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Chapters (93)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Chapter 48
  53. Chapter 49
  54. Chapter 50
  55. Chapter 51
  56. Chapter 52
  57. Chapter 53
  58. Chapter 54
  59. Chapter 55
  60. Chapter 56
  61. Chapter 57
  62. Chapter 58
  63. Chapter 59
  64. Chapter 60
  65. Chapter 61
  66. Chapter 62
  67. Chapter 63
  68. Chapter 64
  69. Chapter 65
  70. Chapter 66
  71. Chapter 67
  72. Chapter 68
  73. Chapter 69
  74. Chapter 70
  75. Chapter 71
  76. Chapter 72
  77. Chapter 73
  78. Chapter 74
  79. Chapter 75
  80. Chapter 76
  81. Chapter 77
  82. Chapter 78
  83. Chapter 79
  84. Chapter 80
  85. Chapter 81
  86. Chapter 82
  87. Chapter 83
  88. Chapter 84
  89. Chapter 85
  90. Acknowledgements
  91. About the Author
  92. Also by Charlotte Philby
  93. About the Publisher

Removing the grey beret Tom had bought her the previous Christmas, she reached into her bag and pulled out a brush. It had belonged to her mother, and her mother before that; the soft tufts of horsehair had rubbed away in parts over time, and the smooth curve of the handle urged her to hold it tight. By the time her mum had died in her early fifties, struck by the same cancer that had taken her own mother around the same age, Valentina had barely a grey hair on her head. Gabriela’s own wavy locks were still the same colour they had always been, though the texture had coarsened since she’d had the children, as if bolstering itself against the implications of motherhood.

For a moment she considered her reflection. Despite having recently hit her thirties, a smattering of freckles over the bridge of her nose gave her a child-like quality. Her relative youth was something that both served and blighted her, not least in the diplomatic quarter where disarmament could be one’s greatest asset. What at first drew in men like Emsworth, attracted by the vivacity and apparent malleability of inexperience, emboldened them to belittle and reject in that distinct way that men had with young women, without thinking twice. Without believing there would be any consequences at all.

Serena was already in the office, fresh-faced and straight from the gym, when Gabriela arrived. She smiled across at her as she settled at her desk. ‘Bad journey?’

Gabriela bristled, annoyed at how easily Serena read her mood, but she managed a smile.

‘No, just cold. I’m going to get another coffee, want one?’

‘Not for me,’ Serena waved her hand. ‘I’ve got a meeting at nine-thirty.’

‘You’re not coming to the briefing?’

Serena frowned. ‘That was cancelled, didn’t you get the email?’

Gabriela paused. ‘What? No, when?’

‘On Friday evening – I’m sure you must have been …’

She scrolled through her emails and then clicked open the message, hovering over the recipients before pulling a confused expression. ‘You’re not in CC, you must have slipped off.’

Gabriela nodded, working hard to seem unconcerned, despite the feeling of unease working its way up her back, like an unseen hand.

‘Yes, that must be it.’

It was midday when Emsworth finally surfaced. Feeling emboldened, Gabriela gave him a minute to settle at his desk before she made a beeline for his office, striding straight past Lauren who raised her hand.

‘Sorry, do you need something?’

‘I just need to see Emsworth,’ she replied, her fingers already rapping against the wood.

Walking in as soon as she heard his voice, she noted the annoyance in his face. For someone with a hypothetical open-door policy he appeared remarkably surprised to see someone walk through it.

‘Gabriela. How can I help?’