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Chapters (107)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Foreword
  4. Introduction
  5. POEMS
  6. Shaukat ke Naam
  7. To Shaukat*
  8. Pashemani
  9. Regret
  10. Sarojini Naidu
  11. Sarojini Naidu
  12. Behroopni
  13. She of the Many Faces
  14. Andeshe
  15. Anxious Thoughts
  16. Aurat
  17. Woman
  18. Bewa ki Khudkushi
  19. A Widow’s Suicide
  20. Doshiza Malan
  21. The Virginal Flower Girl
  22. Ek Dua
  23. A Prayer
  24. Ek Bosa
  25. A Kiss
  26. Ek Lamha!
  27. A Moment!
  28. Ehtiyat
  29. Caution
  30. Naya Husn
  31. New Beauty
  32. Nazrana
  33. Tribute
  34. Pyar ka Jashn
  35. A Celebration of Love
  36. Tasawur
  37. Imagination
  38. Tum
  39. You
  40. Ajnabi
  41. Stranger
  42. Pehla Salaam
  43. The First Greeting
  44. Aaina
  45. Mirror
  46. Akhfa-i Muhabbat
  47. Concealing Love
  48. Roosi Aurat ka Naara
  49. The Call of the Russian Woman
  50. Hausla
  51. Courage
  52. Garbhwati
  53. The Pregnant Woman
  54. Peetal ke Kangan
  55. Brass Bangles
  56. FILM LYRICS
  57. Waqt Ne Kiya Kya Haseen Sitam*
  58. What a Beautiful Cruelty Time Has Inflicted
  59. Zara Sii Aahat Hotii Hai*
  60. At the Faintest Footfall . . .
  61. Yeh Nayan Darey Darey*
  62. These Fear-filled Eyes
  63. Merey Chanda, Mere Nanhe*
  64. My Darling, My Little One
  65. Kuchh Dil Ne Kaha*
  66. The Heart Says Something
  67. Dheerey-dheerey Machal Ai Dil-e Be-qaraar*
  68. Quieten, Quieten, O Restless Heart
  69. Abhi Kya Sunogey Suna To Hasogey*
  70. What Will You Hear Now, You Will Laugh If You Do
  71. Maa Hai Mohabbat ka Naam*
  72. A Mother Is a Name for Love
  73. Aaj Socha To Aansu Bhar Aaye*
  74. Tears Well Up When I Think of It
  75. Betaab Dil Ki Tamanna Yehi Hai*
  76. The Sole Desire of My Restless Heart
  77. Hai Tere Saath Meri Wafa*
  78. My Fidelity Will Stay with You
  79. Har Taraf Ab Yahii Afsaney Hain*
  80. All Around Me I Hear It Said
  81. Koi Yeh Kaise Bataye Ke Woh Tanha Kyun Hai*
  82. How Does One Explain . . .
  83. Jhuki Jhuki Si Nazar . . .*
  84. This Lowered Gaze
  85. Tum Itna Jo Muskura Rahey Ho . . .*
  86. You Are Smiling So Much
  87. Afterword
  88. Footnotes
  89. To Shaukat
  90. The Virginal Flower Girl
  91. Waqt Ne Kiya Kya Haseen Sitam
  92. Zara Sii Aahat Hotii Hai
  93. Yeh Nayan Darey Darey
  94. Merey Chanda, Mere Nanhe
  95. Kuchh Dil Ne Kaha
  96. Dheerey-dheerey Machal Ai Dil-e Be-qaraar
  97. Abhi Kya Sunogey Suna To Hasogey
  98. Maa Hai Mohabbat ka Naam
  99. Aaj Socha To Aansu Bhar Aaye
  100. Betaab Dil Ki Tamanna Yehi Hai
  101. Hai Tere Saath Meri Wafa
  102. Har Taraf Ab Yahii Afsaney Hain
  103. Koi Yeh Kaise Bataye Ke Woh Tanha Kyun Hai
  104. Jhuki Jhuki Si Nazar . . .
  105. Tum Itna Jo Muskura Rahey Ho . . .
  106. Select Bibliography
  107. THE BEGINNING

Ban gaya qasr to pehre pe koii baith gaya

So rahe khaaq pe hum shorish-e-tameer liye

Apni nas-nas mein liye mehnat-e-peham kii thakaan

Bund aankhon mein isii qasr kii tasveer liye

Din pighalta hai isii tarah saron par ab tak

Raat aankhon mein khatakti hai siyah teer liye

Aaj kii raat bahut garm havaa chaltii hai

Aaj kii raat naa footpath pe neend aaegii

Sab utho, main bhi uthuun, tum bhii utho, tum bhii utho

Koii khirkii isii diivaar mein khul jaaegii

. . . has continued to live in a rented house in Bombay. The poet who wrote ‘Behroopni’, a frightening poem on communalism, was out there marching on the streets in Ayodhya, during the height of the Babri Masjid–Ram Janmabhoomi dispute, while others were content to condemn the upsurge of communalism at cocktail parties or five-star seminars.

This is the story of a man who has lived his life fully and at eighty-two is raring to go. When he had his paralytic stroke on that fateful day of 8 February 1973, we thought his work would have to take a back seat. Five days after coming out of coma, barely able to speak, he dictated the poem ‘Dhamak’ to Shama Zaidi, describing the explosion of his brain haemorrhage. A month later he had written, whilst still in hospital, the poem ‘Zindagi’. It starts with a man lying on his deathbed.

Aaj andhera meri nas-nas mein utar jayega

Aankhen bujh jayengi bujh jayenge ehsas-o-shaoor

Aur ye sadiyon se jalta sa sulagta sa wajood

Isse pehle ki sahar mathe pe shabnam chhidke

Isse pehle ke meri beti ke woh phool se haath

Garm rukhsar ko thandak baqshein

Isse pehle ke mere bete ka mazboot badan

Tann-e-maflooj mein shakti bhar de

Isse pehle ki meri biwi ke honth

Mere honthon ki tapish pi jayein

Raakh ho jayega jalte

Aur phir raakh raakh bikhar jaayegi

The poem, however, does not end on a note of despair. It traces man’s struggle over the years to conquer death and analyses how religion became a means to conquer man’s fear of the unknown.

Maut lehrati thi sau shaklon mein

Maine ghabrake har shakl ko Khuda maan liya

Finally he comes back to the man on the hospital bed, revitalized and invigorated, ready to face life anew.

You find again and again in Kaifi’s poetry the ability to rise above the personal and encompass a much larger vision, so that his struggle is not his alone but becomes the struggle of all humanity. It is impossible to arrive at any understanding of Kaifi Azmi, unless you include his work for Mijwan, the tiny village in Azamgarh where he was born and has now decided to spend the rest of his life.