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Contents ( 166)
  1. Gillian McAllister
  2. Contents
  3. About the Author
  4. Prologue
  5. 1.
  6. Cathy
  7. 2.
  8. Joe
  9. 3.
  10. Cathy
  11. 4.
  12. Now
  13. 5.
  14. Then
  15. 6.
  16. Joe
  17. Part I
  18. 7.
  19. Joe
  20. 8.
  21. Now
  22. 9.
  23. Then
  24. 10.
  25. Lydia
  26. 11.
  27. Joe
  28. 12.
  29. Cathy
  30. 13.
  31. Now
  32. 14.
  33. Then
  34. 15.
  35. Cathy
  36. Part II
  37. 16.
  38. Joe
  39. 17.
  40. Now
  41. 18.
  42. Then
  43. 19.
  44. Joe
  45. 20.
  46. Joe
  47. 21.
  48. Now
  49. Part III
  50. 22.
  51. Then
  52. 23.
  53. Cathy
  54. 24.
  55. Joe
  56. 25.
  57. Joe
  58. 26.
  59. Now
  60. 27.
  61. Then
  62. 28.
  63. Lydia
  64. 29.
  65. Joe
  66. 30.
  67. Cathy
  68. 31.
  69. Lydia
  70. 32.
  71. Cathy
  72. 33.
  73. Joe
  74. 34.
  75. Cathy
  76. 35.
  77. Now
  78. 36.
  79. Then
  80. 37.
  81. Joe
  82. 38.
  83. Now
  84. 39.
  85. Then
  86. 40.
  87. Joe
  88. 41.
  89. Now
  90. 42.
  91. Then
  92. 43.
  93. Joe
  94. 44.
  95. Cathy
  96. 45.
  97. Lydia
  98. 46.
  99. Joe
  100. 47.
  101. Cathy
  102. 48.
  103. Now
  104. 49.
  105. Then
  106. Part IV
  107. 50.
  108. Joe
  109. 51.
  110. Cathy
  111. 52.
  112. Now
  113. 53.
  114. Then
  115. Part V
  116. 54.
  117. Joe
  118. 55.
  119. Cathy
  120. Part VI
  121. 56.
  122. Joe
  123. 57.
  124. Cathy
  125. 58.
  126. Now
  127. 59.
  128. Then
  129. 60.
  130. Joe
  131. 61.
  132. Cathy
  133. 62.
  134. Cathy
  135. 63.
  136. Joe
  137. 64.
  138. Cathy
  139. 65.
  140. Joe
  141. 66.
  142. Lydia
  143. 67.
  144. Joe
  145. Part VII
  146. 68.
  147. Joe
  148. 69.
  149. Now
  150. 70.
  151. Then
  152. 71.
  153. Cathy
  154. 72.
  155. Now
  156. 73.
  157. Then
  158. 74.
  159. Now
  160. Epilogue
  161. Acknowledgements
  162. Read more
  163. Read more
  164. Prologue
  165. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
  166. Table of Contents

Briefly – only briefly – she imagines telling the truth. Sailing Frannie up the river to save herself. But she could never do it. She loves her too much. Frannie would never do it to her. Is that right? Cathy hopes so, but sometimes thinking about her place in the family is too raw, since what happened with Rosie.

‘Yes.’

Matt hasn’t written a single other thing on the pad. He is just waiting for more detail. When she doesn’t give it, he asks, ‘Where exactly were you?’ He breaks to sip a black coffee.

‘A little away from the villa. We didn’t want to wake Joe’s wife.’

‘Lydia.’

‘Yes.’

‘Did you do anything else? Take a walk?’

She stops for a second. What if the police check their phones? They were tracking their locations, most probably, in the woods. There will be a record, somewhere, of Frannie’s phone call to Cathy, even though they have deleted their call logs. ‘No, I don’t think so,’ she says. ‘Er – things are a bit hazy. We were drinking.’ She tries not to feel shame. Tries to live the lie, getting so close to it that she becomes it, like taking on somebody’s accent or stealing their body language. It’s fine to drink on holiday. To stay up late. There was no body. No accident. Only alcohol, her siblings, the crickets, the moonlight. The elements of it that she chooses to keep.

‘That is what your brother said,’ Matt says, and Cathy picks up the subtext immediately, like a gun in the small of her back.

‘No idea of anything else?’ he adds.

‘Hmm. I haven’t had much sleep.’

She isn’t thinking as strategically as she should be. They didn’t think this through. The certainty that they’ve made a mistake flashes up and down her body. Her armpits become damp. She takes a sip of water from the white cup, but her hand is shaking. It’s all so obvious.

‘Okay,’ Matt says, his tone sceptical. ‘And then – and then what?’

‘Then we went to bed,’ she says.

‘At …’ She can hear the trailed-off sentence. The t comes right at the end of the word, a soft click of his tongue, a full stop.

‘I’m not sure.’

‘Same as Joseph,’ he remarks. Don’t respond to it, Cathy thinks. Don’t think like a guilty person. Don’t be on the defensive. ‘You were drinking … lots, yes?’ he says, inclining his head. A lock of his dark hair falls forwards, stiff with gel.

‘Yes.’

‘Anything can happen,’ he says softly. Cathy looks up at him sharply, but tries to keep her features impassive.

She says nothing. She is the Cathy who never answered the phone call. A different person entirely.

‘You all right?’ Matt says dispassionately. He glances to her armpits. ‘You’re hot?’

‘I’m fine.’

‘And on this night when you were drinking – you saw nothing, you heard nothing? Nothing unusual?’

‘No.’

‘Do you know this man – the missing man?’ Matt says. He holds up a printed sheet containing a photograph of the man whose body Cathy buried last night. He is not exactly how she remembers from the market. He is bigger here, has especially red cheeks. Two round, perfect circles, like a cartoon boy. ‘You seen him anywhere?’