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Chapters (140)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. PROLOGUE
  4. The Baby
  5. Stan Davidson
  6. PART ONE
  7. Friday, 16 July 2021
  8. Alice
  9. Tom
  10. Ambleside, July 2013
  11. Monday, 19 July 2021
  12. Tom
  13. Alice
  14. Wednesday, 21 July 2021
  15. Tom
  16. Alice
  17. Summer, 2012
  18. Wednesday, 21 July 2021
  19. The Baby
  20. Ambleside, July 2013
  21. Thursday, 22 July 2021
  22. Tom
  23. Alice
  24. Tom
  25. Alice
  26. Tom
  27. Alice
  28. Tom
  29. Alice
  30. PART TWO
  31. The Baby
  32. Carrie Sanchez
  33. Sunday, 15 August 2021
  34. Tuesday, 17 August 2021
  35. Alice
  36. Tom
  37. Alice
  38. Tom
  39. Ambleside, 2013
  40. Wednesday, 18 August 2021
  41. Tom
  42. The Baby
  43. Alice
  44. Tom
  45. Summer, 2012
  46. Wednesday, 18 August 2021
  47. Mike Andrew
  48. Thursday, 19 August 2021
  49. DI Wynne
  50. Tom
  51. Alice
  52. ‘CRUCIFIX’ KILLER STRIKES: VICTIM ESCAPES
  53. Friday, 20 August 2021
  54. DI Wynne
  55. Tom
  56. Ambleside, July 2013
  57. Friday, 20 August 2021
  58. Tom
  59. Alice
  60. Tom
  61. Saturday, 21 August 2021
  62. Tom
  63. Alice
  64. DI Wynne
  65. Tom
  66. Ambleside, July 2013
  67. Tuesday, 24 August 2021
  68. Janice Kettering
  69. Tom
  70. Alice
  71. DI Wynne
  72. Tom
  73. Alice
  74. Thursday, 26 August 2021
  75. Tom
  76. Ambleside, July 2013
  77. Friday, 27 August 2021
  78. Alice
  79. Tom
  80. Saturday, 28 August 2021
  81. Alice
  82. Tom
  83. Wast Water, July 2013
  84. Brenda
  85. PART THREE
  86. Saturday, 28 August 2021
  87. Alice
  88. DI Wynne
  89. Ambleside, July 2013
  90. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  91. Nottingham, July 2013
  92. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  93. Alice
  94. Tom
  95. Alice
  96. Nottingham, July 2013
  97. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  98. Nottingham, July 2013
  99. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  100. Alice
  101. Roland
  102. DI Wynne
  103. Nadia
  104. Stockton Heath, September 2013
  105. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  106. Nadia
  107. Stockton Heath, December 2013
  108. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  109. Tom
  110. Perth, Australia, May 2013
  111. Stockton Heath, 28 December 2013
  112. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  113. Nadia
  114. Alice
  115. Roland
  116. Alice
  117. Roland
  118. Alice
  119. Roland
  120. Alice
  121. Roland
  122. Alice
  123. Roland
  124. Alice
  125. Roland
  126. Alice
  127. Roland
  128. DI Wynne
  129. Tom
  130. Roland
  131. DI Wynne
  132. Monday, 30 August 2021
  133. DI Wynne
  134. EPILOGUE
  135. Barrow, Maine, USA, October 2021
  136. Keep Reading …
  137. Acknowledgements
  138. About the Author
  139. Also by Alex Lake
  140. About the Publisher

Alice shook her head. ‘No. She’ – she pointed to Alice Barnes – ‘is Brenda.’ She gave a huff of exasperation. ‘The other woman is me. I don’t know why you don’t believe me. It’s obvious she’s me – with blonde hair and a decade younger – but she’s me.’

Tom’s vision swam. He wanted to believe her – it would make everything much simpler – and for a moment he almost did.

‘No,’ he said. ‘I don’t know what’s going on, but you’re lying.’

‘Don’t call me a liar.’

‘Alice—’

‘No. Don’t call me a liar.’

‘Do you want to know why I have this photo?’

She nodded.

‘I’m putting together an album for your birthday. Old-fashioned paper one. And so I asked your friends for photos of you from before I knew you. Nellie and Maddie. They sent me plenty, including this one.’

‘OK.’ She folded her arms. ‘I need a beer. You want one?’

He did, desperately. ‘Sure.’

She walked into the kitchen. A few minutes later – no doubt she was taking some time to compose herself – she came out with two bottles of beer. She passed one to him.

‘So, you were saying. You went behind my back to get photos from my friends.’

‘I was doing something nice. Nellie wants to get back in touch by the way. Anyway, here are the photos she sent.’

He handed her the phone and watched her scroll through the photos. The beer was cold and necessary and he took a long swig, then another.

‘Well,’ she said, and put the phone on the table. ‘I see what you mean. Their friend – Alice Barnes – is in the photo with me, which means I’m the other woman.’

She caught his gaze and held it. Her eyes were different, hollow and empty. A chill ran through him.

‘I’m Brenda,’ she said. ‘You got me, tiger.’

He couldn’t process what he was hearing; since he’d seen the photo he’d known something was wrong, but he’d been sure there was an explanation of some sort.

A long lost sister. A name change. Mistaken identity.

But to hear her confirm she was not Alice Barnes, that she was someone else entirely – it wasn’t possible.

But it was happening.

‘You’re Brenda?’ he said.

‘Damn straight, mate,’ she said. Her voice had changed.

She had an Australian accent.

‘But,’ he paused, ‘I don’t get it.’

‘No, you don’t.’

On the table his phone started to ring. She picked it up.

‘Roland,’ she said. ‘Your fucking idiot brother.’

‘Give it to me.’

‘I don’t think so.’ She touched the screen and the call ended.

‘Hey. That’s my phone.’

She threw it onto the grass. ‘Go and get it.’

He started to get to his feet, but his legs felt heavy and he slumped back into his chair. His hands were starting to go numb and his vision was fading.