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  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. AFTER LONG SILENCE
  4. PYRACANTHA AND PLUM
  5. FLOWERING VETCH
  6. THEOLOGY
  7. HOPE: AN ASSAY
  8. TO JUDGMENT: AN ASSAY
  9. THOSE WHO CANNOT ACT
  10. SHEEP’S CHEESE
  11. BENEATH THE SNOW, THE BADGER’S STEADY BREATHING
  12. SKY: AN ASSAY
  13. POCKET OF FOG
  14. ARTICULATION: AN ASSAY
  15. TRANSLUCENCE: AN ASSAY
  16. WHAT IS USUAL IS NOT WHAT IS ALWAYS
  17. THE MOUNTAIN
  18. TEARS: AN ASSAY
  19. POE: AN ASSAY
  20. THE REFUSAL
  21. DOG AND BEAR
  22. DOWNED BRANCH
  23. VILNIUS
  24. “OF”: AN ASSAY
  25. “TO”: AN ASSAY
  26. “AND”: AN ASSAY
  27. STUDY OF MELON & INSECT
  28. A MAN WALKS THROUGH HIS LIFE
  29. A DAY COMES
  30. THE DOUBLE
  31. NOT ONLY PARALLEL LINES EXTEND TO THE INFINITE
  32. I IMAGINE MYSELF IN TIME
  33. THE MEETING
  34. WANTING MORE AND MORE TO LIVE UNOBSERVED, UNOBSERVING
  35. THE DESTINATION
  36. LATE SELF-PORTRAIT BY REMBRANDT
  37. RYOANJI: AN ASSAY
  38. TO OPINION
  39. THE WOODPECKER KEEPS RETURNING
  40. “IT IS NIGHT. IT IS VERY DARK.”
  41. BONSAI
  42. THE PROMISE
  43. THE HEAT OF AUTUMN
  44. TO WAKE AT 3:00
  45. DOG STILL BARKING AT MIDNIGHT
  46. TWO WASHINGS
  47. TERMITES: AN ASSAY
  48. ENVY: AN ASSAY
  49. HESITATION: AN ASSAY
  50. ONCE: AN ASSAY
  51. BURLAP SACK
  52. THE MONK STOOD BESIDE A WHEELBARROW
  53. I WRITE THESE WORDS TO DELAY
  54. SEVENTEEN PEBBLES
  55. TO SPARENESS
  56. “AH!”: AN ASSAY
  57. AGAINST CERTAINTY
  58. JASPER, FELDSPAR, QUARTZITE
  59. INSTANT GLIMPSABLE ONLY FOR AN INSTANT
  60. ONE SAND GRAIN AMONG THE OTHERS IN WINTER WIND
  61. TO SPEECH
  62. POSSIBILITY: AN ASSAY
  63. BAD YEAR
  64. SERRANO PEPPER
  65. THIS MUCH IS PROMISED
  66. IN A ROOM WITH FIVE PEOPLE, SIX GRIEFS
  67. ASK MUCH, THE VOICE SUGGESTED
  68. TO GRAVEL: AN ASSAY
  69. EACH MORNING MY NEIGHBOR WALKS OUT
  70. BETWEEN THE MATERIAL WORLD AND THE WORLD OF FEELING
  71. RED SCARF
  72. THE BELL ZYGMUNT
  73. LETTER TO C.
  74. THE DEAD DO NOT WANT US DEAD
  75. IT WAS LIKE THIS: YOU WERE HAPPY
  76. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  77. About the Author
  78. BOOKS BY JANE HIRSHFIELD
  79. Copyright
  80. About the Publisher

So far the house still is standing.

So far the hairline cracks wandering the plaster

still debate, in Socratic unhurry, what constitutes a good life.

An almost readable language.

Like the radio heard while travelling in a foreign country—

you know that something important has happened, but not what.

ENVY: AN ASSAY

A mother sings to her infant,

Most beautiful in all the world, and you stand helpless.

Wind outside the window,

looking in with shackled ankles, wrists.

Your fate is to be yourself, both punishment and crime.

Yet you, too, had a mother. Had two sisters.

A photo shows the bone structure’s slow shifting:

your face, small, blurred with something almost sorrow,

peers between them.

HESITATION: AN ASSAY

Sometimes only a slowing

so momentary it can scarcely be seen—

as if a dog,

chasing something large and swift and important,

were distracted by the white tremor of an overhead moth.

Other times a full lifetime tentative, lost.

The line of the roof in a child’s crayoned drawing

can show a hesitation almost fatal.

The rain

comes to it hard or less hard,

knowing nothing of hesitation’s rake-toothed debate.

And the two lovers

now concealed around the corner?

They fool no one, not even themselves,

pausing in their own shadows outside a locked door.

If pleasure requires prolonging, then these lovers.

Yet slowness alone is not to be confused

with the scent of the plum tree just before it opens.

ONCE: AN ASSAY

Once wakes up in the morning, brews coffee,

goes outside in its bathrobe to bring the paper from the street.

Once notices the day is possible rain.

At the same time, Once is lightly climbing a tree,

a tall sycamore

slanting over a late-summer stream.

A single yellow leaf at once floats down.

A water snake flows one way, the leaf the other.

Once goes with both.

Then coils in a spring-latched doorknob,

while also swinging its large head around

to scratch the itch that troubles one coarse-haired hip.

Once knows again exists

but this is theoretical knowledge.

Thus Once is ceaselessly tender, though without large passion.

Once doesn’t know any better and so loves this world,

in which babies starve, after long enough,

in silence.

Is Once heartless?

—You may well ask,

who pass your life inside its large, dry hand.

Once turns its face toward the question:

a horse-shaped clock of bright blue plastic, with red tail.

The dream its whinny wakes you from is also Once’s.

This sneeze, this pain, this rage or weeping: one moment only.

Leaving, Once takes in its pocket your slightest sigh.

Just try to breathe it again, Once murmurs. You’ll see.

If you protest, it is Once’s own and only protest.

If you agree, it is Once that for its instant accedes.

This Möbius is hard to understand but easy to manufacture.

A single strip of paper, turned once, and it’s yours.

BURLAP SACK

A person is full of sorrow