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Chapters (140)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. PROLOGUE
  4. The Baby
  5. Stan Davidson
  6. PART ONE
  7. Friday, 16 July 2021
  8. Alice
  9. Tom
  10. Ambleside, July 2013
  11. Monday, 19 July 2021
  12. Tom
  13. Alice
  14. Wednesday, 21 July 2021
  15. Tom
  16. Alice
  17. Summer, 2012
  18. Wednesday, 21 July 2021
  19. The Baby
  20. Ambleside, July 2013
  21. Thursday, 22 July 2021
  22. Tom
  23. Alice
  24. Tom
  25. Alice
  26. Tom
  27. Alice
  28. Tom
  29. Alice
  30. PART TWO
  31. The Baby
  32. Carrie Sanchez
  33. Sunday, 15 August 2021
  34. Tuesday, 17 August 2021
  35. Alice
  36. Tom
  37. Alice
  38. Tom
  39. Ambleside, 2013
  40. Wednesday, 18 August 2021
  41. Tom
  42. The Baby
  43. Alice
  44. Tom
  45. Summer, 2012
  46. Wednesday, 18 August 2021
  47. Mike Andrew
  48. Thursday, 19 August 2021
  49. DI Wynne
  50. Tom
  51. Alice
  52. ‘CRUCIFIX’ KILLER STRIKES: VICTIM ESCAPES
  53. Friday, 20 August 2021
  54. DI Wynne
  55. Tom
  56. Ambleside, July 2013
  57. Friday, 20 August 2021
  58. Tom
  59. Alice
  60. Tom
  61. Saturday, 21 August 2021
  62. Tom
  63. Alice
  64. DI Wynne
  65. Tom
  66. Ambleside, July 2013
  67. Tuesday, 24 August 2021
  68. Janice Kettering
  69. Tom
  70. Alice
  71. DI Wynne
  72. Tom
  73. Alice
  74. Thursday, 26 August 2021
  75. Tom
  76. Ambleside, July 2013
  77. Friday, 27 August 2021
  78. Alice
  79. Tom
  80. Saturday, 28 August 2021
  81. Alice
  82. Tom
  83. Wast Water, July 2013
  84. Brenda
  85. PART THREE
  86. Saturday, 28 August 2021
  87. Alice
  88. DI Wynne
  89. Ambleside, July 2013
  90. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  91. Nottingham, July 2013
  92. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  93. Alice
  94. Tom
  95. Alice
  96. Nottingham, July 2013
  97. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  98. Nottingham, July 2013
  99. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  100. Alice
  101. Roland
  102. DI Wynne
  103. Nadia
  104. Stockton Heath, September 2013
  105. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  106. Nadia
  107. Stockton Heath, December 2013
  108. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  109. Tom
  110. Perth, Australia, May 2013
  111. Stockton Heath, 28 December 2013
  112. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  113. Nadia
  114. Alice
  115. Roland
  116. Alice
  117. Roland
  118. Alice
  119. Roland
  120. Alice
  121. Roland
  122. Alice
  123. Roland
  124. Alice
  125. Roland
  126. Alice
  127. Roland
  128. DI Wynne
  129. Tom
  130. Roland
  131. DI Wynne
  132. Monday, 30 August 2021
  133. DI Wynne
  134. EPILOGUE
  135. Barrow, Maine, USA, October 2021
  136. Keep Reading …
  137. Acknowledgements
  138. About the Author
  139. Also by Alex Lake
  140. About the Publisher

‘Beer?’ Alice said.

Brenda turned to her; her expression was flat and emotionless, and, for a moment, there was an odd look in her eyes. Contempt, almost.

‘Shit, yeah,’ Brenda said, and smiled. ‘Sounds perfect.’

‘Are you on Facebook?’ Alice said. ‘I was looking at my friends. The ones in Australia.’

‘Where are they?’

‘Sydney. They took a photo at the Opera House.’

‘Of course they did.’ Brenda opened a beer and took a swig. ‘And no, I’m not on Facebook. Can’t stand it.’

‘Really? It’s a great way to keep in touch.’

‘Too public for me,’ Brenda said. ‘I don’t want the world knowing where I am and what I’m doing.’

‘You can change the settings so only your friends can see what you post. Or your family. Your parents would be interested.’

‘You’ve not met my parents.’

Alice hesitated. She did not like to interfere in other people’s lives; her mum had had a friend, Pru, who gave unsolicited advice on everything from politics to choice of car to home decoration. Her technique was to introduce a subject and then link it to the topic she wished to give advice on – I was reading an interior design article yesterday and thought of your living room. You could put the couch by the window and paint the walls purple – and then from then on you were fighting a tide of well-meaning but unwelcome advice.

After Pru had been at the house, Alice’s mum used to sit at the dinner table and go through all the advice she’d been given; any time anyone else did it, it was called ‘doing a Pru’, and Alice had decided never to do a Pru.

But sometimes you needed to, and maybe it was OK, if you trod carefully.

‘I don’t want to poke my nose in where it’s not wanted,’ she said. ‘So take this as me offering a different perspective – but I’d give anything to see my parents again. Whatever’s between you, it might be worth putting it in the past.’

Brenda closed her eyes. ‘I’m sorry. That was insensitive. And you’re not poking your nose in. But really – you don’t know my parents. They’re not like yours. I’m better off on my own.’

‘OK,’ Alice said. ‘We should get going. The others’ll be in the pub already.’

They walked along the road towards the youth hostel. The night was warm and soft in the moonlight.

Hendrik and Clara were ahead of her; Brenda and Lizzie were a few steps behind them, the smoke from their cigarettes drifting back to her and Donny.

‘So,’ he said. ‘Hendrik and I leave tomorrow.’

‘Where are you going?’

‘Back to Rotterdam. We came to Hull on the boat and visited Durham and Northumberland and Newcastle.’ He raised an eyebrow. ‘Newcastle is famous in Holland for nights out and now I know why.’

‘You had fun?’