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  1. Gillian McAllister
  2. Contents
  3. About the Author
  4. Prologue
  5. 1.
  6. Cathy
  7. 2.
  8. Joe
  9. 3.
  10. Cathy
  11. 4.
  12. Now
  13. 5.
  14. Then
  15. 6.
  16. Joe
  17. Part I
  18. 7.
  19. Joe
  20. 8.
  21. Now
  22. 9.
  23. Then
  24. 10.
  25. Lydia
  26. 11.
  27. Joe
  28. 12.
  29. Cathy
  30. 13.
  31. Now
  32. 14.
  33. Then
  34. 15.
  35. Cathy
  36. Part II
  37. 16.
  38. Joe
  39. 17.
  40. Now
  41. 18.
  42. Then
  43. 19.
  44. Joe
  45. 20.
  46. Joe
  47. 21.
  48. Now
  49. Part III
  50. 22.
  51. Then
  52. 23.
  53. Cathy
  54. 24.
  55. Joe
  56. 25.
  57. Joe
  58. 26.
  59. Now
  60. 27.
  61. Then
  62. 28.
  63. Lydia
  64. 29.
  65. Joe
  66. 30.
  67. Cathy
  68. 31.
  69. Lydia
  70. 32.
  71. Cathy
  72. 33.
  73. Joe
  74. 34.
  75. Cathy
  76. 35.
  77. Now
  78. 36.
  79. Then
  80. 37.
  81. Joe
  82. 38.
  83. Now
  84. 39.
  85. Then
  86. 40.
  87. Joe
  88. 41.
  89. Now
  90. 42.
  91. Then
  92. 43.
  93. Joe
  94. 44.
  95. Cathy
  96. 45.
  97. Lydia
  98. 46.
  99. Joe
  100. 47.
  101. Cathy
  102. 48.
  103. Now
  104. 49.
  105. Then
  106. Part IV
  107. 50.
  108. Joe
  109. 51.
  110. Cathy
  111. 52.
  112. Now
  113. 53.
  114. Then
  115. Part V
  116. 54.
  117. Joe
  118. 55.
  119. Cathy
  120. Part VI
  121. 56.
  122. Joe
  123. 57.
  124. Cathy
  125. 58.
  126. Now
  127. 59.
  128. Then
  129. 60.
  130. Joe
  131. 61.
  132. Cathy
  133. 62.
  134. Cathy
  135. 63.
  136. Joe
  137. 64.
  138. Cathy
  139. 65.
  140. Joe
  141. 66.
  142. Lydia
  143. 67.
  144. Joe
  145. Part VII
  146. 68.
  147. Joe
  148. 69.
  149. Now
  150. 70.
  151. Then
  152. 71.
  153. Cathy
  154. 72.
  155. Now
  156. 73.
  157. Then
  158. 74.
  159. Now
  160. Epilogue
  161. Acknowledgements
  162. Read more
  163. Read more
  164. Prologue
  165. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
  166. Table of Contents

‘Frannie,’ he says, the word exploding out of him like a cough.

‘I hit him on his side,’ she says, gesturing. ‘It was my fault. It was my fault. It’s the man from the market. If we try to stem the bleeding, we … we just need to stop the bleeding, then he’ll be okay, he’ll be okay,’ she begs them.

Joe glances sharply at Cathy.

‘Hold your t-shirt to the wound,’ Cathy says. ‘Tight as you can.’ Her face is inscrutable.

She moves towards the body. Her long hair is piled on the top of her head. She is a less beautiful version of Frannie. Thicker set. Features slightly distorted somehow, or perhaps they only look so compared to Frannie’s. Joe feels guilty every time he thinks it, but it’s true.

Cathy peers at the body. ‘That’s a glancing wound,’ she says. ‘He’s bleeding a lot for something like that.’ She reaches to take his pulse.

‘He’ll be okay, won’t he?’ Frannie says.

‘How fast were you going?’ Joe asks. He thinks he’s going to be sick. Sweat has broken out across his forehead and his stomach is rolling over and over, like a rough ocean. His sister has hit somebody and there’s blood everywhere. And now – now it is his problem too. He’s got to help her.

‘Barely,’ Frannie says, but Joe’s forgotten what he asked. God, he wants a cigarette, for the first time in months. An old vice of his, he’s mostly quit, save for holidays, treats and times of stress, which amounts to, well – almost all of the time, actually.

‘Have you called an ambulance?’ Cathy says to Frannie, kneeling over the body.

‘Has he got a pulse?’ Frannie asks. ‘It will be fine, won’t it?’

‘How have you not taken a pulse?’ Joe says. He leans over, his hands on his thighs, breathing heavily. Stomach acid sloshes up his oesophagus. Get it together, he tells himself. ‘Where’s the ambulance?’

‘There isn’t one, okay?’ Frannie shouts. ‘I haven’t called one.’

‘Why?’ Cathy says. She draws the word out in shock.

‘I … I called you two, instead.’

‘We’re not doctors.’ Joe raises his head as he says it. ‘We’re not fucking doctors, Fran,’ he almost whispers, turning his head to the side and looking into the distance.

‘We don’t have anything,’ Cathy says. ‘Adrenaline, bags of blood … look – you need to –’

Frannie holds up a hand. ‘Please just help,’ she says. ‘If we save him – if he’s fine – then …’

Cathy starts CPR, though she must surely know it to be pointless, and Joe joins in. He takes the heart while she straightens the head, the way they have with animals before. The body is cool beneath his fingertips. He darts a look at Cathy, who doesn’t meet his gaze. He stares back down at it in the gloom. A dead man.

He pumps at the man’s chest, his fingers just a few inches from this stranger’s heart.