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Chapters (140)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. PROLOGUE
  4. The Baby
  5. Stan Davidson
  6. PART ONE
  7. Friday, 16 July 2021
  8. Alice
  9. Tom
  10. Ambleside, July 2013
  11. Monday, 19 July 2021
  12. Tom
  13. Alice
  14. Wednesday, 21 July 2021
  15. Tom
  16. Alice
  17. Summer, 2012
  18. Wednesday, 21 July 2021
  19. The Baby
  20. Ambleside, July 2013
  21. Thursday, 22 July 2021
  22. Tom
  23. Alice
  24. Tom
  25. Alice
  26. Tom
  27. Alice
  28. Tom
  29. Alice
  30. PART TWO
  31. The Baby
  32. Carrie Sanchez
  33. Sunday, 15 August 2021
  34. Tuesday, 17 August 2021
  35. Alice
  36. Tom
  37. Alice
  38. Tom
  39. Ambleside, 2013
  40. Wednesday, 18 August 2021
  41. Tom
  42. The Baby
  43. Alice
  44. Tom
  45. Summer, 2012
  46. Wednesday, 18 August 2021
  47. Mike Andrew
  48. Thursday, 19 August 2021
  49. DI Wynne
  50. Tom
  51. Alice
  52. ‘CRUCIFIX’ KILLER STRIKES: VICTIM ESCAPES
  53. Friday, 20 August 2021
  54. DI Wynne
  55. Tom
  56. Ambleside, July 2013
  57. Friday, 20 August 2021
  58. Tom
  59. Alice
  60. Tom
  61. Saturday, 21 August 2021
  62. Tom
  63. Alice
  64. DI Wynne
  65. Tom
  66. Ambleside, July 2013
  67. Tuesday, 24 August 2021
  68. Janice Kettering
  69. Tom
  70. Alice
  71. DI Wynne
  72. Tom
  73. Alice
  74. Thursday, 26 August 2021
  75. Tom
  76. Ambleside, July 2013
  77. Friday, 27 August 2021
  78. Alice
  79. Tom
  80. Saturday, 28 August 2021
  81. Alice
  82. Tom
  83. Wast Water, July 2013
  84. Brenda
  85. PART THREE
  86. Saturday, 28 August 2021
  87. Alice
  88. DI Wynne
  89. Ambleside, July 2013
  90. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  91. Nottingham, July 2013
  92. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  93. Alice
  94. Tom
  95. Alice
  96. Nottingham, July 2013
  97. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  98. Nottingham, July 2013
  99. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  100. Alice
  101. Roland
  102. DI Wynne
  103. Nadia
  104. Stockton Heath, September 2013
  105. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  106. Nadia
  107. Stockton Heath, December 2013
  108. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  109. Tom
  110. Perth, Australia, May 2013
  111. Stockton Heath, 28 December 2013
  112. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  113. Nadia
  114. Alice
  115. Roland
  116. Alice
  117. Roland
  118. Alice
  119. Roland
  120. Alice
  121. Roland
  122. Alice
  123. Roland
  124. Alice
  125. Roland
  126. Alice
  127. Roland
  128. DI Wynne
  129. Tom
  130. Roland
  131. DI Wynne
  132. Monday, 30 August 2021
  133. DI Wynne
  134. EPILOGUE
  135. Barrow, Maine, USA, October 2021
  136. Keep Reading …
  137. Acknowledgements
  138. About the Author
  139. Also by Alex Lake
  140. About the Publisher

‘Not really,’ Alice said. ‘She goes down for a while but then she’s awake all night.’

‘All night?’

‘Pretty much. It’s like we’re in a movie. That’s what I say to my friends – we have the kid that you hear the nightmares about. I can’t believe it when I’m out at 2 a.m., driving her around’ – Alice shook her head – ‘it’s crazy.’

‘Have you tried letting her cry it out?’ the doctor asked.

‘We did. But she just cried. After an hour we – well, me mainly – couldn’t take it.’

‘Does she sleep during the day?’

‘Yes. I had to wake her up to bring her here. It’s really frustrating!’

The doctor nodded. ‘I went through the same,’ she said. ‘I have three, and the last one was allergic to sleep. At night, anyway. She was like a vampire – up all night and dead to the world all day.’

‘How did you cope?’

‘She eventually grew out of it. But not entirely. She’s sixteen now and she’s still a night owl. Children are who they are. You have to work with them.’

‘So we wait? It’s been a while. Some of the other mums I’ve met have babies who slept through the night from day one, which I can’t even imagine, but even the ones whose babies didn’t sleep well at first are through it now.’

‘Don’t compare yourself to other parents, if you can help it,’ Doctor Quinn said. ‘As I said, children have to find their own path, even at this age.’

‘So there’s nothing we can do? You don’t think there’s a problem?’

‘Not a serious one,’ the doctor said. ‘There could be something. Colic, maybe. An immature gut that causes her pain when digesting food.’

‘Someone suggested lactose intolerance?’ Alice said.

‘I don’t think so,’ Doctor Quinn replied. She consulted her notes once more. ‘Her weight gain is normal. But we could check.’

‘If it is colic, or an immature gut, what would we do about it?’

‘There’s not a lot you can do. It’s her digestive system developing. It can cause discomfort.’

‘And will it just get better?’

‘Normally it does.’ She reached for some plastic gloves and snapped them on, then adjusted her face shield. ‘But I’ll examine her.’

Doctor Quinn placed her right hand on the baby’s pale abdomen and gently palpated it with her fingers. She moved her hand around, her face fixed in concentration.

‘I don’t feel anything abnormal,’ she said. ‘And Joanna doesn’t seem to be experiencing any discomfort when I press on her stomach. She has normal movements?’

‘What’s normal?’ Alice said.

‘Same as for you, more or less. Not explosive, or persistent diarrhoea.’

Alice paused. Joanna’s nappies were hardly things of beauty, but she didn’t think they were anything to worry about, at least given what the doctor was saying.