Chapters (107)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Foreword
- Introduction
- POEMS
- Shaukat ke Naam
- To Shaukat*
- Pashemani
- Regret
- Sarojini Naidu
- Sarojini Naidu
- Behroopni
- She of the Many Faces
- Andeshe
- Anxious Thoughts
- Aurat
- Woman
- Bewa ki Khudkushi
- A Widow’s Suicide
- Doshiza Malan
- The Virginal Flower Girl
- Ek Dua
- A Prayer
- Ek Bosa
- A Kiss
- Ek Lamha!
- A Moment!
- Ehtiyat
- Caution
- Naya Husn
- New Beauty
- Nazrana
- Tribute
- Pyar ka Jashn
- A Celebration of Love
- Tasawur
- Imagination
- Tum
- You
- Ajnabi
- Stranger
- Pehla Salaam
- The First Greeting
- Aaina
- Mirror
- Akhfa-i Muhabbat
- Concealing Love
- Roosi Aurat ka Naara
- The Call of the Russian Woman
- Hausla
- Courage
- Garbhwati
- The Pregnant Woman
- Peetal ke Kangan
- Brass Bangles
- FILM LYRICS
- Waqt Ne Kiya Kya Haseen Sitam*
- What a Beautiful Cruelty Time Has Inflicted
- Zara Sii Aahat Hotii Hai*
- At the Faintest Footfall . . .
- Yeh Nayan Darey Darey*
- These Fear-filled Eyes
- Merey Chanda, Mere Nanhe*
- My Darling, My Little One
- Kuchh Dil Ne Kaha*
- The Heart Says Something
- Dheerey-dheerey Machal Ai Dil-e Be-qaraar*
- Quieten, Quieten, O Restless Heart
- Abhi Kya Sunogey Suna To Hasogey*
- What Will You Hear Now, You Will Laugh If You Do
- Maa Hai Mohabbat ka Naam*
- A Mother Is a Name for Love
- Aaj Socha To Aansu Bhar Aaye*
- Tears Well Up When I Think of It
- Betaab Dil Ki Tamanna Yehi Hai*
- The Sole Desire of My Restless Heart
- Hai Tere Saath Meri Wafa*
- My Fidelity Will Stay with You
- Har Taraf Ab Yahii Afsaney Hain*
- All Around Me I Hear It Said
- Koi Yeh Kaise Bataye Ke Woh Tanha Kyun Hai*
- How Does One Explain . . .
- Jhuki Jhuki Si Nazar . . .*
- This Lowered Gaze
- Tum Itna Jo Muskura Rahey Ho . . .*
- You Are Smiling So Much
- Afterword
- Footnotes
- To Shaukat
- The Virginal Flower Girl
- Waqt Ne Kiya Kya Haseen Sitam
- Zara Sii Aahat Hotii Hai
- Yeh Nayan Darey Darey
- Merey Chanda, Mere Nanhe
- Kuchh Dil Ne Kaha
- Dheerey-dheerey Machal Ai Dil-e Be-qaraar
- Abhi Kya Sunogey Suna To Hasogey
- Maa Hai Mohabbat ka Naam
- Aaj Socha To Aansu Bhar Aaye
- Betaab Dil Ki Tamanna Yehi Hai
- Hai Tere Saath Meri Wafa
- Har Taraf Ab Yahii Afsaney Hain
- Koi Yeh Kaise Bataye Ke Woh Tanha Kyun Hai
- Jhuki Jhuki Si Nazar . . .
- Tum Itna Jo Muskura Rahey Ho . . .
- Select Bibliography
- THE BEGINNING
Har qadam par udhar murh ke dekha
Unkii mehfil se hum utth to aaye
Reh gayii zindagi dard ban ke
Dard dil mein chhupaiye-chhupaiye
Dil ki nazuk ragein toot tii hain
Yaad itna bhii koi na aaye
Tears Well Up When I Think of It
Tears well up when I think of it
It’s been ages since I smiled
At every step I looked back for a glimpse
Though I turned away from him
Life is now nothing but a pain
A pain I hide in my heart always
The delicate arteries of the heart break
Let no one be remembered so
Betaab Dil Ki Tamanna Yehi Hai*
Betaab dil ki tamanna yehi hai
Tumhey chaaheingey, tumhey puujeingey
Tumhey apna Khuda banaeingey
Soone-soone khwaabon mein jab tak tum naa aaye thhey
Khushiyaan thhii sab auron ki gham bhi saare paraaye thhey
Apne se bhi chhupayii thhi dhadkan apne seene kii
Humko jeena padta thha, khwaahish kab thhi jeene kii
Ab jo aake tumne humey jeena sikha diya hai
Chalo, duniya nai basaingey
Betaab dil ki tamanna yehi hai
Bheegi-bheegi palkon par, sapne kitney sajaey hain
Dil mein jitna andhera thha, utney ujaley aaye hain
Tum bhi humko jagana naa, baahon mein jo so jayein
Jaise khushbu phoolon mein, tum mein yun hii kho jayein
Pal bhar kisi janam mein kabhi chhootey naa haath apna
Tumhe aise galey lagaingey
Betaab dil ki tamanna yehi hai
Vaade bhi hain qasmein bhi beeta waqt ishaaron ka
Kaise-kaise armaa hain, mela jaise bahaaron ka
Saara gulshan de dala kaliyaan aur khilao naa
Hanstey-hanstey ro dein hum itna bhi to hansaao naa
Dil mein tumhii basey ho raha aanchal woh bhi bhar chuka hai
Kahan itni khushi chhupaiyein
Betaab dil ki tamanna yehi hai
The Sole Desire of My Restless Heart
The sole desire of my restless heart
Is to love you, worship you
And make you my God
Till you had not entered my desolate dreams
All joys were alien and all sorrows too
I had hidden my heartbeat even from myself
I had to live perforce, though I had no desire to do so
Now that you have come you have taught me to live
Come, let us create a new world
That is the sole desire of restless heart
I have bedecked so many dreams on my moist eyelashes
All the darkness in my heart has given way to light in equal measure
You mustn’t awaken me if I fall asleep in your arms
Like fragrance in flowers, let me merge with you
Not for a moment ever let go of my hand
Let me embrace you so
That is the sole desire of my restless heart
Promises need to be made, vows taken, the time for allusions is past
Such are the heart’s aspirations in this spring-fair
I have given you the entire garden so you can cause more buds to bloom
Rein in my happiness lest I break down with joy