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  1. Gillian McAllister
  2. Contents
  3. About the Author
  4. Prologue
  5. 1.
  6. Cathy
  7. 2.
  8. Joe
  9. 3.
  10. Cathy
  11. 4.
  12. Now
  13. 5.
  14. Then
  15. 6.
  16. Joe
  17. Part I
  18. 7.
  19. Joe
  20. 8.
  21. Now
  22. 9.
  23. Then
  24. 10.
  25. Lydia
  26. 11.
  27. Joe
  28. 12.
  29. Cathy
  30. 13.
  31. Now
  32. 14.
  33. Then
  34. 15.
  35. Cathy
  36. Part II
  37. 16.
  38. Joe
  39. 17.
  40. Now
  41. 18.
  42. Then
  43. 19.
  44. Joe
  45. 20.
  46. Joe
  47. 21.
  48. Now
  49. Part III
  50. 22.
  51. Then
  52. 23.
  53. Cathy
  54. 24.
  55. Joe
  56. 25.
  57. Joe
  58. 26.
  59. Now
  60. 27.
  61. Then
  62. 28.
  63. Lydia
  64. 29.
  65. Joe
  66. 30.
  67. Cathy
  68. 31.
  69. Lydia
  70. 32.
  71. Cathy
  72. 33.
  73. Joe
  74. 34.
  75. Cathy
  76. 35.
  77. Now
  78. 36.
  79. Then
  80. 37.
  81. Joe
  82. 38.
  83. Now
  84. 39.
  85. Then
  86. 40.
  87. Joe
  88. 41.
  89. Now
  90. 42.
  91. Then
  92. 43.
  93. Joe
  94. 44.
  95. Cathy
  96. 45.
  97. Lydia
  98. 46.
  99. Joe
  100. 47.
  101. Cathy
  102. 48.
  103. Now
  104. 49.
  105. Then
  106. Part IV
  107. 50.
  108. Joe
  109. 51.
  110. Cathy
  111. 52.
  112. Now
  113. 53.
  114. Then
  115. Part V
  116. 54.
  117. Joe
  118. 55.
  119. Cathy
  120. Part VI
  121. 56.
  122. Joe
  123. 57.
  124. Cathy
  125. 58.
  126. Now
  127. 59.
  128. Then
  129. 60.
  130. Joe
  131. 61.
  132. Cathy
  133. 62.
  134. Cathy
  135. 63.
  136. Joe
  137. 64.
  138. Cathy
  139. 65.
  140. Joe
  141. 66.
  142. Lydia
  143. 67.
  144. Joe
  145. Part VII
  146. 68.
  147. Joe
  148. 69.
  149. Now
  150. 70.
  151. Then
  152. 71.
  153. Cathy
  154. 72.
  155. Now
  156. 73.
  157. Then
  158. 74.
  159. Now
  160. Epilogue
  161. Acknowledgements
  162. Read more
  163. Read more
  164. Prologue
  165. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
  166. Table of Contents

Cathy checks and opens the man’s airway, a quick finger swabbing around inside his mouth.

‘How did you hit him?’ Joe puffs.

‘Turn the car engine off,’ Cathy says to Joe. ‘I can’t hear myself think.’

It takes Joe two attempts. The world goes dark, pierced by a single upwards beam from Cathy’s phone. Cathy puts her ear to the man’s mouth in the silence. ‘How long has he been here?’ she asks Frannie.

‘He was right in my path, I just turned without thinking –’

‘How long ago?’

‘Half an hour.’

A beat of silence.

‘What? What’ve you been doing? In all that time?’ Cathy says.

‘Half a fucking hour!’ Joe shouts, walking over to them and going back to the chest compressions.

Cathy puts her mouth over the man’s. She spits, licks her lips, then resumes.

She takes off her own t-shirt. ‘Use this one to stem the bleeding,’ she says to Frannie. She passes her the t-shirt. ‘Yours is saturated.’

He’s not the right temperature, Joe thinks, as his hands pump at the man’s chest. The Verona night air is warm, at least twenty degrees, and the skin against his hands is moist from it. But the man isn’t hot. He is slightly cooler than he should be, like a doll.

Frannie reaches for the man’s wrist with the other hand. ‘I can feel a flickering,’ she says hopefully, and Joe grabs his other arm.

‘It’s your own pulse,’ he says, after a few seconds. ‘In your fingertip. Because you’re frightened. I’m sorry. There’s no pulse.’

‘Keep going, then,’ Frannie says hysterically.

‘I am.’

Joe is staring at the body as he pumps away. Even if he gets the heart going again, it would be useless. He will be brain dead. Half an hour.

It’s futile.

He sits back on his heels, looking at Frannie. All three siblings’ hands are covered in blood. The man’s body is stamped with their red fingerprints.

Cathy breathes into the man’s mouth, then listens again. After two more breaths, she must come to the same conclusion as Joe, because she stops too. ‘I’m sorry,’ she says. ‘I’m so sorry.’

‘No, no,’ Frannie says. She sits cross-legged, just as she did when they were children, her head in her hands, one still holding the wrist of the body to her face like a comforter. Frannie, the baby of the family. ‘No, please, Cathy – Joe. Please keep going,’ she says.

‘He’s cold,’ Cathy says quietly. ‘He’s lost a lot of blood. His heart isn’t responding.’

Frannie is shaking and shaking her head, over and over. ‘No,’ she starts saying. ‘No – don’t say it, Cathy, keep going, keep going.’

‘He’s dead,’ Cathy says. She looks to Joe for confirmation.

‘I’m so sorry, Fran,’ he says. He reaches for her, but she doesn’t respond, her head still in her hands.

‘I was on the wrong side of the road,’ Frannie says. ‘I forgot. I forgot they drive on the right here.’ She drops her head towards the body like a condemned woman. Joe stares at her, aghast. Cathy closes her eyes. ‘I’ll go to prison,’ Frannie says in a voice so quiet Joe has to strain to hear her.