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Chapters (140)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. PROLOGUE
  4. The Baby
  5. Stan Davidson
  6. PART ONE
  7. Friday, 16 July 2021
  8. Alice
  9. Tom
  10. Ambleside, July 2013
  11. Monday, 19 July 2021
  12. Tom
  13. Alice
  14. Wednesday, 21 July 2021
  15. Tom
  16. Alice
  17. Summer, 2012
  18. Wednesday, 21 July 2021
  19. The Baby
  20. Ambleside, July 2013
  21. Thursday, 22 July 2021
  22. Tom
  23. Alice
  24. Tom
  25. Alice
  26. Tom
  27. Alice
  28. Tom
  29. Alice
  30. PART TWO
  31. The Baby
  32. Carrie Sanchez
  33. Sunday, 15 August 2021
  34. Tuesday, 17 August 2021
  35. Alice
  36. Tom
  37. Alice
  38. Tom
  39. Ambleside, 2013
  40. Wednesday, 18 August 2021
  41. Tom
  42. The Baby
  43. Alice
  44. Tom
  45. Summer, 2012
  46. Wednesday, 18 August 2021
  47. Mike Andrew
  48. Thursday, 19 August 2021
  49. DI Wynne
  50. Tom
  51. Alice
  52. ‘CRUCIFIX’ KILLER STRIKES: VICTIM ESCAPES
  53. Friday, 20 August 2021
  54. DI Wynne
  55. Tom
  56. Ambleside, July 2013
  57. Friday, 20 August 2021
  58. Tom
  59. Alice
  60. Tom
  61. Saturday, 21 August 2021
  62. Tom
  63. Alice
  64. DI Wynne
  65. Tom
  66. Ambleside, July 2013
  67. Tuesday, 24 August 2021
  68. Janice Kettering
  69. Tom
  70. Alice
  71. DI Wynne
  72. Tom
  73. Alice
  74. Thursday, 26 August 2021
  75. Tom
  76. Ambleside, July 2013
  77. Friday, 27 August 2021
  78. Alice
  79. Tom
  80. Saturday, 28 August 2021
  81. Alice
  82. Tom
  83. Wast Water, July 2013
  84. Brenda
  85. PART THREE
  86. Saturday, 28 August 2021
  87. Alice
  88. DI Wynne
  89. Ambleside, July 2013
  90. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  91. Nottingham, July 2013
  92. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  93. Alice
  94. Tom
  95. Alice
  96. Nottingham, July 2013
  97. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  98. Nottingham, July 2013
  99. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  100. Alice
  101. Roland
  102. DI Wynne
  103. Nadia
  104. Stockton Heath, September 2013
  105. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  106. Nadia
  107. Stockton Heath, December 2013
  108. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  109. Tom
  110. Perth, Australia, May 2013
  111. Stockton Heath, 28 December 2013
  112. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  113. Nadia
  114. Alice
  115. Roland
  116. Alice
  117. Roland
  118. Alice
  119. Roland
  120. Alice
  121. Roland
  122. Alice
  123. Roland
  124. Alice
  125. Roland
  126. Alice
  127. Roland
  128. DI Wynne
  129. Tom
  130. Roland
  131. DI Wynne
  132. Monday, 30 August 2021
  133. DI Wynne
  134. EPILOGUE
  135. Barrow, Maine, USA, October 2021
  136. Keep Reading …
  137. Acknowledgements
  138. About the Author
  139. Also by Alex Lake
  140. About the Publisher

For now, though, she was safe. As soon as she got back she had started to search for somewhere to live. There was an internet list of up-and-coming villages; she had picked Stockton Heath, which was halfway up the list at number five. It was as good a place as any, so she viewed a few houses and bought the one that was available soonest.

She lit a fire in the fire pit and watched the flames catch on the kindling. When it was burning well, she laid a pair of logs on top and watched until they were glowing red.

She reached into her day pack and took out her two Australian passports. She had travelled as Alice Barnes – she didn’t want any trace of Brenda Yates travelling through Europe. Brenda had disappeared after visiting Ambleside in July.

Although the real Brenda Yates was buried in a forest outside Perth. She had needed her identity to get out of Australia.

She could never have travelled as Andrea Petersen. There were too many people looking for her.

She opened the first passport. Poor Brenda Yates. With her hair dyed blonde and a cap on, Andrea had been able to pass as her, which was why she had been killed. For no other reason than that.

She had kept them both in case she ever needed them, but it was too risky to keep them. She was Alice Barnes now.

She tore the pages from Brenda Yates’s passport and dropped them into the flames. Then she took Andrea Petersen’s and did the same. The flames curled around the pages, turning them to ash.

The next day she started looking for jobs. A local newspaper was advertising a journalist internship; it was perfect. Alice had wanted to go into journalism, so it fit with her back story, and it was the kind of job that would give her the freedom she was going to need.

She had no intention of getting an office job; she needed reasons to be on the move, reasons to be in different places, researching stories.

Because the hunger was still there. It was greater than ever. She dreamed at night of picking up some boy or girl, man or woman, offering them a ride, an innocent young woman doing them a favour.

She dreamed of the anticipation as they climbed into the car. Dreamed of the look on their face as they saw the hammer and understood – at the last second – that their life was over.

She would have to do it soon. Find someone nobody would miss. Someone from the streets.

God, she needed it.

Maybe even that night.

That night.

Now the thought was there she couldn’t fight the urge. She couldn’t stop it.

But first, she had to apply for the job. She started to write her letter.

I am a graduate of Nottingham University, with a first-class honours degree in English.