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Chapters (140)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. PROLOGUE
  4. The Baby
  5. Stan Davidson
  6. PART ONE
  7. Friday, 16 July 2021
  8. Alice
  9. Tom
  10. Ambleside, July 2013
  11. Monday, 19 July 2021
  12. Tom
  13. Alice
  14. Wednesday, 21 July 2021
  15. Tom
  16. Alice
  17. Summer, 2012
  18. Wednesday, 21 July 2021
  19. The Baby
  20. Ambleside, July 2013
  21. Thursday, 22 July 2021
  22. Tom
  23. Alice
  24. Tom
  25. Alice
  26. Tom
  27. Alice
  28. Tom
  29. Alice
  30. PART TWO
  31. The Baby
  32. Carrie Sanchez
  33. Sunday, 15 August 2021
  34. Tuesday, 17 August 2021
  35. Alice
  36. Tom
  37. Alice
  38. Tom
  39. Ambleside, 2013
  40. Wednesday, 18 August 2021
  41. Tom
  42. The Baby
  43. Alice
  44. Tom
  45. Summer, 2012
  46. Wednesday, 18 August 2021
  47. Mike Andrew
  48. Thursday, 19 August 2021
  49. DI Wynne
  50. Tom
  51. Alice
  52. ‘CRUCIFIX’ KILLER STRIKES: VICTIM ESCAPES
  53. Friday, 20 August 2021
  54. DI Wynne
  55. Tom
  56. Ambleside, July 2013
  57. Friday, 20 August 2021
  58. Tom
  59. Alice
  60. Tom
  61. Saturday, 21 August 2021
  62. Tom
  63. Alice
  64. DI Wynne
  65. Tom
  66. Ambleside, July 2013
  67. Tuesday, 24 August 2021
  68. Janice Kettering
  69. Tom
  70. Alice
  71. DI Wynne
  72. Tom
  73. Alice
  74. Thursday, 26 August 2021
  75. Tom
  76. Ambleside, July 2013
  77. Friday, 27 August 2021
  78. Alice
  79. Tom
  80. Saturday, 28 August 2021
  81. Alice
  82. Tom
  83. Wast Water, July 2013
  84. Brenda
  85. PART THREE
  86. Saturday, 28 August 2021
  87. Alice
  88. DI Wynne
  89. Ambleside, July 2013
  90. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  91. Nottingham, July 2013
  92. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  93. Alice
  94. Tom
  95. Alice
  96. Nottingham, July 2013
  97. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  98. Nottingham, July 2013
  99. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  100. Alice
  101. Roland
  102. DI Wynne
  103. Nadia
  104. Stockton Heath, September 2013
  105. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  106. Nadia
  107. Stockton Heath, December 2013
  108. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  109. Tom
  110. Perth, Australia, May 2013
  111. Stockton Heath, 28 December 2013
  112. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  113. Nadia
  114. Alice
  115. Roland
  116. Alice
  117. Roland
  118. Alice
  119. Roland
  120. Alice
  121. Roland
  122. Alice
  123. Roland
  124. Alice
  125. Roland
  126. Alice
  127. Roland
  128. DI Wynne
  129. Tom
  130. Roland
  131. DI Wynne
  132. Monday, 30 August 2021
  133. DI Wynne
  134. EPILOGUE
  135. Barrow, Maine, USA, October 2021
  136. Keep Reading …
  137. Acknowledgements
  138. About the Author
  139. Also by Alex Lake
  140. About the Publisher

‘I know,’ Tom said. ‘And I think I am. I think there’s a way for us both to get what we need. We can find ways to feel safe, which is all I really want. And it’s been coming between us, which is no good.’

‘You’re a good husband,’ his mum said. ‘Have you told her?’

‘Not yet. I’ll do it later.’

‘When you do, can you ask her what she wants for her birthday? It’s coming up,’ his mum said.

‘When is it?’ Roland said.

‘Just under two weeks,’ Tom said. ‘I need to get her something myself.’

‘If you’re having a hard time, get her something to remind her of your relationship,’ his mum said. ‘Something about you two and Joanna.’

‘Like what?’ Tom said.

‘I don’t know. Think about it.’ His mum sipped from a large glass of water. ‘A photo book. I made your dad one, once. Photos of him and me and you two. From all the phases of his life.’

‘Did he like it?’ Tom asked.

‘You know your dad. He didn’t say much, but he kept it, all these years. I found him looking at it once, tears in his eyes. I’d forgotten he could cry.’

‘I could do that for Alice,’ Tom said. ‘But she doesn’t have many photos from her childhood.’

‘Why not?’ Roland said.

‘When her parents died and she sold the house, they got lost,’ Tom said. ‘We talked about it once. A lot of her parents’ stuff – furniture, that kind of thing – was given away or sold. She had nowhere to put it. The photos disappeared in the shuffle.’

‘See if you can get any,’ his mum said. ‘Ask her friends if they have any.’

‘She’s not really in touch with her childhood friends,’ Tom said.

‘Tom! Get creative! Find them on Facebook and ask them. Do you know their names?’

‘I know one, Nellie Clarke.’

‘Then contact her. Say it’s a surprise. She’ll be glad to help, I’m sure.’

‘You know,’ Tom said. ‘That’s not a bad idea.’

‘Don’t sound so surprised,’ his mum said. ‘I’m not a total idiot.’

‘I know, Mum. I have to go soon, but there was one thing I wanted to talk to you about.’

‘Oh?’

‘It’s Joanna. She’s had’ – he hesitated – he wanted to bring this up without it sounding accusatory – ‘she’s had a couple of bruises.’

‘Bruises? Where?’

He touched his upper arm. ‘There. And a new one on her thigh.’ He pulled down her pants. ‘Look.’

His mum came over and examined Joanna’s leg. ‘Gosh,’ she said. ‘That’s quite bad. How did it happen?’

‘We don’t know,’ Tom said. ‘We’re trying to figure it out. Maybe she was falling and someone grabbed her’ – he glanced at Roland – ‘which would be fine. We’d like to find out.’

‘Well, I have no clue,’ his mum said.