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Chapters (107)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Foreword
  4. Introduction
  5. POEMS
  6. Shaukat ke Naam
  7. To Shaukat*
  8. Pashemani
  9. Regret
  10. Sarojini Naidu
  11. Sarojini Naidu
  12. Behroopni
  13. She of the Many Faces
  14. Andeshe
  15. Anxious Thoughts
  16. Aurat
  17. Woman
  18. Bewa ki Khudkushi
  19. A Widow’s Suicide
  20. Doshiza Malan
  21. The Virginal Flower Girl
  22. Ek Dua
  23. A Prayer
  24. Ek Bosa
  25. A Kiss
  26. Ek Lamha!
  27. A Moment!
  28. Ehtiyat
  29. Caution
  30. Naya Husn
  31. New Beauty
  32. Nazrana
  33. Tribute
  34. Pyar ka Jashn
  35. A Celebration of Love
  36. Tasawur
  37. Imagination
  38. Tum
  39. You
  40. Ajnabi
  41. Stranger
  42. Pehla Salaam
  43. The First Greeting
  44. Aaina
  45. Mirror
  46. Akhfa-i Muhabbat
  47. Concealing Love
  48. Roosi Aurat ka Naara
  49. The Call of the Russian Woman
  50. Hausla
  51. Courage
  52. Garbhwati
  53. The Pregnant Woman
  54. Peetal ke Kangan
  55. Brass Bangles
  56. FILM LYRICS
  57. Waqt Ne Kiya Kya Haseen Sitam*
  58. What a Beautiful Cruelty Time Has Inflicted
  59. Zara Sii Aahat Hotii Hai*
  60. At the Faintest Footfall . . .
  61. Yeh Nayan Darey Darey*
  62. These Fear-filled Eyes
  63. Merey Chanda, Mere Nanhe*
  64. My Darling, My Little One
  65. Kuchh Dil Ne Kaha*
  66. The Heart Says Something
  67. Dheerey-dheerey Machal Ai Dil-e Be-qaraar*
  68. Quieten, Quieten, O Restless Heart
  69. Abhi Kya Sunogey Suna To Hasogey*
  70. What Will You Hear Now, You Will Laugh If You Do
  71. Maa Hai Mohabbat ka Naam*
  72. A Mother Is a Name for Love
  73. Aaj Socha To Aansu Bhar Aaye*
  74. Tears Well Up When I Think of It
  75. Betaab Dil Ki Tamanna Yehi Hai*
  76. The Sole Desire of My Restless Heart
  77. Hai Tere Saath Meri Wafa*
  78. My Fidelity Will Stay with You
  79. Har Taraf Ab Yahii Afsaney Hain*
  80. All Around Me I Hear It Said
  81. Koi Yeh Kaise Bataye Ke Woh Tanha Kyun Hai*
  82. How Does One Explain . . .
  83. Jhuki Jhuki Si Nazar . . .*
  84. This Lowered Gaze
  85. Tum Itna Jo Muskura Rahey Ho . . .*
  86. You Are Smiling So Much
  87. Afterword
  88. Footnotes
  89. To Shaukat
  90. The Virginal Flower Girl
  91. Waqt Ne Kiya Kya Haseen Sitam
  92. Zara Sii Aahat Hotii Hai
  93. Yeh Nayan Darey Darey
  94. Merey Chanda, Mere Nanhe
  95. Kuchh Dil Ne Kaha
  96. Dheerey-dheerey Machal Ai Dil-e Be-qaraar
  97. Abhi Kya Sunogey Suna To Hasogey
  98. Maa Hai Mohabbat ka Naam
  99. Aaj Socha To Aansu Bhar Aaye
  100. Betaab Dil Ki Tamanna Yehi Hai
  101. Hai Tere Saath Meri Wafa
  102. Har Taraf Ab Yahii Afsaney Hain
  103. Koi Yeh Kaise Bataye Ke Woh Tanha Kyun Hai
  104. Jhuki Jhuki Si Nazar . . .
  105. Tum Itna Jo Muskura Rahey Ho . . .
  106. Select Bibliography
  107. THE BEGINNING

Kyun main be-qasd, be-azm, be-waasta

Doosri simt ghabra ke takne laga

The First Greeting

A playful hesitation, an innocent message

Such, Kaifi, was that certain someone’s first greeting

The flowers on her cheeks were drenched

As her hand rose and her steps faltered

A colour began to spill from her body

As the veil began to slip from her head

The sense of unfamiliarity became a stranger

As the heart beat amidst rising waves

The breath tied itself in rose-hued knots

Lips trembled, grew still, the gaze held steadfast

This misgiving I will carry all my life

Why did my response lack poise

Flustered, why did I suddenly, thoughtlessly, needlessly

Begin to look in the other direction

Aaina

Aaina torh diya, torh diya, torh diya

Shakl eik baar zara dekh to lo

Dekho, ab kaisi nazar aati ho

Phir wahi ankhon mein rang aata hai

Ya jhijhal jaati hai, dar jaata hai

Isi aaine mein dekha thha woh husn

Jiska dushwaar yaquin hota hai

Aur poochha thha bade naaz ke saath

Koi itna bhi hasiin hota hai

Isme aaine ki khuubi to nahin

Husn hab thha to nazar aaya thha

Paa chuki thhi tumhe duniya lekin

Tumne apne ko kahaan paya thha

Aur jab apne ko paaya tumne

Jaane aaine ko kyon torh diya

Haadsa yeh bhi nahi hai lekin

Dekhna apne ko kya chhorh diya

Shakl eik baar zara dekh to lo

Dekho, ab kaisi nazar aati ho

Mirror

You have broken the mirror, smashed it, shattered it!

See your face but once

See how you look now

Does that same colour seep into your eyes

Or do you turn bashful, and get scared

I had seen a beauty in this very mirror

One that is hard to believe

And had asked with great pride:

Can anyone be so beautiful?

There was nothing special about the mirror

It was the beauty that made it so

The world had discovered you even though

You were yet to find yourself

And when you finally found yourself

Who knows why you broke the mirror

That in itself was not such a calamity

But that you stopped looking at yourself

See your face, but once

See, how you look now

Akhfa-i Muhabbat

Tum muhabbat ko chhupatii kyun ho?

Hai! Yeh jabr ki soorat jiina

Mooh bigaarhe huwe amrit piina

Kaanpti rooh dhadakta siina

Jurm fitrat ko banatii kyun ho?

Tum muhabbat ko chhupatii kyun ho?

Dil bhi hai dil mein tamanna bhi hai

Kuchh jawaani ka taqaaza bhi hai

Tum ko apne par bharosa bhi hai

Jheinp kar aankh milatii kyun ho?

Tum muhabbat ko chhupatii kyun ho?

Haan woh hanstein hain jo insaan nahiin

Jinko kuchh ishq ka irfan nahiin

Sang zaadon mein zara jaan nahiin

Aankh aison ki bachaati kyun ho?

Tum muhabbat ko chhupatii kyun ho?

Zulm tumne koi dhaaya to nahiin

Ibn-e Adam ko sataaya to nahiin

Khoon gharibon ka bahaaya to nahiin

Yun pasiine mein nahaii kyun ho?

Tum muhabbat ko chhupatii kyun ho?