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Chapters (107)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Foreword
  4. Introduction
  5. POEMS
  6. Shaukat ke Naam
  7. To Shaukat*
  8. Pashemani
  9. Regret
  10. Sarojini Naidu
  11. Sarojini Naidu
  12. Behroopni
  13. She of the Many Faces
  14. Andeshe
  15. Anxious Thoughts
  16. Aurat
  17. Woman
  18. Bewa ki Khudkushi
  19. A Widow’s Suicide
  20. Doshiza Malan
  21. The Virginal Flower Girl
  22. Ek Dua
  23. A Prayer
  24. Ek Bosa
  25. A Kiss
  26. Ek Lamha!
  27. A Moment!
  28. Ehtiyat
  29. Caution
  30. Naya Husn
  31. New Beauty
  32. Nazrana
  33. Tribute
  34. Pyar ka Jashn
  35. A Celebration of Love
  36. Tasawur
  37. Imagination
  38. Tum
  39. You
  40. Ajnabi
  41. Stranger
  42. Pehla Salaam
  43. The First Greeting
  44. Aaina
  45. Mirror
  46. Akhfa-i Muhabbat
  47. Concealing Love
  48. Roosi Aurat ka Naara
  49. The Call of the Russian Woman
  50. Hausla
  51. Courage
  52. Garbhwati
  53. The Pregnant Woman
  54. Peetal ke Kangan
  55. Brass Bangles
  56. FILM LYRICS
  57. Waqt Ne Kiya Kya Haseen Sitam*
  58. What a Beautiful Cruelty Time Has Inflicted
  59. Zara Sii Aahat Hotii Hai*
  60. At the Faintest Footfall . . .
  61. Yeh Nayan Darey Darey*
  62. These Fear-filled Eyes
  63. Merey Chanda, Mere Nanhe*
  64. My Darling, My Little One
  65. Kuchh Dil Ne Kaha*
  66. The Heart Says Something
  67. Dheerey-dheerey Machal Ai Dil-e Be-qaraar*
  68. Quieten, Quieten, O Restless Heart
  69. Abhi Kya Sunogey Suna To Hasogey*
  70. What Will You Hear Now, You Will Laugh If You Do
  71. Maa Hai Mohabbat ka Naam*
  72. A Mother Is a Name for Love
  73. Aaj Socha To Aansu Bhar Aaye*
  74. Tears Well Up When I Think of It
  75. Betaab Dil Ki Tamanna Yehi Hai*
  76. The Sole Desire of My Restless Heart
  77. Hai Tere Saath Meri Wafa*
  78. My Fidelity Will Stay with You
  79. Har Taraf Ab Yahii Afsaney Hain*
  80. All Around Me I Hear It Said
  81. Koi Yeh Kaise Bataye Ke Woh Tanha Kyun Hai*
  82. How Does One Explain . . .
  83. Jhuki Jhuki Si Nazar . . .*
  84. This Lowered Gaze
  85. Tum Itna Jo Muskura Rahey Ho . . .*
  86. You Are Smiling So Much
  87. Afterword
  88. Footnotes
  89. To Shaukat
  90. The Virginal Flower Girl
  91. Waqt Ne Kiya Kya Haseen Sitam
  92. Zara Sii Aahat Hotii Hai
  93. Yeh Nayan Darey Darey
  94. Merey Chanda, Mere Nanhe
  95. Kuchh Dil Ne Kaha
  96. Dheerey-dheerey Machal Ai Dil-e Be-qaraar
  97. Abhi Kya Sunogey Suna To Hasogey
  98. Maa Hai Mohabbat ka Naam
  99. Aaj Socha To Aansu Bhar Aaye
  100. Betaab Dil Ki Tamanna Yehi Hai
  101. Hai Tere Saath Meri Wafa
  102. Har Taraf Ab Yahii Afsaney Hain
  103. Koi Yeh Kaise Bataye Ke Woh Tanha Kyun Hai
  104. Jhuki Jhuki Si Nazar . . .
  105. Tum Itna Jo Muskura Rahey Ho . . .
  106. Select Bibliography
  107. THE BEGINNING

Apni ma bahnon ka bhii aankhen churaanaa yaad hai

Aisi duniya mein kisi ka chhod jaanaa yaad hai

Byaaġhbaan to qabr mein hai kaun ab dekhe bahaar

Khud usii ko tiir us ke karne vaale hain shikar

Jab nazar aataa nahiin detaa koi bekas ka saath

Zahr ki shiishii ki jaanib ḳhud-ba-ḳhud badhtaa hai haath

Dil tadap kar kah rahaa hai jald iss duniya ko chhod

Chudiyaan todiin to phir zanjiir-e-hasti ko bhii tod

Dam agar niklaa to khoii zindagi mil jaaegii

Ye nahin to ḳhair tanhaa qabr hii mil jaaegii

Vaan tujhe zillat ki nazron se na dekhega koi

Chaahe hansnaa chaahe ronaa phir na rokegaa koi

Vaan sab ahl-e-dard hain sab saahab-e-insaaf hain

Rahbar aage jaa chuka raahein bhi teri saaf hain

Dil inhiin baaton mein uljhaa thaa ki dam ghabraa gaya

Haath le kar zahr ki shiishii labon tak aa gayaa

Tilmilaatii aankh jhapkatii jhijaktii haanptii

Pii gaii kul zahr aaḳhir thartharaatii kanptii

Maut ne jhatka diyaa kul uzv dhiile ho gae

Saans ukhdii, nabz dubii, hont niile ho gae

Aankh jhapkii ashk tapka hichkii aaii kho gaii

Maut ki aaġhosh mein ik aah bhar kar so gaii

Aur kar ik aah sulge hind ki rasmon ka daam

Ai javaana-marg bewa tujh pe Kaifi ka salaam

A Widow’s Suicide

This dark night when the entire world is fast asleep

When every leaf and twig is lost in the tableau of silence

The ocean of darkness is in turmoil and the gloom is filled with tumult

The lantern in the sky has been snuffed out since evening

The few stars that are about look lightless and dull

Like wilted flowers in a stale garland

The clear light of the moon is submersed in the clouds

Like enthusiasm that has been buried in disappointments

Are they dark clouds amassed to drown the world

Or is it a widow with open hair crying as she walks

The hamlet is as desolate as it is densely populated

Every alley is silent and every path deserted

No news emerges from those who inhabit these houses

The lattices are downed and chains bar the doors

All the old and young in the house are asleep and oblivious

Beauty and love have stopped whispering to each other

Yes, but there is a mourner in one distant corner

Tossing and turning on her bed, her heart sinking

A heart that won’t stay in a breast with a hundred gashes

A face like a flower is smeared with the ash of widowhood

The colour on her face gone like a frail life with a limited lifespan

The heart and soul of death hold her youth in its grasp

Unfulfilled desires die in the embrace of despair

A thousand reproaches quiver on her silent lips

Her years are not ready yet to worship the dead

This living corpse is a burden for a wronged life

No matter how hard she tries, she can’t control her heart