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Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Chapter 67
  72. Chapter 68
  73. Chapter 69
  74. Chapter 70
  75. Chapter 71
  76. Chapter 72
  77. Chapter 73
  78. Chapter 74
  79. Chapter 75
  80. Chapter 76
  81. Chapter 77
  82. Chapter 78
  83. Chapter 79
  84. Chapter 80
  85. Chapter 81
  86. Chapter 82
  87. Chapter 83
  88. Chapter 84
  89. Chapter 85
  90. Acknowledgements
  91. About the Author
  92. Also by Charlotte Philby
  93. About the Publisher

At home on the sofa one evening, she worked through in her mind what she knew of Francisco Nguema from the files Emsworth had pulled out. Even inside, she didn’t dare look at the page she had photographed – and she didn’t need to. The image was there, like a scan, when she imagined it. She knew from her subsequent Google searches that he was a businessman based in Equatorial Guinea. From what she could gather, the FCO’s interest in him derived from his connection to a British businessman she’d never heard named, however for all her internet trawling, there was nothing to hint at the root cause of the danger that lurked behind Emsworth’s threats. Whatever it was, though it was deemed worth killing for.

When she blinked, once again the image flashed in her mind of the woman, her eyes scooped from their sockets, beside her the body of the child. When she opened them, Sadie and Callum were sitting in their pyjamas side by side on the carpet, and she had to walk out of the room.

‘Are you OK?’ Tom asked, knocking on the door as she rinsed her mouth in the sink.

‘I don’t feel well,’ she said, moving through the hallway towards their bedroom. ‘If it’s OK I think I’ll get an early night.’

In the weeks that followed she feigned exhaustion in the evenings after getting in from what Tom believed was just another day in the office, before heading to bed as soon as the children were asleep, leaving little space for proper conversation. She avoided the length of time in which Tom could look at her and see the lies lurking behind her eyes. In the bedroom, she found herself covering her body as she undressed, aware that the house could be under constant surveillance. There was a sense of betrayal she felt on Tom’s behalf at being unable to warn him, but she had no choice. When she pictured Emsworth’s eyes that day in his office, she was in no doubt of the sincerity of his threats.

She had taken to packing a basic lunch from home along with a piece of fruit to see her through the day, topped up by occasional stops for coffee, languishing in the same café for as long as possible before the looks of the waiting staff became too pointed to ignore. Financially, she could afford to go without work for a few months, eating into what remained of her father’s inheritance, but still she had to be careful.