Chapters (80)
- Cover
- Dedication
- AFTER LONG SILENCE
- PYRACANTHA AND PLUM
- FLOWERING VETCH
- THEOLOGY
- HOPE: AN ASSAY
- TO JUDGMENT: AN ASSAY
- THOSE WHO CANNOT ACT
- SHEEP’S CHEESE
- BENEATH THE SNOW, THE BADGER’S STEADY BREATHING
- SKY: AN ASSAY
- POCKET OF FOG
- ARTICULATION: AN ASSAY
- TRANSLUCENCE: AN ASSAY
- WHAT IS USUAL IS NOT WHAT IS ALWAYS
- THE MOUNTAIN
- TEARS: AN ASSAY
- POE: AN ASSAY
- THE REFUSAL
- DOG AND BEAR
- DOWNED BRANCH
- VILNIUS
- “OF”: AN ASSAY
- “TO”: AN ASSAY
- “AND”: AN ASSAY
- STUDY OF MELON & INSECT
- A MAN WALKS THROUGH HIS LIFE
- A DAY COMES
- THE DOUBLE
- NOT ONLY PARALLEL LINES EXTEND TO THE INFINITE
- I IMAGINE MYSELF IN TIME
- THE MEETING
- WANTING MORE AND MORE TO LIVE UNOBSERVED, UNOBSERVING
- THE DESTINATION
- LATE SELF-PORTRAIT BY REMBRANDT
- RYOANJI: AN ASSAY
- TO OPINION
- THE WOODPECKER KEEPS RETURNING
- “IT IS NIGHT. IT IS VERY DARK.”
- BONSAI
- THE PROMISE
- THE HEAT OF AUTUMN
- TO WAKE AT 3:00
- DOG STILL BARKING AT MIDNIGHT
- TWO WASHINGS
- TERMITES: AN ASSAY
- ENVY: AN ASSAY
- HESITATION: AN ASSAY
- ONCE: AN ASSAY
- BURLAP SACK
- THE MONK STOOD BESIDE A WHEELBARROW
- I WRITE THESE WORDS TO DELAY
- SEVENTEEN PEBBLES
- TO SPARENESS
- “AH!”: AN ASSAY
- AGAINST CERTAINTY
- JASPER, FELDSPAR, QUARTZITE
- INSTANT GLIMPSABLE ONLY FOR AN INSTANT
- ONE SAND GRAIN AMONG THE OTHERS IN WINTER WIND
- TO SPEECH
- POSSIBILITY: AN ASSAY
- BAD YEAR
- SERRANO PEPPER
- THIS MUCH IS PROMISED
- IN A ROOM WITH FIVE PEOPLE, SIX GRIEFS
- ASK MUCH, THE VOICE SUGGESTED
- TO GRAVEL: AN ASSAY
- EACH MORNING MY NEIGHBOR WALKS OUT
- BETWEEN THE MATERIAL WORLD AND THE WORLD OF FEELING
- RED SCARF
- THE BELL ZYGMUNT
- LETTER TO C.
- THE DEAD DO NOT WANT US DEAD
- IT WAS LIKE THIS: YOU WERE HAPPY
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- About the Author
- BOOKS BY JANE HIRSHFIELD
- Copyright
- About the Publisher
So far the house still is standing.
So far the hairline cracks wandering the plaster
still debate, in Socratic unhurry, what constitutes a good life.
An almost readable language.
Like the radio heard while travelling in a foreign country—
you know that something important has happened, but not what.
ENVY: AN ASSAY
A mother sings to her infant,
Most beautiful in all the world, and you stand helpless.
Wind outside the window,
looking in with shackled ankles, wrists.
Your fate is to be yourself, both punishment and crime.
Yet you, too, had a mother. Had two sisters.
A photo shows the bone structure’s slow shifting:
your face, small, blurred with something almost sorrow,
peers between them.
HESITATION: AN ASSAY
Sometimes only a slowing
so momentary it can scarcely be seen—
as if a dog,
chasing something large and swift and important,
were distracted by the white tremor of an overhead moth.
Other times a full lifetime tentative, lost.
The line of the roof in a child’s crayoned drawing
can show a hesitation almost fatal.
The rain
comes to it hard or less hard,
knowing nothing of hesitation’s rake-toothed debate.
And the two lovers
now concealed around the corner?
They fool no one, not even themselves,
pausing in their own shadows outside a locked door.
If pleasure requires prolonging, then these lovers.
Yet slowness alone is not to be confused
with the scent of the plum tree just before it opens.
ONCE: AN ASSAY
Once wakes up in the morning, brews coffee,
goes outside in its bathrobe to bring the paper from the street.
Once notices the day is possible rain.
At the same time, Once is lightly climbing a tree,
a tall sycamore
slanting over a late-summer stream.
A single yellow leaf at once floats down.
A water snake flows one way, the leaf the other.
Once goes with both.
Then coils in a spring-latched doorknob,
while also swinging its large head around
to scratch the itch that troubles one coarse-haired hip.
Once knows again exists
but this is theoretical knowledge.
Thus Once is ceaselessly tender, though without large passion.
Once doesn’t know any better and so loves this world,
in which babies starve, after long enough,
in silence.
Is Once heartless?
—You may well ask,
who pass your life inside its large, dry hand.
Once turns its face toward the question:
a horse-shaped clock of bright blue plastic, with red tail.
The dream its whinny wakes you from is also Once’s.
This sneeze, this pain, this rage or weeping: one moment only.
Leaving, Once takes in its pocket your slightest sigh.
Just try to breathe it again, Once murmurs. You’ll see.
If you protest, it is Once’s own and only protest.
If you agree, it is Once that for its instant accedes.
This Möbius is hard to understand but easy to manufacture.
A single strip of paper, turned once, and it’s yours.
BURLAP SACK
A person is full of sorrow