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Chapters (107)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Foreword
  4. Introduction
  5. POEMS
  6. Shaukat ke Naam
  7. To Shaukat*
  8. Pashemani
  9. Regret
  10. Sarojini Naidu
  11. Sarojini Naidu
  12. Behroopni
  13. She of the Many Faces
  14. Andeshe
  15. Anxious Thoughts
  16. Aurat
  17. Woman
  18. Bewa ki Khudkushi
  19. A Widow’s Suicide
  20. Doshiza Malan
  21. The Virginal Flower Girl
  22. Ek Dua
  23. A Prayer
  24. Ek Bosa
  25. A Kiss
  26. Ek Lamha!
  27. A Moment!
  28. Ehtiyat
  29. Caution
  30. Naya Husn
  31. New Beauty
  32. Nazrana
  33. Tribute
  34. Pyar ka Jashn
  35. A Celebration of Love
  36. Tasawur
  37. Imagination
  38. Tum
  39. You
  40. Ajnabi
  41. Stranger
  42. Pehla Salaam
  43. The First Greeting
  44. Aaina
  45. Mirror
  46. Akhfa-i Muhabbat
  47. Concealing Love
  48. Roosi Aurat ka Naara
  49. The Call of the Russian Woman
  50. Hausla
  51. Courage
  52. Garbhwati
  53. The Pregnant Woman
  54. Peetal ke Kangan
  55. Brass Bangles
  56. FILM LYRICS
  57. Waqt Ne Kiya Kya Haseen Sitam*
  58. What a Beautiful Cruelty Time Has Inflicted
  59. Zara Sii Aahat Hotii Hai*
  60. At the Faintest Footfall . . .
  61. Yeh Nayan Darey Darey*
  62. These Fear-filled Eyes
  63. Merey Chanda, Mere Nanhe*
  64. My Darling, My Little One
  65. Kuchh Dil Ne Kaha*
  66. The Heart Says Something
  67. Dheerey-dheerey Machal Ai Dil-e Be-qaraar*
  68. Quieten, Quieten, O Restless Heart
  69. Abhi Kya Sunogey Suna To Hasogey*
  70. What Will You Hear Now, You Will Laugh If You Do
  71. Maa Hai Mohabbat ka Naam*
  72. A Mother Is a Name for Love
  73. Aaj Socha To Aansu Bhar Aaye*
  74. Tears Well Up When I Think of It
  75. Betaab Dil Ki Tamanna Yehi Hai*
  76. The Sole Desire of My Restless Heart
  77. Hai Tere Saath Meri Wafa*
  78. My Fidelity Will Stay with You
  79. Har Taraf Ab Yahii Afsaney Hain*
  80. All Around Me I Hear It Said
  81. Koi Yeh Kaise Bataye Ke Woh Tanha Kyun Hai*
  82. How Does One Explain . . .
  83. Jhuki Jhuki Si Nazar . . .*
  84. This Lowered Gaze
  85. Tum Itna Jo Muskura Rahey Ho . . .*
  86. You Are Smiling So Much
  87. Afterword
  88. Footnotes
  89. To Shaukat
  90. The Virginal Flower Girl
  91. Waqt Ne Kiya Kya Haseen Sitam
  92. Zara Sii Aahat Hotii Hai
  93. Yeh Nayan Darey Darey
  94. Merey Chanda, Mere Nanhe
  95. Kuchh Dil Ne Kaha
  96. Dheerey-dheerey Machal Ai Dil-e Be-qaraar
  97. Abhi Kya Sunogey Suna To Hasogey
  98. Maa Hai Mohabbat ka Naam
  99. Aaj Socha To Aansu Bhar Aaye
  100. Betaab Dil Ki Tamanna Yehi Hai
  101. Hai Tere Saath Meri Wafa
  102. Har Taraf Ab Yahii Afsaney Hain
  103. Koi Yeh Kaise Bataye Ke Woh Tanha Kyun Hai
  104. Jhuki Jhuki Si Nazar . . .
  105. Tum Itna Jo Muskura Rahey Ho . . .
  106. Select Bibliography
  107. THE BEGINNING

Peit khulney pe woh jalta hua mua phorha nikley

Khoon behta hai bahey, zehr to thorha nikley

Kuchh dawa se naa hua hai, naa dua se hoga

Meiz tayyaar karo, garbhwati ko le aao

Peit ko chaak karo, kokh pe nashtar barsao

Kaun sa waqt thha, din kaisey they, haan yaad aaya

Jung uss waqt thhi, ab jung kii tayyari hai

Tab se ab tak wahi manhoos amal jaari hai

Shal huey jaate hain jarraho ke dast-o baazu

Peit mein lagtii hai aari, na chhuri dhansti hai

Meiz par leitii hui garbhwati hanstii hai

The Pregnant Woman

I have been listening to these silent groans

We have always been afflicted, not just tonight

You have not slept and neither will God sleep tonight

The midwife stands quietly stirring the opiate

Bells ring in temples and prayers are offered in mosques

Sleep is the only medicine for such patients

It’s usually the first childbirth that entails such pain

Yet this last one has raised a storm

Tiring out both the mother and the midwife

What good will come to the world from such a birth

There is a difference between spasms and retching agony

The mother is separated from the consequence, the father from the genesis

In any case, don’t give up on her womb

They say the pregnant woman is not so innocent

No one knows whether she will birth a demon or a god

This anxiety-ridden mind seeks relief

Prayer might work where medicine fails

There is no danger for the mother, though the baby may die in the womb

The surgeons say this is the fruit of sin

If it doesn’t die on its own today, let the mother too die

And this conflict between loss and gain also cease

It’s also possible that what we assume to be a child

Might turn out to be an erupting boil

Let the blood flow, let the poison drain

Medicines have not helped, nor will prayers

Ready the table for operation, bring the pregnant woman

Cut open her abdomen, rain scalpels upon her womb

What period was it, what was the era, yes, I remember now

There was a war on, even as we prepare for another

The same evil practice continues over the ages

The hands of the surgeons grow numb

Neither saw nor scalpel touches the womb

The pregnant woman lies on the table and laughs

Peetal ke Kangan

Hai yeh peetal ke kangan aur tuu jaan-e bahaar

Woh bhi laya hoon ba-mushkil wai barlail-o nahaar

Tuu magar unn ko pahn kar bhi bahut masruur hai

Kyun na ho khatir mere akhlaas kii manzuur hai

Jab se mere ghar mein tuu aayi haiai muflis nawaaz

Bann gayi hai saari hasti paikar-e soz-o gudaaz

Naujawan dil mein sinaaney ranj ki garhnein lagiin

Aa qabl az waqt rukh par jhurriyan parhnein lagiin

Woh gulabi ankhudiyan woh ras mein duube lab nahiin

Maine jo ghunghat mein dekhe the woh tewar ab nahiin