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Chapters (140)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. PROLOGUE
  4. The Baby
  5. Stan Davidson
  6. PART ONE
  7. Friday, 16 July 2021
  8. Alice
  9. Tom
  10. Ambleside, July 2013
  11. Monday, 19 July 2021
  12. Tom
  13. Alice
  14. Wednesday, 21 July 2021
  15. Tom
  16. Alice
  17. Summer, 2012
  18. Wednesday, 21 July 2021
  19. The Baby
  20. Ambleside, July 2013
  21. Thursday, 22 July 2021
  22. Tom
  23. Alice
  24. Tom
  25. Alice
  26. Tom
  27. Alice
  28. Tom
  29. Alice
  30. PART TWO
  31. The Baby
  32. Carrie Sanchez
  33. Sunday, 15 August 2021
  34. Tuesday, 17 August 2021
  35. Alice
  36. Tom
  37. Alice
  38. Tom
  39. Ambleside, 2013
  40. Wednesday, 18 August 2021
  41. Tom
  42. The Baby
  43. Alice
  44. Tom
  45. Summer, 2012
  46. Wednesday, 18 August 2021
  47. Mike Andrew
  48. Thursday, 19 August 2021
  49. DI Wynne
  50. Tom
  51. Alice
  52. ‘CRUCIFIX’ KILLER STRIKES: VICTIM ESCAPES
  53. Friday, 20 August 2021
  54. DI Wynne
  55. Tom
  56. Ambleside, July 2013
  57. Friday, 20 August 2021
  58. Tom
  59. Alice
  60. Tom
  61. Saturday, 21 August 2021
  62. Tom
  63. Alice
  64. DI Wynne
  65. Tom
  66. Ambleside, July 2013
  67. Tuesday, 24 August 2021
  68. Janice Kettering
  69. Tom
  70. Alice
  71. DI Wynne
  72. Tom
  73. Alice
  74. Thursday, 26 August 2021
  75. Tom
  76. Ambleside, July 2013
  77. Friday, 27 August 2021
  78. Alice
  79. Tom
  80. Saturday, 28 August 2021
  81. Alice
  82. Tom
  83. Wast Water, July 2013
  84. Brenda
  85. PART THREE
  86. Saturday, 28 August 2021
  87. Alice
  88. DI Wynne
  89. Ambleside, July 2013
  90. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  91. Nottingham, July 2013
  92. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  93. Alice
  94. Tom
  95. Alice
  96. Nottingham, July 2013
  97. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  98. Nottingham, July 2013
  99. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  100. Alice
  101. Roland
  102. DI Wynne
  103. Nadia
  104. Stockton Heath, September 2013
  105. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  106. Nadia
  107. Stockton Heath, December 2013
  108. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  109. Tom
  110. Perth, Australia, May 2013
  111. Stockton Heath, 28 December 2013
  112. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  113. Nadia
  114. Alice
  115. Roland
  116. Alice
  117. Roland
  118. Alice
  119. Roland
  120. Alice
  121. Roland
  122. Alice
  123. Roland
  124. Alice
  125. Roland
  126. Alice
  127. Roland
  128. DI Wynne
  129. Tom
  130. Roland
  131. DI Wynne
  132. Monday, 30 August 2021
  133. DI Wynne
  134. EPILOGUE
  135. Barrow, Maine, USA, October 2021
  136. Keep Reading …
  137. Acknowledgements
  138. About the Author
  139. Also by Alex Lake
  140. About the Publisher

Whose body he would soon be joining. He shook the thought away. He had to concentrate, although it was nearly impossible to do so. He couldn’t believe what he was hearing, or the flat, emotionless way she spoke. What she was saying was momentous, but it was as though she was reading a memo outlining a dry legal argument.

He tried to piece it together.

Her real name was Andrea Petersen, but she had killed a woman called Brenda, before doing the same to Alice Barnes, and assuming her identity.

In the meantime, she had killed her own parents, and the real Alice’s boyfriend and his mum, as well as God knew how many other people. Six in Perth, and four in Warrington at least, but there would be other victims, scattered around the places she had travelled to as a journalist, searching for stories.

He felt sick and dizzy. His whole world had been pulled from under him, but he would have to deal with all that later.

For now he had only one focus. Getting out of here. Getting Jo out of here.

That, though, was not as simple as it sounded. He needed time for whatever she had given him to wear off, and then he could maybe move again. She would have to believe he was still drugged, so it was crucial he didn’t move.

Which would make it hard to test whether he could or not.

‘What are you going to do?’ he said.

She held up a vial and a needle. ‘Heroin.’

‘You’re going to give me heroin?’

She nodded. ‘At least you’ll die happy.’

‘Why would you give me heroin?’

‘It’s the last act of a desperate man. Inject himself, drift out onto the water – in the boat he asked his wife to buy, Eric will confirm that story – his baby in his arms, and slip over the side to his death, leaving behind a grieving, pitiful wife.’

‘You don’t have to do this,’ he said. ‘If you want rid of me and Jo you can have that. I’ll take her. You don’t have to see us ever again. You’ve started again before. You can do it now.’

She shook her head. ‘No. If I wanted to do that, I could have. I could have left you any time, gone somewhere new, but I didn’t want to. And it isn’t that easy. I thought about it, of course. But I’d have to leave everything behind, and I’d never find another Alice Barnes. She was perfect: on the cusp of a new life, no family, lots of money. I could simply slip into her life. But now? To find someone my age in that position? Almost impossible.’ She gave a cold laugh. ‘So I have no choice, Tom. And I like my life. But I don’t want you – or that baby – to be part of it.’