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Chapters (107)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Foreword
  4. Introduction
  5. POEMS
  6. Shaukat ke Naam
  7. To Shaukat*
  8. Pashemani
  9. Regret
  10. Sarojini Naidu
  11. Sarojini Naidu
  12. Behroopni
  13. She of the Many Faces
  14. Andeshe
  15. Anxious Thoughts
  16. Aurat
  17. Woman
  18. Bewa ki Khudkushi
  19. A Widow’s Suicide
  20. Doshiza Malan
  21. The Virginal Flower Girl
  22. Ek Dua
  23. A Prayer
  24. Ek Bosa
  25. A Kiss
  26. Ek Lamha!
  27. A Moment!
  28. Ehtiyat
  29. Caution
  30. Naya Husn
  31. New Beauty
  32. Nazrana
  33. Tribute
  34. Pyar ka Jashn
  35. A Celebration of Love
  36. Tasawur
  37. Imagination
  38. Tum
  39. You
  40. Ajnabi
  41. Stranger
  42. Pehla Salaam
  43. The First Greeting
  44. Aaina
  45. Mirror
  46. Akhfa-i Muhabbat
  47. Concealing Love
  48. Roosi Aurat ka Naara
  49. The Call of the Russian Woman
  50. Hausla
  51. Courage
  52. Garbhwati
  53. The Pregnant Woman
  54. Peetal ke Kangan
  55. Brass Bangles
  56. FILM LYRICS
  57. Waqt Ne Kiya Kya Haseen Sitam*
  58. What a Beautiful Cruelty Time Has Inflicted
  59. Zara Sii Aahat Hotii Hai*
  60. At the Faintest Footfall . . .
  61. Yeh Nayan Darey Darey*
  62. These Fear-filled Eyes
  63. Merey Chanda, Mere Nanhe*
  64. My Darling, My Little One
  65. Kuchh Dil Ne Kaha*
  66. The Heart Says Something
  67. Dheerey-dheerey Machal Ai Dil-e Be-qaraar*
  68. Quieten, Quieten, O Restless Heart
  69. Abhi Kya Sunogey Suna To Hasogey*
  70. What Will You Hear Now, You Will Laugh If You Do
  71. Maa Hai Mohabbat ka Naam*
  72. A Mother Is a Name for Love
  73. Aaj Socha To Aansu Bhar Aaye*
  74. Tears Well Up When I Think of It
  75. Betaab Dil Ki Tamanna Yehi Hai*
  76. The Sole Desire of My Restless Heart
  77. Hai Tere Saath Meri Wafa*
  78. My Fidelity Will Stay with You
  79. Har Taraf Ab Yahii Afsaney Hain*
  80. All Around Me I Hear It Said
  81. Koi Yeh Kaise Bataye Ke Woh Tanha Kyun Hai*
  82. How Does One Explain . . .
  83. Jhuki Jhuki Si Nazar . . .*
  84. This Lowered Gaze
  85. Tum Itna Jo Muskura Rahey Ho . . .*
  86. You Are Smiling So Much
  87. Afterword
  88. Footnotes
  89. To Shaukat
  90. The Virginal Flower Girl
  91. Waqt Ne Kiya Kya Haseen Sitam
  92. Zara Sii Aahat Hotii Hai
  93. Yeh Nayan Darey Darey
  94. Merey Chanda, Mere Nanhe
  95. Kuchh Dil Ne Kaha
  96. Dheerey-dheerey Machal Ai Dil-e Be-qaraar
  97. Abhi Kya Sunogey Suna To Hasogey
  98. Maa Hai Mohabbat ka Naam
  99. Aaj Socha To Aansu Bhar Aaye
  100. Betaab Dil Ki Tamanna Yehi Hai
  101. Hai Tere Saath Meri Wafa
  102. Har Taraf Ab Yahii Afsaney Hain
  103. Koi Yeh Kaise Bataye Ke Woh Tanha Kyun Hai
  104. Jhuki Jhuki Si Nazar . . .
  105. Tum Itna Jo Muskura Rahey Ho . . .
  106. Select Bibliography
  107. THE BEGINNING

Har qadam par udhar murh ke dekha

Unkii mehfil se hum utth to aaye

Reh gayii zindagi dard ban ke

Dard dil mein chhupaiye-chhupaiye

Dil ki nazuk ragein toot tii hain

Yaad itna bhii koi na aaye

Tears Well Up When I Think of It

Tears well up when I think of it

It’s been ages since I smiled

At every step I looked back for a glimpse

Though I turned away from him

Life is now nothing but a pain

A pain I hide in my heart always

The delicate arteries of the heart break

Let no one be remembered so

Betaab Dil Ki Tamanna Yehi Hai*

Betaab dil ki tamanna yehi hai

Tumhey chaaheingey, tumhey puujeingey

Tumhey apna Khuda banaeingey

Soone-soone khwaabon mein jab tak tum naa aaye thhey

Khushiyaan thhii sab auron ki gham bhi saare paraaye thhey

Apne se bhi chhupayii thhi dhadkan apne seene kii

Humko jeena padta thha, khwaahish kab thhi jeene kii

Ab jo aake tumne humey jeena sikha diya hai

Chalo, duniya nai basaingey

Betaab dil ki tamanna yehi hai

Bheegi-bheegi palkon par, sapne kitney sajaey hain

Dil mein jitna andhera thha, utney ujaley aaye hain

Tum bhi humko jagana naa, baahon mein jo so jayein

Jaise khushbu phoolon mein, tum mein yun hii kho jayein

Pal bhar kisi janam mein kabhi chhootey naa haath apna

Tumhe aise galey lagaingey

Betaab dil ki tamanna yehi hai

Vaade bhi hain qasmein bhi beeta waqt ishaaron ka

Kaise-kaise armaa hain, mela jaise bahaaron ka

Saara gulshan de dala kaliyaan aur khilao naa

Hanstey-hanstey ro dein hum itna bhi to hansaao naa

Dil mein tumhii basey ho raha aanchal woh bhi bhar chuka hai

Kahan itni khushi chhupaiyein

Betaab dil ki tamanna yehi hai

The Sole Desire of My Restless Heart

The sole desire of my restless heart

Is to love you, worship you

And make you my God

Till you had not entered my desolate dreams

All joys were alien and all sorrows too

I had hidden my heartbeat even from myself

I had to live perforce, though I had no desire to do so

Now that you have come you have taught me to live

Come, let us create a new world

That is the sole desire of restless heart

I have bedecked so many dreams on my moist eyelashes

All the darkness in my heart has given way to light in equal measure

You mustn’t awaken me if I fall asleep in your arms

Like fragrance in flowers, let me merge with you

Not for a moment ever let go of my hand

Let me embrace you so

That is the sole desire of my restless heart

Promises need to be made, vows taken, the time for allusions is past

Such are the heart’s aspirations in this spring-fair

I have given you the entire garden so you can cause more buds to bloom

Rein in my happiness lest I break down with joy