Back Ready or Not
Chapters (140)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. PROLOGUE
  4. The Baby
  5. Stan Davidson
  6. PART ONE
  7. Friday, 16 July 2021
  8. Alice
  9. Tom
  10. Ambleside, July 2013
  11. Monday, 19 July 2021
  12. Tom
  13. Alice
  14. Wednesday, 21 July 2021
  15. Tom
  16. Alice
  17. Summer, 2012
  18. Wednesday, 21 July 2021
  19. The Baby
  20. Ambleside, July 2013
  21. Thursday, 22 July 2021
  22. Tom
  23. Alice
  24. Tom
  25. Alice
  26. Tom
  27. Alice
  28. Tom
  29. Alice
  30. PART TWO
  31. The Baby
  32. Carrie Sanchez
  33. Sunday, 15 August 2021
  34. Tuesday, 17 August 2021
  35. Alice
  36. Tom
  37. Alice
  38. Tom
  39. Ambleside, 2013
  40. Wednesday, 18 August 2021
  41. Tom
  42. The Baby
  43. Alice
  44. Tom
  45. Summer, 2012
  46. Wednesday, 18 August 2021
  47. Mike Andrew
  48. Thursday, 19 August 2021
  49. DI Wynne
  50. Tom
  51. Alice
  52. ‘CRUCIFIX’ KILLER STRIKES: VICTIM ESCAPES
  53. Friday, 20 August 2021
  54. DI Wynne
  55. Tom
  56. Ambleside, July 2013
  57. Friday, 20 August 2021
  58. Tom
  59. Alice
  60. Tom
  61. Saturday, 21 August 2021
  62. Tom
  63. Alice
  64. DI Wynne
  65. Tom
  66. Ambleside, July 2013
  67. Tuesday, 24 August 2021
  68. Janice Kettering
  69. Tom
  70. Alice
  71. DI Wynne
  72. Tom
  73. Alice
  74. Thursday, 26 August 2021
  75. Tom
  76. Ambleside, July 2013
  77. Friday, 27 August 2021
  78. Alice
  79. Tom
  80. Saturday, 28 August 2021
  81. Alice
  82. Tom
  83. Wast Water, July 2013
  84. Brenda
  85. PART THREE
  86. Saturday, 28 August 2021
  87. Alice
  88. DI Wynne
  89. Ambleside, July 2013
  90. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  91. Nottingham, July 2013
  92. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  93. Alice
  94. Tom
  95. Alice
  96. Nottingham, July 2013
  97. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  98. Nottingham, July 2013
  99. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  100. Alice
  101. Roland
  102. DI Wynne
  103. Nadia
  104. Stockton Heath, September 2013
  105. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  106. Nadia
  107. Stockton Heath, December 2013
  108. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  109. Tom
  110. Perth, Australia, May 2013
  111. Stockton Heath, 28 December 2013
  112. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  113. Nadia
  114. Alice
  115. Roland
  116. Alice
  117. Roland
  118. Alice
  119. Roland
  120. Alice
  121. Roland
  122. Alice
  123. Roland
  124. Alice
  125. Roland
  126. Alice
  127. Roland
  128. DI Wynne
  129. Tom
  130. Roland
  131. DI Wynne
  132. Monday, 30 August 2021
  133. DI Wynne
  134. EPILOGUE
  135. Barrow, Maine, USA, October 2021
  136. Keep Reading …
  137. Acknowledgements
  138. About the Author
  139. Also by Alex Lake
  140. About the Publisher

Their room contained a double bed and a bunk bed. There was a family of four at check-in who were split between dormitories and had asked if there was a family room available; Alice had suggested to Ned that they swap, but he had shrugged and said they should have booked earlier.

She sat on the edge of the bed and slid her jeans off, taking care to be as quiet as she could. The last thing she wanted was to wake Ned and have to talk about the night.

She crossed to the bathroom and eased the door open, then sat on the toilet. When she was done, she grabbed her toothbrush – no flush, that could wait – and spread some toothpaste on it.

‘You’re back.’

Ned was standing in the doorway, arms folded. His eyes were red and swollen.

‘Hi,’ she said. ‘Did I wake you up?’

He shook his head. ‘I couldn’t sleep.’

She felt a pulse of anger. ‘You were lying there, watching me?’ she said. ‘It’s a bit creepy, Ned.’

‘I didn’t know what to say.’

‘Well,’ she said. ‘I’m back now, so I’ll brush my teeth and we can go to bed.’

He didn’t reply.

‘Ned. What’s wrong?’

‘What’s wrong?’ he said. ‘You’re asking me what’s wrong?’

She nodded. ‘Yes.’

‘What’s right?’ he said. ‘That’s the question. What’s right?’

‘I don’t understand.’

‘We came here to be together, and you prefer to spend time with a bunch of random people we hardly know.’

‘We were in the pub with them and you left,’ Alice said. ‘It was your choice.’

‘And then you meet someone new – an Australian “girl”’ – he made air quotes around ‘girl’ – ‘and decide even she’s more important than me.’

‘What do you mean, “girl”?’ Alice said, mirroring his air quotes. ‘Are you worried I was with another man?’

‘I’m not worried about anything.’

‘Ned, ever since the thing with that guy Michael you’ve been insecure about us, even though nothing happened with Michael. I don’t know what to do about it. We’re together. You’re my boyfriend. I don’t know what else I can say to make things better.’

‘I’m not insecure,’ he said, his jaw clenched. ‘You just spent the night in the pub while I was alone here. We’re on holiday, together.’

‘My God,’ she said. ‘I wish I’d gone to Australia with Nellie and Mads.’

‘You should have!’ he shouted. ‘You should have fucking gone with them if that’s what you wanted.’

‘I tried,’ she said. ‘I tried, but you stopped me.’

‘I didn’t stop you,’ he said. ‘I offered you an alternative.’

‘No,’ she said. ‘You made it so awkward for me to go that I stayed.’

As soon as she’d said it, she realized it was the wrong thing to say. His mouth dropped open.