Chapters (107)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Foreword
- Introduction
- POEMS
- Shaukat ke Naam
- To Shaukat*
- Pashemani
- Regret
- Sarojini Naidu
- Sarojini Naidu
- Behroopni
- She of the Many Faces
- Andeshe
- Anxious Thoughts
- Aurat
- Woman
- Bewa ki Khudkushi
- A Widow’s Suicide
- Doshiza Malan
- The Virginal Flower Girl
- Ek Dua
- A Prayer
- Ek Bosa
- A Kiss
- Ek Lamha!
- A Moment!
- Ehtiyat
- Caution
- Naya Husn
- New Beauty
- Nazrana
- Tribute
- Pyar ka Jashn
- A Celebration of Love
- Tasawur
- Imagination
- Tum
- You
- Ajnabi
- Stranger
- Pehla Salaam
- The First Greeting
- Aaina
- Mirror
- Akhfa-i Muhabbat
- Concealing Love
- Roosi Aurat ka Naara
- The Call of the Russian Woman
- Hausla
- Courage
- Garbhwati
- The Pregnant Woman
- Peetal ke Kangan
- Brass Bangles
- FILM LYRICS
- Waqt Ne Kiya Kya Haseen Sitam*
- What a Beautiful Cruelty Time Has Inflicted
- Zara Sii Aahat Hotii Hai*
- At the Faintest Footfall . . .
- Yeh Nayan Darey Darey*
- These Fear-filled Eyes
- Merey Chanda, Mere Nanhe*
- My Darling, My Little One
- Kuchh Dil Ne Kaha*
- The Heart Says Something
- Dheerey-dheerey Machal Ai Dil-e Be-qaraar*
- Quieten, Quieten, O Restless Heart
- Abhi Kya Sunogey Suna To Hasogey*
- What Will You Hear Now, You Will Laugh If You Do
- Maa Hai Mohabbat ka Naam*
- A Mother Is a Name for Love
- Aaj Socha To Aansu Bhar Aaye*
- Tears Well Up When I Think of It
- Betaab Dil Ki Tamanna Yehi Hai*
- The Sole Desire of My Restless Heart
- Hai Tere Saath Meri Wafa*
- My Fidelity Will Stay with You
- Har Taraf Ab Yahii Afsaney Hain*
- All Around Me I Hear It Said
- Koi Yeh Kaise Bataye Ke Woh Tanha Kyun Hai*
- How Does One Explain . . .
- Jhuki Jhuki Si Nazar . . .*
- This Lowered Gaze
- Tum Itna Jo Muskura Rahey Ho . . .*
- You Are Smiling So Much
- Afterword
- Footnotes
- To Shaukat
- The Virginal Flower Girl
- Waqt Ne Kiya Kya Haseen Sitam
- Zara Sii Aahat Hotii Hai
- Yeh Nayan Darey Darey
- Merey Chanda, Mere Nanhe
- Kuchh Dil Ne Kaha
- Dheerey-dheerey Machal Ai Dil-e Be-qaraar
- Abhi Kya Sunogey Suna To Hasogey
- Maa Hai Mohabbat ka Naam
- Aaj Socha To Aansu Bhar Aaye
- Betaab Dil Ki Tamanna Yehi Hai
- Hai Tere Saath Meri Wafa
- Har Taraf Ab Yahii Afsaney Hain
- Koi Yeh Kaise Bataye Ke Woh Tanha Kyun Hai
- Jhuki Jhuki Si Nazar . . .
- Tum Itna Jo Muskura Rahey Ho . . .
- Select Bibliography
- THE BEGINNING
Ban gaya qasr to pehre pe koii baith gaya
So rahe khaaq pe hum shorish-e-tameer liye
Apni nas-nas mein liye mehnat-e-peham kii thakaan
Bund aankhon mein isii qasr kii tasveer liye
Din pighalta hai isii tarah saron par ab tak
Raat aankhon mein khatakti hai siyah teer liye
Aaj kii raat bahut garm havaa chaltii hai
Aaj kii raat naa footpath pe neend aaegii
Sab utho, main bhi uthuun, tum bhii utho, tum bhii utho
Koii khirkii isii diivaar mein khul jaaegii
. . . has continued to live in a rented house in Bombay. The poet who wrote ‘Behroopni’, a frightening poem on communalism, was out there marching on the streets in Ayodhya, during the height of the Babri Masjid–Ram Janmabhoomi dispute, while others were content to condemn the upsurge of communalism at cocktail parties or five-star seminars.
This is the story of a man who has lived his life fully and at eighty-two is raring to go. When he had his paralytic stroke on that fateful day of 8 February 1973, we thought his work would have to take a back seat. Five days after coming out of coma, barely able to speak, he dictated the poem ‘Dhamak’ to Shama Zaidi, describing the explosion of his brain haemorrhage. A month later he had written, whilst still in hospital, the poem ‘Zindagi’. It starts with a man lying on his deathbed.
Aaj andhera meri nas-nas mein utar jayega
Aankhen bujh jayengi bujh jayenge ehsas-o-shaoor
Aur ye sadiyon se jalta sa sulagta sa wajood
Isse pehle ki sahar mathe pe shabnam chhidke
Isse pehle ke meri beti ke woh phool se haath
Garm rukhsar ko thandak baqshein
Isse pehle ke mere bete ka mazboot badan
Tann-e-maflooj mein shakti bhar de
Isse pehle ki meri biwi ke honth
Mere honthon ki tapish pi jayein
Raakh ho jayega jalte
Aur phir raakh raakh bikhar jaayegi
The poem, however, does not end on a note of despair. It traces man’s struggle over the years to conquer death and analyses how religion became a means to conquer man’s fear of the unknown.
Maut lehrati thi sau shaklon mein
Maine ghabrake har shakl ko Khuda maan liya
Finally he comes back to the man on the hospital bed, revitalized and invigorated, ready to face life anew.
You find again and again in Kaifi’s poetry the ability to rise above the personal and encompass a much larger vision, so that his struggle is not his alone but becomes the struggle of all humanity. It is impossible to arrive at any understanding of Kaifi Azmi, unless you include his work for Mijwan, the tiny village in Azamgarh where he was born and has now decided to spend the rest of his life.