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  1. Gillian McAllister
  2. Contents
  3. About the Author
  4. Prologue
  5. 1.
  6. Cathy
  7. 2.
  8. Joe
  9. 3.
  10. Cathy
  11. 4.
  12. Now
  13. 5.
  14. Then
  15. 6.
  16. Joe
  17. Part I
  18. 7.
  19. Joe
  20. 8.
  21. Now
  22. 9.
  23. Then
  24. 10.
  25. Lydia
  26. 11.
  27. Joe
  28. 12.
  29. Cathy
  30. 13.
  31. Now
  32. 14.
  33. Then
  34. 15.
  35. Cathy
  36. Part II
  37. 16.
  38. Joe
  39. 17.
  40. Now
  41. 18.
  42. Then
  43. 19.
  44. Joe
  45. 20.
  46. Joe
  47. 21.
  48. Now
  49. Part III
  50. 22.
  51. Then
  52. 23.
  53. Cathy
  54. 24.
  55. Joe
  56. 25.
  57. Joe
  58. 26.
  59. Now
  60. 27.
  61. Then
  62. 28.
  63. Lydia
  64. 29.
  65. Joe
  66. 30.
  67. Cathy
  68. 31.
  69. Lydia
  70. 32.
  71. Cathy
  72. 33.
  73. Joe
  74. 34.
  75. Cathy
  76. 35.
  77. Now
  78. 36.
  79. Then
  80. 37.
  81. Joe
  82. 38.
  83. Now
  84. 39.
  85. Then
  86. 40.
  87. Joe
  88. 41.
  89. Now
  90. 42.
  91. Then
  92. 43.
  93. Joe
  94. 44.
  95. Cathy
  96. 45.
  97. Lydia
  98. 46.
  99. Joe
  100. 47.
  101. Cathy
  102. 48.
  103. Now
  104. 49.
  105. Then
  106. Part IV
  107. 50.
  108. Joe
  109. 51.
  110. Cathy
  111. 52.
  112. Now
  113. 53.
  114. Then
  115. Part V
  116. 54.
  117. Joe
  118. 55.
  119. Cathy
  120. Part VI
  121. 56.
  122. Joe
  123. 57.
  124. Cathy
  125. 58.
  126. Now
  127. 59.
  128. Then
  129. 60.
  130. Joe
  131. 61.
  132. Cathy
  133. 62.
  134. Cathy
  135. 63.
  136. Joe
  137. 64.
  138. Cathy
  139. 65.
  140. Joe
  141. 66.
  142. Lydia
  143. 67.
  144. Joe
  145. Part VII
  146. 68.
  147. Joe
  148. 69.
  149. Now
  150. 70.
  151. Then
  152. 71.
  153. Cathy
  154. 72.
  155. Now
  156. 73.
  157. Then
  158. 74.
  159. Now
  160. Epilogue
  161. Acknowledgements
  162. Read more
  163. Read more
  164. Prologue
  165. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING
  166. Table of Contents

‘I could have a go,’ Cathy says, laughing again.

‘Let’s do it,’ Tom says. ‘I’ll hold the head.’ He flops down on to the grass, sitting with his knees bent, his weight on his hands, just as he did at the baggage claim. She sits down next to him and looks at the sky above. Bluish-grey clouds are gathering. It’s going to rain again.

‘Where would you even start?’ He leans towards her. ‘Like – say, that one.’ He points to the largest one.

‘That’s a bull,’ she says.

‘How do you know?’ He laughs and looks sideways at her, and she thinks suddenly that he is goading her to say it. His smile spreads as he looks at her, that lopsided smile. ‘Horns, right?’ he says.

‘Not horns – they can both have horns.’ She leans towards him and points, making sure his eyeline is with hers. ‘No udder,’ she says, laughing.

Tom tips his head back and laughs. He lies down properly then, his bald head in the grass, and closes his eyes. ‘So you’re operating on one of those cows,’ he says. ‘Are any of them cows?’

‘Four of them are.’

‘Right. Okay. Go,’ Tom says, his hand flapping up into the air and accidentally – Cathy thinks – touching hers. Her stomach swoops again. She can’t think about anything except his slim, tanned arms. His bare feet in his trainers. The way his t-shirt is riding up again as he replaces his hands behind his head, the archetypal image of a relaxed man. She shifts closer to him. She doesn’t care. She doesn’t care about what Frannie said. She doesn’t care how she thought she should be the one to hand herself in, about how she doesn’t have anything to lose.

‘You really want to know this?’ she asks.

He opens his eyes. ‘Of course!’ he says. ‘For starters, I think you’re fucking hot. And as it goes I think this is pretty fucking interesting too. So that’s perfect,’ he says happily.

Cathy is thankful he’s closed his eyes again, because she can’t look at him. Her cheeks feel like they do when she has a fever. I think you’re fucking hot. I think you’re fucking hot. Round and round it goes in Cathy’s mind, in Cathy’s stomach, in Cathy’s groin. What if she lay right down there next to him? Her eyes rove over him. That tight waist. That white t-shirt. She creeps towards him. Somehow, he knows, without his eyes being open, and he does the rest. One strong arm pulls her down, down, down, until her body is lying along the length of his, her head on his chest. That greenhouse smell all around her, finally, finally, finally.

‘So – first step,’ he says, and Cathy’s glad that he has cut through some of this tension with a surgeon’s skill, that he has guided the conversation back.

‘First step – the cow is nil by mouth,’ Cathy says. Tom rolls on to his side, looking at her, so she does the same, both propped up on their elbows. They could be in bed. Her eyes feel wide as dinner plates. What is she doing, lying in a damp field with a man she hardly knows? ‘Administer NSAIDs,’ she says, with a laugh. ‘You really want me to go on?’