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Chapters (107)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Foreword
  4. Introduction
  5. POEMS
  6. Shaukat ke Naam
  7. To Shaukat*
  8. Pashemani
  9. Regret
  10. Sarojini Naidu
  11. Sarojini Naidu
  12. Behroopni
  13. She of the Many Faces
  14. Andeshe
  15. Anxious Thoughts
  16. Aurat
  17. Woman
  18. Bewa ki Khudkushi
  19. A Widow’s Suicide
  20. Doshiza Malan
  21. The Virginal Flower Girl
  22. Ek Dua
  23. A Prayer
  24. Ek Bosa
  25. A Kiss
  26. Ek Lamha!
  27. A Moment!
  28. Ehtiyat
  29. Caution
  30. Naya Husn
  31. New Beauty
  32. Nazrana
  33. Tribute
  34. Pyar ka Jashn
  35. A Celebration of Love
  36. Tasawur
  37. Imagination
  38. Tum
  39. You
  40. Ajnabi
  41. Stranger
  42. Pehla Salaam
  43. The First Greeting
  44. Aaina
  45. Mirror
  46. Akhfa-i Muhabbat
  47. Concealing Love
  48. Roosi Aurat ka Naara
  49. The Call of the Russian Woman
  50. Hausla
  51. Courage
  52. Garbhwati
  53. The Pregnant Woman
  54. Peetal ke Kangan
  55. Brass Bangles
  56. FILM LYRICS
  57. Waqt Ne Kiya Kya Haseen Sitam*
  58. What a Beautiful Cruelty Time Has Inflicted
  59. Zara Sii Aahat Hotii Hai*
  60. At the Faintest Footfall . . .
  61. Yeh Nayan Darey Darey*
  62. These Fear-filled Eyes
  63. Merey Chanda, Mere Nanhe*
  64. My Darling, My Little One
  65. Kuchh Dil Ne Kaha*
  66. The Heart Says Something
  67. Dheerey-dheerey Machal Ai Dil-e Be-qaraar*
  68. Quieten, Quieten, O Restless Heart
  69. Abhi Kya Sunogey Suna To Hasogey*
  70. What Will You Hear Now, You Will Laugh If You Do
  71. Maa Hai Mohabbat ka Naam*
  72. A Mother Is a Name for Love
  73. Aaj Socha To Aansu Bhar Aaye*
  74. Tears Well Up When I Think of It
  75. Betaab Dil Ki Tamanna Yehi Hai*
  76. The Sole Desire of My Restless Heart
  77. Hai Tere Saath Meri Wafa*
  78. My Fidelity Will Stay with You
  79. Har Taraf Ab Yahii Afsaney Hain*
  80. All Around Me I Hear It Said
  81. Koi Yeh Kaise Bataye Ke Woh Tanha Kyun Hai*
  82. How Does One Explain . . .
  83. Jhuki Jhuki Si Nazar . . .*
  84. This Lowered Gaze
  85. Tum Itna Jo Muskura Rahey Ho . . .*
  86. You Are Smiling So Much
  87. Afterword
  88. Footnotes
  89. To Shaukat
  90. The Virginal Flower Girl
  91. Waqt Ne Kiya Kya Haseen Sitam
  92. Zara Sii Aahat Hotii Hai
  93. Yeh Nayan Darey Darey
  94. Merey Chanda, Mere Nanhe
  95. Kuchh Dil Ne Kaha
  96. Dheerey-dheerey Machal Ai Dil-e Be-qaraar
  97. Abhi Kya Sunogey Suna To Hasogey
  98. Maa Hai Mohabbat ka Naam
  99. Aaj Socha To Aansu Bhar Aaye
  100. Betaab Dil Ki Tamanna Yehi Hai
  101. Hai Tere Saath Meri Wafa
  102. Har Taraf Ab Yahii Afsaney Hain
  103. Koi Yeh Kaise Bataye Ke Woh Tanha Kyun Hai
  104. Jhuki Jhuki Si Nazar . . .
  105. Tum Itna Jo Muskura Rahey Ho . . .
  106. Select Bibliography
  107. THE BEGINNING

I discarded her far away from the city

And I announced: Arise!

Ice has formed on your chests

Melt it with hot kisses

Commit any sin you wish

Celebrate Adam tonight

She emerged from my sleeve

Snuffed out the lamp with her hand

Then rubbed the darkness on her face

Words rising from the heart turned back from the lips

The marriage party returned from the doorway

She took me aside and said:

Today, Fear is another name for Life

Fear is the soil in which

Sects grow and nourish

And streams are cut off from oceans

As long as the heart remains fearful

Only the face needs to change

Only the tone needs to change

No one can destroy me

No one can celebrate Adam

Andeshe

Ruuh bechain hai ik dil kii aziyyat kya hai

Dil hii shola hai to ye soz-e-mohabbat kya hai

Woh mujhe bhuul gaii iss kii shikayat kya hai

Ranj to ye hai ki ro ro ke bhulaayaa hogaa

Woh kahaan aur kahaan kahish-e-ġham, sozish-e-jaan

Uss kii rangiin nazar aur nuqush-e-hirmaan

Uss ka ehsaas-e-latiif aur shikast-e-armaan

Taana-zan ek zamaana nazar aayaa hogaa

Jhuk gaii hogii javaan-saal umangon kii jabiin

Mit gaii hogii lalak, duub gayaa hogaa yaqiin

Chhaa gayaa hogaa dhuaan, ghuum gaii hogii zamiin

Apne pahle hii gharaunde ko jo dhaayaa hogaa

Dil ne aise bhii kuchh afsaane sunaae honge

Ashk aankhon ne piye aur na bahaae honge

Band kamre mein jo ḳhat mere jalaae honge

Ek ek harf jabiin par ubhar aayaa hogaa

Uss ne ghabraa ke nazar laakh bachaaii hogii

Mit ke ik naqsh ne sau shakl dikhaaii hogii

Meiz se jab meri tasviir hataaii hogii

Har taraf mujh ko tadaptaa huaa paayaa hogaa

Be-mahal chhed pe jazbaat ubal aae honge

Gham pashemaan-e-tabassum mein dhal aae honge

Naam par mere jab aansu nikal aae honge

Sar na kaandhe se sahelii ke utthaayaa hogaa

Zulf zid kar ke kisii ne jo hataii hogii

Ruuthe jalvon pe ḳhizaan aur bhii chhaaii hogii

Barq ashvon ne kaii din na giraaii hogii

Rang chehre pe kaii roz na aayaa hogaa

Anxious Thoughts

The spirit is restless what is the heart’s torment

When the heart is aflame, to what avail this passion of love

Why complain if she has forgotten me

But the regret is that she must have cried while doing so

She and her pining and sorrow, and ardour for life

Her bright gaze and her disappointments engraved

Her delicate sensibilities and her vanquished hopes

How the world must have appeared like a taunt to her

How the forehead of youthful longings must have bowed

How her yearnings must have dried up, her faith doused

Mists must have enveloped her, and the earth spun on its axis

When she had to destroy her very first nest

Her heart must have told her just these sort of stories

Her eyes would have swallowed her tears, not letting a single drop fall

When she burned my letters behind closed doors