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Chapters (140)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. PROLOGUE
  4. The Baby
  5. Stan Davidson
  6. PART ONE
  7. Friday, 16 July 2021
  8. Alice
  9. Tom
  10. Ambleside, July 2013
  11. Monday, 19 July 2021
  12. Tom
  13. Alice
  14. Wednesday, 21 July 2021
  15. Tom
  16. Alice
  17. Summer, 2012
  18. Wednesday, 21 July 2021
  19. The Baby
  20. Ambleside, July 2013
  21. Thursday, 22 July 2021
  22. Tom
  23. Alice
  24. Tom
  25. Alice
  26. Tom
  27. Alice
  28. Tom
  29. Alice
  30. PART TWO
  31. The Baby
  32. Carrie Sanchez
  33. Sunday, 15 August 2021
  34. Tuesday, 17 August 2021
  35. Alice
  36. Tom
  37. Alice
  38. Tom
  39. Ambleside, 2013
  40. Wednesday, 18 August 2021
  41. Tom
  42. The Baby
  43. Alice
  44. Tom
  45. Summer, 2012
  46. Wednesday, 18 August 2021
  47. Mike Andrew
  48. Thursday, 19 August 2021
  49. DI Wynne
  50. Tom
  51. Alice
  52. ‘CRUCIFIX’ KILLER STRIKES: VICTIM ESCAPES
  53. Friday, 20 August 2021
  54. DI Wynne
  55. Tom
  56. Ambleside, July 2013
  57. Friday, 20 August 2021
  58. Tom
  59. Alice
  60. Tom
  61. Saturday, 21 August 2021
  62. Tom
  63. Alice
  64. DI Wynne
  65. Tom
  66. Ambleside, July 2013
  67. Tuesday, 24 August 2021
  68. Janice Kettering
  69. Tom
  70. Alice
  71. DI Wynne
  72. Tom
  73. Alice
  74. Thursday, 26 August 2021
  75. Tom
  76. Ambleside, July 2013
  77. Friday, 27 August 2021
  78. Alice
  79. Tom
  80. Saturday, 28 August 2021
  81. Alice
  82. Tom
  83. Wast Water, July 2013
  84. Brenda
  85. PART THREE
  86. Saturday, 28 August 2021
  87. Alice
  88. DI Wynne
  89. Ambleside, July 2013
  90. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  91. Nottingham, July 2013
  92. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  93. Alice
  94. Tom
  95. Alice
  96. Nottingham, July 2013
  97. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  98. Nottingham, July 2013
  99. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  100. Alice
  101. Roland
  102. DI Wynne
  103. Nadia
  104. Stockton Heath, September 2013
  105. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  106. Nadia
  107. Stockton Heath, December 2013
  108. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  109. Tom
  110. Perth, Australia, May 2013
  111. Stockton Heath, 28 December 2013
  112. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  113. Nadia
  114. Alice
  115. Roland
  116. Alice
  117. Roland
  118. Alice
  119. Roland
  120. Alice
  121. Roland
  122. Alice
  123. Roland
  124. Alice
  125. Roland
  126. Alice
  127. Roland
  128. DI Wynne
  129. Tom
  130. Roland
  131. DI Wynne
  132. Monday, 30 August 2021
  133. DI Wynne
  134. EPILOGUE
  135. Barrow, Maine, USA, October 2021
  136. Keep Reading …
  137. Acknowledgements
  138. About the Author
  139. Also by Alex Lake
  140. About the Publisher

‘Hey,’ Kay said. ‘How’s it going?’

‘Good,’ Alice said. ‘Kind of.’

‘Only kind of? Still not getting any sleep?’

‘Barely a wink. And I think it’s getting to Tom.’

‘No doubt it is. Tough times.’

‘It’s more than that, and I’m worried, Kay.’

‘Oh?’ Kay said. ‘In what way?’

‘He’s moody. And a bit withdrawn.’

Kay laughed. ‘If a man being moody and withdrawn was something to worry about we’d all be in a state of constant anxiety.’

‘It’s not only that. He’s been snapping at me.’

‘He’s tired,’ Kay said. ‘It’s a stressful time.’

‘That’s what I thought,’ Alice said. ‘But I’m worried it runs deeper. I’m worried he’s depressed.’

There was a moment of silence.

‘Did something happen?’ Kay said. ‘Did he do something to you?’

‘No,’ Alice said. ‘Not to me. Not to anyone. At least, I don’t think so.’

‘I don’t like that “I don’t think so”,’ Kay said. ‘What’s going on, Alice?’

‘Jo had a bruise,’ she said. ‘On her arm. The doctor saw it and I could tell she was concerned. It’s not the kind of thing that could appear from nowhere.’

‘You think it was Tom?’

‘There’s only so many people it could be. Tom’s mum, Martha. Tom’s brother Roland. I didn’t include Tom on the list initially—’

‘Initially?’ Kay said.

‘Until just now.’

‘Why just now?’

Alice took a deep breath. ‘You have to keep this to yourself, Kay.’

‘Of course.’

‘You have to promise.’

‘Cross my heart and hope to die.’

‘He had a bath with Jo earlier. I was on the phone but I could hear them splashing around. After a while I realized everything was quiet, so went up to check, and he was asleep in the bath. Jo was on his chest, but she’d slipped down and her face was near the water.’

‘Oh God!’ Kay said. ‘Is she OK?’

‘Yes. But she might not have been.’

‘That’s pretty bad,’ Kay said. ‘But it sounds like he made a mistake. That’s all.’

‘That’s what worries me,’ Alice said. ‘With the way he’s been recently – the way he seems to hate me and resent Jo – I got the impression – just an idea, really – that it may have been deliberate.’

‘Deliberate?’

‘It’s hard to even say it. But it was almost as if – as if he wanted to – that he was planning to drown them both.’

‘No,’ Kay said. ‘Not Tom.’

‘I know. It sounds crazy. I don’t like to think it, let alone say it. But I can’t ignore what happened, Kay.’

‘Listen,’ Kay said. ‘I’m sure this is a temporary phase he’s going through, because of the stress you’re both under. You mustn’t overreact. Have you talked to anyone else about it?’

‘No, only you.’

‘You could talk to a professional.’