Back Day of the Accident
Chapters (71)
  1. Cover
  2. About the Author
  3. Dedication
  4. What readers are saying about
  5. Epigraph
  6. Prologue
  7. Part One
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  40. Part Two
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  60. Part Three
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  68. Epilogue
  69. Acknowledgements
  70. THE NEXT THRILLER BY NUALA ELLWOOD
  71. THE BEGINNING

As I lie here on my bed, the letter still in my hands, I think back to the events of the morning. The police officer seemed convinced that the letter was just a silly prank and yet it is Elspeth’s handwriting, tall and spidery. How could a random prankster replicate that?

None of it makes sense and the lack of support from the police just makes it all the more frustrating. I try to order my thoughts. What do I know? That Sean thinks I killed Elspeth; that on the day of the accident I put Elspeth into the car in her dressing gown and drove to the Plough Inn; that there may or may not have been someone standing on the riverbank dressed in red; that actually Elspeth might not even be dead but be trapped somewhere; that Barbara Cosgrove thinks I was planning to do something evil at the riverbank.

And then there is Freya Nielssen. Who is she?

My eyes grow heavy. I shouldn’t be able to sleep after all that’s happened, but something is dragging me down. I’m helpless, sucked in. I dream I’m at the river. I feel numb with fear but I know I have to go through with this; that there is no alternative. She’s there in the water, she wants me to stop but I can’t. Her eyes are full of panic. She screams and I push down hard on her shoulders. I feel her wriggling beneath the water. I know I should stop but some powerful force is guiding me; voices inside my head screaming at me to do it. Then, at the last moment, the voices fall silent and I come to my senses. I let go my grip and lift her to the surface.

But it’s too late.

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