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Contents ( 166)
  1. Gillian McAllister
  2. Contents
  3. About the Author
  4. Prologue
  5. 1.
  6. Cathy
  7. 2.
  8. Joe
  9. 3.
  10. Cathy
  11. 4.
  12. Now
  13. 5.
  14. Then
  15. 6.
  16. Joe
  17. Part I
  18. 7.
  19. Joe
  20. 8.
  21. Now
  22. 9.
  23. Then
  24. 10.
  25. Lydia
  26. 11.
  27. Joe
  28. 12.
  29. Cathy
  30. 13.
  31. Now
  32. 14.
  33. Then
  34. 15.
  35. Cathy
  36. Part II
  37. 16.
  38. Joe
  39. 17.
  40. Now
  41. 18.
  42. Then
  43. 19.
  44. Joe
  45. 20.
  46. Joe
  47. 21.
  48. Now
  49. Part III
  50. 22.
  51. Then
  52. 23.
  53. Cathy
  54. 24.
  55. Joe
  56. 25.
  57. Joe
  58. 26.
  59. Now
  60. 27.
  61. Then
  62. 28.
  63. Lydia
  64. 29.
  65. Joe
  66. 30.
  67. Cathy
  68. 31.
  69. Lydia
  70. 32.
  71. Cathy
  72. 33.
  73. Joe
  74. 34.
  75. Cathy
  76. 35.
  77. Now
  78. 36.
  79. Then
  80. 37.
  81. Joe
  82. 38.
  83. Now
  84. 39.
  85. Then
  86. 40.
  87. Joe
  88. 41.
  89. Now
  90. 42.
  91. Then
  92. 43.
  93. Joe
  94. 44.
  95. Cathy
  96. 45.
  97. Lydia
  98. 46.
  99. Joe
  100. 47.
  101. Cathy
  102. 48.
  103. Now
  104. 49.
  105. Then
  106. Part IV
  107. 50.
  108. Joe
  109. 51.
  110. Cathy
  111. 52.
  112. Now
  113. 53.
  114. Then
  115. Part V
  116. 54.
  117. Joe
  118. 55.
  119. Cathy
  120. Part VI
  121. 56.
  122. Joe
  123. 57.
  124. Cathy
  125. 58.
  126. Now
  127. 59.
  128. Then
  129. 60.
  130. Joe
  131. 61.
  132. Cathy
  133. 62.
  134. Cathy
  135. 63.
  136. Joe
  137. 64.
  138. Cathy
  139. 65.
  140. Joe
  141. 66.
  142. Lydia
  143. 67.
  144. Joe
  145. Part VII
  146. 68.
  147. Joe
  148. 69.
  149. Now
  150. 70.
  151. Then
  152. 71.
  153. Cathy
  154. 72.
  155. Now
  156. 73.
  157. Then
  158. 74.
  159. Now
  160. Epilogue
  161. Acknowledgements
  162. Read more
  163. Read more
  164. Prologue
  165. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
  166. Table of Contents

They stand there in the sun for a few seconds, Cathy feeling like a police officer, hoping the silence will be filled. But Joe doesn’t provide any further information.

‘Could it be the – you know, the punch, you said about? In the bar?’

‘I mean, maybe?’

‘Okay, well,’ Cathy says, still looking closely at him. What kind of a conversation is this?

‘I don’t know what to do about this,’ Joe says. Another plane roars along the runway and they move instinctively away from it even though they’re nowhere near it. ‘Should I … I mean –’

‘Well, you can’t tell anyone.’

Now in the shade of the building, Joe turns to Cathy, his eyes dark, his skin sallow. ‘We should use an untraceable computer, when we’re back,’ he says. ‘Put in as much of this document as we can. Internet café or something.’

‘Yeah, maybe,’ Cathy says, though it’s useless. There are only four legible words. Stato, Mandato, Joseph and Plant.

He hands her back her phone as they enter the departure lounge and sit down, waiting to be called for their flight. Cathy watches the officials. The people scanning the bags. The cabin crews. Customs. And the police too, by the gate. Two German shepherds with them, different sniffer dogs. Joe is watching them too, as they sit there like sentries.

She closes her eyes against the sniffer dogs and the airport and the Italian police and wishes as hard as she’s ever wished for anything that her family, in ten years, will have got away with it, and have forgotten about this holiday, will never, ever reference it, like an event that truly never really happened. She wishes and wishes for it, the world black against her closed eyes. She stays there, the world black, and wonders if they will ever go back to Verona.

‘We can’t ever sell the villa,’ she murmurs to Joe, her eyes still closed.

‘I know.’

‘And we can’t go back.’

‘What if he’s on us?’ Joe says. Cathy opens her eyes. He’s turned to her, his elbows on his knees, body bent over double in the plastic chair.

‘On us?’ Cathy says.

‘His smell.’ There’s something about Joe’s expression that makes Cathy uneasy. She blinks, trying to dispel the feeling. Joe has never once made her uneasy.

‘They’re airport sniffer dogs. They’re looking for drugs.’

‘I think they’d raise an eyebrow at a dead body,’ Joe says bluntly.

‘Who knows. We’ve washed a lot,’ she says. A throwaway bit of reassurance. An alternative scenario plays out in front of her. One where he cracks a joke. Can dogs even raise their eyebrows? he’d say, and Cathy’s smile would turn into a laugh.

Their flight is called: 1573A to Birmingham International. Cathy will be relieved to be in her own bed, away from it all. Back to before, she hopes, and away from her siblings; somewhere she’s never before wanted to be.

She passes her bag through the scanner. A bored-looking airport worker looks at the screen through heavy-lidded eyes, head tilted slightly backwards. There’s nothing in my bag, she repeats to herself. She doesn’t look at Joe. Her whole body is tense as the scanner stops, then restarts again, as though God himself, Jesus from the Verona crucifixes, is toying with her.