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  1. Gillian McAllister
  2. Contents
  3. About the Author
  4. Prologue
  5. 1.
  6. Cathy
  7. 2.
  8. Joe
  9. 3.
  10. Cathy
  11. 4.
  12. Now
  13. 5.
  14. Then
  15. 6.
  16. Joe
  17. Part I
  18. 7.
  19. Joe
  20. 8.
  21. Now
  22. 9.
  23. Then
  24. 10.
  25. Lydia
  26. 11.
  27. Joe
  28. 12.
  29. Cathy
  30. 13.
  31. Now
  32. 14.
  33. Then
  34. 15.
  35. Cathy
  36. Part II
  37. 16.
  38. Joe
  39. 17.
  40. Now
  41. 18.
  42. Then
  43. 19.
  44. Joe
  45. 20.
  46. Joe
  47. 21.
  48. Now
  49. Part III
  50. 22.
  51. Then
  52. 23.
  53. Cathy
  54. 24.
  55. Joe
  56. 25.
  57. Joe
  58. 26.
  59. Now
  60. 27.
  61. Then
  62. 28.
  63. Lydia
  64. 29.
  65. Joe
  66. 30.
  67. Cathy
  68. 31.
  69. Lydia
  70. 32.
  71. Cathy
  72. 33.
  73. Joe
  74. 34.
  75. Cathy
  76. 35.
  77. Now
  78. 36.
  79. Then
  80. 37.
  81. Joe
  82. 38.
  83. Now
  84. 39.
  85. Then
  86. 40.
  87. Joe
  88. 41.
  89. Now
  90. 42.
  91. Then
  92. 43.
  93. Joe
  94. 44.
  95. Cathy
  96. 45.
  97. Lydia
  98. 46.
  99. Joe
  100. 47.
  101. Cathy
  102. 48.
  103. Now
  104. 49.
  105. Then
  106. Part IV
  107. 50.
  108. Joe
  109. 51.
  110. Cathy
  111. 52.
  112. Now
  113. 53.
  114. Then
  115. Part V
  116. 54.
  117. Joe
  118. 55.
  119. Cathy
  120. Part VI
  121. 56.
  122. Joe
  123. 57.
  124. Cathy
  125. 58.
  126. Now
  127. 59.
  128. Then
  129. 60.
  130. Joe
  131. 61.
  132. Cathy
  133. 62.
  134. Cathy
  135. 63.
  136. Joe
  137. 64.
  138. Cathy
  139. 65.
  140. Joe
  141. 66.
  142. Lydia
  143. 67.
  144. Joe
  145. Part VII
  146. 68.
  147. Joe
  148. 69.
  149. Now
  150. 70.
  151. Then
  152. 71.
  153. Cathy
  154. 72.
  155. Now
  156. 73.
  157. Then
  158. 74.
  159. Now
  160. Epilogue
  161. Acknowledgements
  162. Read more
  163. Read more
  164. Prologue
  165. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
  166. Table of Contents

A set of keys. A wallet. And a ragged and torn piece of paper. It feels inhumane, to him, like he is a robber, a looter, but he goes through them nevertheless. ‘Four keys, including one for a car,’ Joe says. ‘A few debit cards. ID,’ he adds. ‘I don’t know what this is.’ He gestures to the piece of paper, torn and fluffy. As he opens it up, it falls into four pieces. It’s sodden with blood.

‘God,’ Cathy says. She comes over to him and scans it with the light of her phone. Both of their hands are shaking.

‘It’s illegible. Let’s just bury them with him,’ Joe says.

‘No. If we take them, we might be able to … I don’t know.’ She shrugs in that way that she sometimes does. ‘Help in some way. If there is a next of kin.’

‘What – post them off?’ Joe says incredulously. ‘Dear sirs, we enclose –’

‘No. But you never know. We might be able to help,’ Cathy says. ‘We might be able to – to mitigate some of it. Some day.’ Joe watches her go back to the spades, her shoulders rounded and sad.

He stares down at the body. What are they doing? He kicks a nearby rock, which goes flying.

Cathy turns and looks at him. He watches her watching him, saying nothing, trying to calm himself down. ‘It’s for our family,’ he says quietly. ‘Isn’t it? This is what family is.’

Cathy turns away from him again and begins digging. There are three hearts, here in the woods, but only two of them are beating.

They’re five feet in, standing in the hole now, and it’s – Joe checks his watch – just after four o’clock. For two hours, they have dug in near silence, talking only logistics and how best to cut through the many tree roots. Owls hoot in the trees, but otherwise there is nothing except silence and darkness.

Until now. A noise in the distance. ‘What’s that?’ Joe says.

Cathy stops, leaning on the spade. Her hands are filthy. ‘What?’ she says.

Joe cocks his head, staring at her.

‘A car,’ she says.

‘Shit.’

‘Don’t panic.’ Cathy keeps digging, her shovel moving faster than before.

Joe is paralysed, just listening. For sirens. For the call from the Italian police. The car’s engine gets louder as it approaches. It reaches a crescendo and then – thank God, thank God – begins to fade. Joe feels his shoulders drop in relief. Thank God it’s not near where Frannie’s fire will be.

‘I’m so fucking tired,’ he pants to Cathy. His hands are slick with sweat on the handle of his spade.

‘I know.’

‘What are we going to tell everyone? What should I tell Lydia?’

Cathy pauses. Her hair is everywhere, sticking to her neck. She looks mad, standing there in the grave. They both probably do. ‘You can’t tell her,’ she says. ‘Can you?’

‘No. The fewer people who know, the better – right?’ Joe says. ‘Plants only.’