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Chapters (140)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. PROLOGUE
  4. The Baby
  5. Stan Davidson
  6. PART ONE
  7. Friday, 16 July 2021
  8. Alice
  9. Tom
  10. Ambleside, July 2013
  11. Monday, 19 July 2021
  12. Tom
  13. Alice
  14. Wednesday, 21 July 2021
  15. Tom
  16. Alice
  17. Summer, 2012
  18. Wednesday, 21 July 2021
  19. The Baby
  20. Ambleside, July 2013
  21. Thursday, 22 July 2021
  22. Tom
  23. Alice
  24. Tom
  25. Alice
  26. Tom
  27. Alice
  28. Tom
  29. Alice
  30. PART TWO
  31. The Baby
  32. Carrie Sanchez
  33. Sunday, 15 August 2021
  34. Tuesday, 17 August 2021
  35. Alice
  36. Tom
  37. Alice
  38. Tom
  39. Ambleside, 2013
  40. Wednesday, 18 August 2021
  41. Tom
  42. The Baby
  43. Alice
  44. Tom
  45. Summer, 2012
  46. Wednesday, 18 August 2021
  47. Mike Andrew
  48. Thursday, 19 August 2021
  49. DI Wynne
  50. Tom
  51. Alice
  52. ‘CRUCIFIX’ KILLER STRIKES: VICTIM ESCAPES
  53. Friday, 20 August 2021
  54. DI Wynne
  55. Tom
  56. Ambleside, July 2013
  57. Friday, 20 August 2021
  58. Tom
  59. Alice
  60. Tom
  61. Saturday, 21 August 2021
  62. Tom
  63. Alice
  64. DI Wynne
  65. Tom
  66. Ambleside, July 2013
  67. Tuesday, 24 August 2021
  68. Janice Kettering
  69. Tom
  70. Alice
  71. DI Wynne
  72. Tom
  73. Alice
  74. Thursday, 26 August 2021
  75. Tom
  76. Ambleside, July 2013
  77. Friday, 27 August 2021
  78. Alice
  79. Tom
  80. Saturday, 28 August 2021
  81. Alice
  82. Tom
  83. Wast Water, July 2013
  84. Brenda
  85. PART THREE
  86. Saturday, 28 August 2021
  87. Alice
  88. DI Wynne
  89. Ambleside, July 2013
  90. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  91. Nottingham, July 2013
  92. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  93. Alice
  94. Tom
  95. Alice
  96. Nottingham, July 2013
  97. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  98. Nottingham, July 2013
  99. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  100. Alice
  101. Roland
  102. DI Wynne
  103. Nadia
  104. Stockton Heath, September 2013
  105. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  106. Nadia
  107. Stockton Heath, December 2013
  108. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  109. Tom
  110. Perth, Australia, May 2013
  111. Stockton Heath, 28 December 2013
  112. Sunday, 29 August 2021
  113. Nadia
  114. Alice
  115. Roland
  116. Alice
  117. Roland
  118. Alice
  119. Roland
  120. Alice
  121. Roland
  122. Alice
  123. Roland
  124. Alice
  125. Roland
  126. Alice
  127. Roland
  128. DI Wynne
  129. Tom
  130. Roland
  131. DI Wynne
  132. Monday, 30 August 2021
  133. DI Wynne
  134. EPILOGUE
  135. Barrow, Maine, USA, October 2021
  136. Keep Reading …
  137. Acknowledgements
  138. About the Author
  139. Also by Alex Lake
  140. About the Publisher

‘I don’t want Tom to hear me. He thinks I’m asleep.’

‘Is everything OK?’

Alice paused. ‘I don’t know.’

‘What’s happened?’

‘He’s – I think he’s cracking up.’

‘Alice,’ Kay said. ‘Are you safe?’

‘I think so. For now.’

‘OK. Why do you think he’s cracking up?’

‘Last night was rough,’ Alice said. ‘Jo was colicky and fussy and neither of us got much sleep. I grabbed some at around one, but I was woken up by Jo crying really loudly. I went downstairs and she was in her basket, screaming at the top of her lungs, and Tom was just sitting there, his hands over his ears, shaking his head and staring into space.’

‘Jesus. Is Jo OK?’

‘She is. He didn’t know I’d seen him – and I didn’t want to surprise him – so I crept back upstairs, then came down noisily. When I went into the living room he’d picked her up. She was still wailing, but at least he was trying to soothe her.’

‘What did you do?’

‘I asked him what was going on, and he said he’d tried everything but she wouldn’t stop crying. I asked if he’d been holding her the whole time, and he nodded. He lied to me, Kay. And he looked awful. He had this crazy, desperate expression in his eyes. It was like looking at an animal.’

‘Are you sure you’re safe?’

‘He was better this morning. But he’s been suffering from anxiety, too. I’m really worried about him, Kay, and about how he’s treating Jo. I feel almost like he hates her. Like he could hurt her.’

‘I think you need to get out of there,’ Kay said. ‘You and Jo.’

‘That might be the final straw for him,’ Alice said. ‘I love him, Kay. I can’t abandon him. It might tip him over the edge.’

‘Safety first,’ Kay said. ‘You know—’

She was interrupted by a loud shout from downstairs.

‘Alice!’ Tom shouted. ‘Alice!’

‘What the hell was that?’ Kay said.

‘It’s Tom,’ Alice said. ‘He’s shouting for me. Something’s happened. I have to go.’

‘I’m coming over,’ Kay said. ‘Right now.’

‘That’s not necessary,’ Alice said. ‘Really—’

‘I don’t care. I’m on my way.’

The phone went dead, and Alice swung her legs off the bed.

‘Yes,’ she said. ‘What is it?’

‘Come downstairs now!’ Tom called. ‘Now!’

Alice walked quickly downstairs.

‘What is it?’ she said. ‘Why are you shouting?’

He held out the envelope. ‘There’s another letter,’ he said. ‘It just came. I looked outside but nobody’s there.’ He leaned against the wall, his breath short. ‘He was here, Alice. He was in our house.’

‘What do you mean?’

‘The letter was on the kitchen counter.’ He started shouting. ‘It was inside our house, Alice. Inside!’

‘Put it down,’ she said. ‘You shouldn’t touch it.’