73. Valentino
  74. Captain Harry E. Pearson
  75. Orion
  76. Clint Suarez
  77. Gloria Dario
  78. Orion
  79. Scarlett Prince
  80. Valentino
  81. Gloria Dario
  82. Orion
  83. Valentino
  84. Joaquin Rosa
  85. Orion
  86. Joaquin Rosa
  87. Valentino
  88. Scarlett Prince
  89. Orion
  90. Valentino
  91. Gloria Dario
  92. Rufus Emeterio
  93. Mateo Torrez Jr.
  94. Orion
  95. Valentino
  96. Orion
  97. Valentino
  98. PART FOUR
  99. Orion
  100. Frankie Dario
  101. Valentino
  102. Orion
  103. Gloria Dario
  104. Valentino
  105. Frankie Dario
  106. Valentino
  107. Paz Dario
  108. Frankie Dario
  109. Dalma Young
  110. Orion
  111. Dalma Young
  112. Gloria Dario
  113. Orion
  114. PART FIVE
  115. Orion
  116. Dalma Young
  117. Scarlett Prince
  118. Gloria Dario
  119. Orion
  120. Dalma Young
  121. Orion
  122. Joaquin Rosa
  123. Orion
  124. Acknowledgments
  125. About the Author
  126. Books by Adam Silvera
  127. Back Ad
  128. About the Publisher

What really gets me is how I was so sure there would be a receptionist with a headset who would instantly recognize me. This man has no idea who I am. There are a dozen headshots taped to the wall under the company sign, and mine isn’t one of them. Was I supposed to bring one with me? No, I’m a client. They also have a massive printer right there in the corner. Even then, I booked a major campaign for this company. You’d think my face would be worth highlighting. It’s not, though.

I’m still a Nobody around these parts, and won’t become a Somebody until it’s too late to get the star treatment.

“Good morning. We’re only open today for private meetings,” the receptionist says.

“I’m Valentino Prince. I’m one of the agency’s models. Laverne told me to come straight here for a fitting.”

The receptionist nods very slowly. “I see.” He punches in a number on his landline the old-fashioned way. No headsets. I can hear ringing two doors down. “Hi, Laverne. I have a Valentino Prince here to see you.” There’s a muffled voice. “Uh-huh. Uh-huh. Okay.” He hangs up. “Laverne will be out in a moment. You can have a seat if you’d like.”

I’m certain the three chairs against the wall are leftovers because they’re too lived-in for a new business. Orion and I sit anyway, and he pats my knee.

“This is so exciting,” he says.

“It is.”

“Wow, you sound so unexcited.”

“No, I am. I’m trying to contain myself.”

“Why?”

I lower my voice so the receptionist won’t overhear, even though he’s about eight feet away. “Whenever I pictured this moment, I told myself to play it cool because it’s cooler to be cool about something big. I want to be seen as professional and hirable again.”

Orion nods. “Okay, I get that, but . . . you know. Get hyped while you can.”

“What would I do without you?”

“Probably nothing,” Orion says with a smile that belongs on the wall with the other headshots.

A door opens, and out comes my agent, Laverne, an older white woman with gray streaks in her black hair. She’s wearing a simple periwinkle-blue sweater with jeans—very casual Saturday attire for a modeling agency.

“Valentino, Valentino. So wonderful to meet you in person,” she says as she pulls me into a hug.

“You too!” I say enthusiastically. “Thank you so much for taking a chance on me.”

“Oh, please. Your parents laid the foundation of your look and you built it up.”