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Contents ( 166)
  1. Gillian McAllister
  2. Contents
  3. About the Author
  4. Prologue
  5. 1.
  6. Cathy
  7. 2.
  8. Joe
  9. 3.
  10. Cathy
  11. 4.
  12. Now
  13. 5.
  14. Then
  15. 6.
  16. Joe
  17. Part I
  18. 7.
  19. Joe
  20. 8.
  21. Now
  22. 9.
  23. Then
  24. 10.
  25. Lydia
  26. 11.
  27. Joe
  28. 12.
  29. Cathy
  30. 13.
  31. Now
  32. 14.
  33. Then
  34. 15.
  35. Cathy
  36. Part II
  37. 16.
  38. Joe
  39. 17.
  40. Now
  41. 18.
  42. Then
  43. 19.
  44. Joe
  45. 20.
  46. Joe
  47. 21.
  48. Now
  49. Part III
  50. 22.
  51. Then
  52. 23.
  53. Cathy
  54. 24.
  55. Joe
  56. 25.
  57. Joe
  58. 26.
  59. Now
  60. 27.
  61. Then
  62. 28.
  63. Lydia
  64. 29.
  65. Joe
  66. 30.
  67. Cathy
  68. 31.
  69. Lydia
  70. 32.
  71. Cathy
  72. 33.
  73. Joe
  74. 34.
  75. Cathy
  76. 35.
  77. Now
  78. 36.
  79. Then
  80. 37.
  81. Joe
  82. 38.
  83. Now
  84. 39.
  85. Then
  86. 40.
  87. Joe
  88. 41.
  89. Now
  90. 42.
  91. Then
  92. 43.
  93. Joe
  94. 44.
  95. Cathy
  96. 45.
  97. Lydia
  98. 46.
  99. Joe
  100. 47.
  101. Cathy
  102. 48.
  103. Now
  104. 49.
  105. Then
  106. Part IV
  107. 50.
  108. Joe
  109. 51.
  110. Cathy
  111. 52.
  112. Now
  113. 53.
  114. Then
  115. Part V
  116. 54.
  117. Joe
  118. 55.
  119. Cathy
  120. Part VI
  121. 56.
  122. Joe
  123. 57.
  124. Cathy
  125. 58.
  126. Now
  127. 59.
  128. Then
  129. 60.
  130. Joe
  131. 61.
  132. Cathy
  133. 62.
  134. Cathy
  135. 63.
  136. Joe
  137. 64.
  138. Cathy
  139. 65.
  140. Joe
  141. 66.
  142. Lydia
  143. 67.
  144. Joe
  145. Part VII
  146. 68.
  147. Joe
  148. 69.
  149. Now
  150. 70.
  151. Then
  152. 71.
  153. Cathy
  154. 72.
  155. Now
  156. 73.
  157. Then
  158. 74.
  159. Now
  160. Epilogue
  161. Acknowledgements
  162. Read more
  163. Read more
  164. Prologue
  165. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
  166. Table of Contents

‘I think it should be in a shop,’ he says to her. ‘Use contactless. Choose one with no CCTV or – if you can’t – a crowded one so you blend in. Buy something … a bottle of water, I don’t know. Something mundane.’

Cathy nods quickly, following his logic. She stares up at him for a beat or two.

‘What are you looking at?’ he says curiously.

‘No, nothing,’ she says, turning slightly away from him. She puts the wallet in her handbag. ‘I’ll get the bus,’ she says. ‘We’ll say I was sightseeing.’

‘Unlikely you’d stop working long enough to sightsee.’

‘Well, it’s all unlikely.’

‘Okay. I’ll tell Frannie. She can add it to – to our thing.’ Joe waves a hand, intended to be a substitute for words, and he looks so exhausted, suddenly, that Cathy wants to reach out to steady him.

‘Yeah.’ Cathy begins walking down the track road to the place where she waited for the bus the other day, back when she was a completely different person.

Parked just down from the bus stop is a news van. Excited Italian reporters gather, smoking, making phone calls, and typing on their mobiles. Cathy stares at her feet as she waits for the bus, wishing she weren’t a blusher.

The bus is air conditioned, the temperature of a fridge, and Cathy can’t help but wonder how William is faring. How cold is it seven feet under, in the middle of the day? She can’t bear to think of it. Of him in that way, the healthy, alive man from the market.

Cathy had watched something develop from across the square. The man they now know to be William – wearing a denim jacket and holding a cigarette – had been standing too close to Frannie, who was gesturing with a pineapple she’d bought. Paul was on her hip.

Cathy heard her sister’s voice over the hum of the market.

The owner of the stall offered up the chip-and-PIN machine to Cathy, who paid for a fountain pen she didn’t need. She refused a receipt, said, ‘My sister,’ in English, though she knew he wouldn’t understand her. She weaved her way across the market to Frannie, who was standing alone with Paul next to a towering pile of oranges.

‘What’s going on?’ Cathy said.

‘That man,’ Frannie said, pointing across the market to the dark-haired man, still smoking, then ducking under the awning and leaving, ‘lit up and breathed over – everything.’ She gestured briefly to Paul. ‘Over him.’ She wasn’t indignant, exactly. That wasn’t Frannie’s style. She was just bewildered. So shocked someone could be so rude.

‘Oh,’ Cathy said, nodding quickly. ‘Okay – well –’

Frannie was holding a canvas bag that she’d filled with fruit. ‘Paul breathed loads of it in, and these pears’ – she pointed to the bag – ‘now stink. I don’t understand it. Why you’d …’ She pushed a strand of her hair behind her ear, her hand shaking. Cathy’s gaze lingered on it, on that small window into Frannie’s vulnerability that only she would notice.