Chapters (71)
‘Oh, you’ve got some post,’ says Julia, bending down to pick something up from the mat.
She hands me it. It’s a piece of folded-up paper. Probably a flyer.
‘Thanks,’ I say, tucking it under my arm as I unlock the door. ‘Listen, thanks again for popping over, Julia, I really appreciate it.’
‘Not a problem,’ she says as she steps out on to the dark street. ‘Now get yourself inside and try to rest, okay?’
‘I will. Bye, Julia.’
‘Bye, Maggie.’
I close the door and bolt it. When I come back into the living room the flyer falls on to the floor. I pick it up and make my way to the kitchen. I’m about to throw it in the bin when something catches my eye. The paper is thin and semi-transparent. I can see handwriting through it. This isn’t a flyer.
I sit down at the kitchen table and unfold the paper. What I see chills me to the bone. It’s a letter written in Elspeth’s distinctive handwriting. I lay it out on the table and read:
Dear Mummy,
I’m so scared. I don’t know why I have been sent here. Did I do something wrong? If I was naughty then I can make up for it. I promise I won’t be naughty again. This place is very cold and dark. The walls are bare and white and nobody smiles. I miss my old room. I miss the smell of the countryside. All I see when I look out of the window is concrete and glass. It’s like a prison. When can I come home? They have told me that you and Daddy are not coming back but that can’t be true, you love me more than anything in this world, I know you do. I think about you all the time and wonder what you are doing. There are some books here. They’re old and the pages are ripped but I don’t want to read them anyway because stories and books just remind me of you and then I get upset. Mummy you can’t forget about me, even if you’re angry with me I’m still your daughter.
Please don’t leave me here. I need to be with you.
I promise I’ll be a good girl and I won’t make you cross.
I love you Mummy and I just want to come home.
Your lovely daughter xxx