Chapters (93)
- Cover
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Chapter 48
- Chapter 49
- Chapter 50
- Chapter 51
- Chapter 52
- Chapter 53
- Chapter 54
- Chapter 55
- Chapter 56
- Chapter 57
- Chapter 58
- Chapter 59
- Chapter 60
- Chapter 61
- Chapter 62
- Chapter 63
- Chapter 64
- Chapter 65
- Chapter 66
- Chapter 67
- Chapter 68
- Chapter 69
- Chapter 70
- Chapter 71
- Chapter 72
- Chapter 73
- Chapter 74
- Chapter 75
- Chapter 76
- Chapter 77
- Chapter 78
- Chapter 79
- Chapter 80
- Chapter 81
- Chapter 82
- Chapter 83
- Chapter 84
- Chapter 85
- Acknowledgements
- About the Author
- Also by Charlotte Philby
- About the Publisher
Removing the grey beret Tom had bought her the previous Christmas, she reached into her bag and pulled out a brush. It had belonged to her mother, and her mother before that; the soft tufts of horsehair had rubbed away in parts over time, and the smooth curve of the handle urged her to hold it tight. By the time her mum had died in her early fifties, struck by the same cancer that had taken her own mother around the same age, Valentina had barely a grey hair on her head. Gabriela’s own wavy locks were still the same colour they had always been, though the texture had coarsened since she’d had the children, as if bolstering itself against the implications of motherhood.
For a moment she considered her reflection. Despite having recently hit her thirties, a smattering of freckles over the bridge of her nose gave her a child-like quality. Her relative youth was something that both served and blighted her, not least in the diplomatic quarter where disarmament could be one’s greatest asset. What at first drew in men like Emsworth, attracted by the vivacity and apparent malleability of inexperience, emboldened them to belittle and reject in that distinct way that men had with young women, without thinking twice. Without believing there would be any consequences at all.
Serena was already in the office, fresh-faced and straight from the gym, when Gabriela arrived. She smiled across at her as she settled at her desk. ‘Bad journey?’
Gabriela bristled, annoyed at how easily Serena read her mood, but she managed a smile.
‘No, just cold. I’m going to get another coffee, want one?’
‘Not for me,’ Serena waved her hand. ‘I’ve got a meeting at nine-thirty.’
‘You’re not coming to the briefing?’
Serena frowned. ‘That was cancelled, didn’t you get the email?’
Gabriela paused. ‘What? No, when?’
‘On Friday evening – I’m sure you must have been …’
She scrolled through her emails and then clicked open the message, hovering over the recipients before pulling a confused expression. ‘You’re not in CC, you must have slipped off.’
Gabriela nodded, working hard to seem unconcerned, despite the feeling of unease working its way up her back, like an unseen hand.
‘Yes, that must be it.’
It was midday when Emsworth finally surfaced. Feeling emboldened, Gabriela gave him a minute to settle at his desk before she made a beeline for his office, striding straight past Lauren who raised her hand.
‘Sorry, do you need something?’
‘I just need to see Emsworth,’ she replied, her fingers already rapping against the wood.
Walking in as soon as she heard his voice, she noted the annoyance in his face. For someone with a hypothetical open-door policy he appeared remarkably surprised to see someone walk through it.
‘Gabriela. How can I help?’